Chapter 143

Because of the loss of a computer at the head office, and because some people secretly took photos of me sitting and talking with Liu Yifei, I fell into this field in an instant. Maybe it's my fault. It's just that being an official involves many risks. You need to be careful. Maybe something can make you step into the abyss in an instant. Think about my Zhao Long's scenery, which shocked the Chinese military and kicked the world boxing. I worked hard for the health bureau and devoted myself to the public. How many big star entrepreneurs offered me a high price to attract me? I didn't move, but I served the Party Central Committee and the head of the Central Committee faithfully. But what did I get in the end? Is that the feeling of homelessness?

I can't think. I can't think very much.

I feel like a basin of water poured out by the Swat bureau at this time. The organization no longer needs me, and the leaders no longer trust me.

Yes, a basin of water poured on the ground. How hard is it to think of going back to the basin?

Just as I was about to turn around and return to the hostel, song Sichun suddenly met me from the door.

Because of my kindness to him, song Sichun was still very enthusiastic after seeing me. She said to the sentry, "let Secretary Zhao come in."

The sentry hesitated for a moment before he opened the door completely and let me in.

I entered the gate, and song Sichun led me to the guard duty room (this duty room is different from the duty room of the head office, which is the gate duty room of the whole guard area).

Song Sichun ordered a soldier to pour me a cup of tea, handed me a cigarette, and said, "I know Secretary Zhao's recent experience. Alas, I didn't expect that it would be like this."

I laughed at myself and said, "this may be my doom. I've been in good weather in the Swat Bureau. This is the biggest doom in my life. It's the best to go there. If I can't go there, I'll have to admit my life."

Song Sichun sighed: "if Secretary Zhao left the Swat, it must be the biggest loss of Swat. Secretary Zhao created many myths and made great contributions to the special health bureau. All these achievements have been written into the Bureau history and the league history. I'm sure it won't be a big mistake. It's said that Secretary Zhao will be entrusted with more important work in the future. "

I said, "OK, don't comfort me. Can't I see the situation? It is clear at a glance what kind of state you are in. "

Song Sichun said: "Secretary Zhao, don't be so pessimistic. I'm sure the bureau leader will give you a fair return. "

I smiled quietly, but I didn't want to continue to chat with song Sichun, so I changed the topic and said: "Song district leader, this, this way, it's convenient for you to let me go back to my first strengths. I'm going back to do something. " I said it directly, looking at Song Sichun's face.

Song Sichun's face suddenly changed, and then he said, "this - this - I'm sorry for secretary Zhao. To be honest, you're suspended now. I've made a mistake to lead you to the duty room. If I put you back to your strengths, I'm not far from the day of transfer."

"Old Song Dynasty, it's not so serious," I said

Song Sichun said with a frightened face: "why is it not so serious? The superior has just issued a notice that no one who has been suspended or retired from active service shall be allowed to enter the security area again, especially the original work unit. Otherwise, the guard will be held responsible and the guard on duty and the guard management personnel will be severely punished. "

I asked, "what is the notice from the superior department?"

Song Sichun said: "where else? It's the special guard office. It's said that director Qi ordered it personally. "The office also specially --" Song Sichun said with some hesitation.

"I said:" is director Qi also deliberately pointed out my name, especially not let me step into the guard area half step

Song Sichun nodded thoughtfully: "yes, director Qi told me."

I took a puff of smoke and straightened out.

From this point of view, things seem to be more complicated.

What is the purpose of director Qi's rejection of me?

I was thinking about it in my heart. Song Sichun said apologetically, "I'm really sorry for secretary Zhao. Alas, I can't help it."

I said, "it's not your fault. Don't worry. In this case, I won't embarrass you. "

Song Sichun thanked me with fists: "long live understanding of secretary Zhao, long live understanding."

I nodded indifferently, although disappointed in my heart, I could not continue to insist. It seems that the cold war between us has just begun.

I think from dream when mind and eye son can be bigger, how so without wind and rain?

Again, I don't think it's all the fault of Youmeng. It's just that I shouldn't have been lucky enough to lead marishia into the house at that time, which led to the misunderstanding of Youmeng.

Can you not misunderstand me?

At this time, the head is really messy.

Song Sichun said: "Secretary Zhao, do you think so? I know you must be upset and lonely now. Otherwise, I have time to find you to drink these nights?" Song Sichun deliberately lowered his voice for fear that it might be heard by the soldiers of each unit.

I'm open to all who come to this kind of winery. After all, I'm suspended from work and waiting for trial. No one will take care of me when I go out for a drink. What's more, in this state, it's a kind of pleasure to drink.

So I nodded, "that's good. I really want to drink now."

Song Sichun said with a smile, "let's make a decision. I'll see you at the hostel when I have time. "

I said, "OK. I'll wait for you. "

In this way, I left song Sichun and began to walk to the hostel.

I came to the gate of the guard area this time, and the biggest harvest was to book such a wine shop.

It's so dramatic. Who would have thought that Zhao long has arrived at the person who relies on drinking to drown his sorrows?

Back at the hostel, I tried to call Youmeng several times, but still didn't respond.

Send a text message and still don't reply.

Forced to do so, I got through the phone of the guard duty room of the C chief office. At that time, the duty officer was Liu staff, who asked, "what instructions does secretary Zhao have when he calls?"

I said with a wry smile, "I'm all alone now. What can I tell you? I just want to ask you if you dream is here now. Can you ask her to come and answer the phone? "

Liu shenmou: "why don't you call her directly?"

I explained, "yes, she won't take it. I guess I'm angry now. "

Liu shenmou said: "I'm sorry, Secretary Zhao. This is the duty phone. You said At that time, I'll get you from the staff. You two have been chatting for a long time. The line is busy. In case we don't receive any notice from you, it's not bad. "

I can't help getting angry: "isn't there three telephones in the duty room? Why can't I get the notice? Besides, I don't need to take up too much time, just three or two minutes. "

"That's not good," Liu said firmly. Secretary Zhao, I remember you often taught us not to damage the interests of the public for your own sake. Have you forgotten? Now you want to set a precedent by using the guard duty phone of the headquarters to make private conversation? "

I was speechless for a while. Once again, I deeply realized the profound meaning of the four words "tea cooling for people".

But to be honest, I'm still puzzled. I can only say with confidence that my authority in chief C is good and my relationship with other staff members is quite harmonious. Although I am currently suspended from my post, other people with the strengths of C head are still polite to me. Why is it only Liu staff adviser who deliberately satirizes me like an ugly woman turning around?

I suddenly realized the truth again: This Liu staff member should be the first negligent person in the computer theft. I, who are jointly and severally responsible, have been dealt with in this way by the leaders. How could he have no movement at all?

According to the principle, as the most direct guard cadre in the theft incident, Liu staff should have a higher handling intensity than me. Why is Liu staff still working happily in the head office, and the superior hasn't dealt with him in any way?

What's going on?

No way.

I always feel that there is something strange in it

The road didn't go through, so I hung up.

I wanted to call Huang staff's cell phone again, and then let Huang staff find Yumeng to transfer, but after careful consideration, I thought it was still inappropriate, so I gave up.

I took a bath early in the bed, lying in bed, but it is difficult to fall asleep, the brain is always thinking about some inexplicable things, unconsciously the pain and sadness will envelop me layer upon layer, unable to get rid of.

When I fell asleep, it was already after midnight. Hazy, I dreamt of the dream.

I dreamed that Youmeng and director Qi were together. They talked and laughed and looked very close. When they woke up the next morning, their faces were already full of cold sweat. Recalling the nightmares at night made me feel uneasy.

I didn't have time to wash my face and brush my teeth. When I got up from bed, I dialed Youmeng again.

But it was my nephew who played the Lantern - or my uncle.

From dream or not to answer my phone!

Again and again, I still don't take it.

I suddenly realized that the love between myself and Youmeng was on the verge of the most serious trust crisis in history.

What should I do?

What am I supposed to do?

This morning, I lived entirely by listening to songs. I played several sad love songs over and over again, especially the black dragon's "change my mind." I even played them forty or fifty times!

"It was you who spent so many long days with me, you said to me that you still have true love! But I don't know how to care for you, love you and hurt your heart. Just when my heart is about to melt, but you are quietly gone. I wish you would change your mind, Because I will cherish you. What else to say ~! How many tears to flow! Don't you know my love for you! What else to say ~! How many tears to flow! One day I will let you change your mind If everything can come back again, I will cherish her with my life. If everything can come back again, I will wait for her with my life. I will forget yesterday and let life love you forever... "

This song has become a true reflection of my mood.

I sing with you over and over again, just like an infatuated prince who is cursed by love, looking forward to the understanding and return of his lover.

I think of the love between you and me