Chapter 344

Secretary Zhang was surprised, and hurriedly looked at Yu Meng and asked, "are you OK, are you not hurt?"

From dream shake head: "not hurt. I suspect that I am being watched when I come to Shandong this time. So, for the sake of safety, we must leave here early. "

Secretary Zhang consoled repeatedly: "don't worry, it's the staff. I'm here. It's OK. I have made up my mind to go to Zhao Long tomorrow. I will ask him face to face why he is so ruthless. What is the point that the staff officer is sorry for him? " Secretary Zhang said more and more excitedly, and could not help clenching his fist.

From dream no more talk. Maybe it's not a bad thing for her.

Two people, each with their own state of mind, each with their own ideas.

At this time, the hit from the dream, even produced a kind of almost childish desire. She loves Zhao long so much that she even thinks that if Secretary Zhang goes to ask Zhao long about his crimes again, maybe Zhao long can tell him why he abandoned himself That's what she wants to know; what's more, what does he really want to know?

It's so naive and pitiful.

For Secretary Zhang, it is because of the beauty and Secularity of dream that he has this heroic spirit. He and police officer Fang have separated. Facing the separation of Youmeng and Zhao long, he suddenly feels that this is an opportunity. He still likes Youmeng. He feels that this is a great opportunity for him to take advantage of it and get angry for it. At the same time, he makes the love of this enviable couple come to a complete end. Now, compared with Zhao long, Secretary Zhang undoubtedly has unique conditions. Zhao long is no longer a strong point in C, and has become a despised security guard. However, he has the potential to work, live and be on duty with Yumeng every day. Such a comparison of conditions, he felt that he must have the opportunity to have the ability to turn the tide, get the heart of Yumeng, and let her completely die for Zhao long!

In this way, Secretary Zhang began to brew up his own "dream pursuing" plan.

Maybe it was at the time when Yumeng was most lost that Secretary Zhang gave himself the deepest and most real love. Yumeng even felt that Secretary Zhang didn't seem to be as annoying as he thought. Sometimes, he was also very righteous.

It's just that she didn't know the little abacus in Secretary Zhang's mind

It's really a sleepless night for me.

Looking back on the cruelty of Youmeng in the daytime, I felt a strong apology in my heart. I don't know whether Youmeng is safe now, or whether she has returned to Beijing now.

I feel that my psychological pressure is too great, especially in the face of dreams, what kind of contradictions? He didn't want to know her, and he was afraid of what danger she would be in. But what makes me feel most guilty is my poor and lovely Youmeng. She came to Shandong from Beijing for me thousands of miles, but I drove her away mercilessly Is Zhao long a person? But in my heart, I am constantly pressing myself: I will make you appear as soon as possible and eliminate you completely, so that I can go back to the secret service and Youmeng without any scruples.

But for me, this dream has become a luxury. Youmeng and I are like people on two lines now. I hurt her. She must hate me and me.

For the sake of the country, for the sake of the special health bureau, for the sake of the central director, I have accepted this kind of grievance; but in case our love cracks and we can't come back to me from our dream, who will pay for my love?

Is the sacrifice too great?

Memories, maybe now left to me, only memories.

This night, upset, unable to sleep. Until midnight, it was still a mess.

Tossing and turning in bed for a long time, I just dressed and walked out of the room.

The yard is cool, with autumn wind, dark moon and sparse stars.

I couldn't help shivering, but suddenly found that Qi mengyan and Qi Mengna's room was still on.

Are they still awake, or do they forget to turn off the lights?

I wanted to go outside and remind them to turn off the lights, but I didn't think it was right, so I quit. I just sat on the small square stool in the yard and took a cigarette, relieving the huge pressure in my heart.

At this time, Qi mengyan's door suddenly clicked, and in a moment, Qi mengyan crept out.

I thought she was going to the bathroom, so I didn't pay any attention, but unexpectedly, she came straight to me.

Qi mengyan wore a black top with hanging shoulders, red flat angle fashionable shorts, jade arms and fiber legs under the light of the dim moonlight, which were particularly crystal clear and glossy. She held her arms in her hands, which seemed a little cold, and her mouth made a sound of "sobbing".

Her hair is not a bit messy. It can be seen that she hasn't gone to bed yet.

She stopped by my side and I frowned and asked, "why don't you sleep?"

Qi mengyan shook her head and said, "I can't sleep. I'm not used to sleeping on your Kang. " As she spoke, she hugged her arms. The cool autumn wind made her shiver.

I glanced at her "beautiful frozen man" dress and said: "you wear so little, be careful of catching cold."

Qi mengyan said: "I can't catch a cold. Haven't you heard of an idiom, spring covers autumn. Autumn can't wear too much too early, in that case, when the cold winter comes, people will feel very uncomfortable. "

What she said was poetic, but it made me smile a little. The tone of her voice, like a poet, was expressing her feelings.

I didn't speak any more, but Qi mengyan grabbed a lollipop and asked, "is the girl who came here in the daytime your former girlfriend?"

I said, "yes, what's the matter?" Can't help frowning.

Qi mengyan said: "she is very beautiful. I think she is a little similar to miss Ben, both in temperament and appearance. How did you break up? Is it true that, as Mona said, you are because... "

I knew what she wanted to say, so I interrupted her and said, "Miss Qi, can you speak more implicitly? Besides, it's better not to mention her in front of me. I don't like listening. "

Qi mengyan said, "look what you look like when you are tortured by lovelorn! Miss Ben told you that the best way to lose love is Try to love one more! "

I was ecstatic. He took a hard breath of smoke and let it be blown away by the wind and disappear in the breeze.

Qi mengyan then said: "OK, don't joke with you, otherwise you will feel sad again. Let's get down to business. I want to buy a laptop tomorrow, the 8-inch one. "

I said: "well, there are sales in the county, I will accompany you to buy."

"Don't you want to know what I'm doing with my computer?" Qi asked

I said, "I'm not interested in knowing, and I don't want to know."

Qi mengyan snorted coldly, pursed her mouth and said, "I must let you know! I bought a laptop for In order to write, I am a serious literary lover! "

Although I have heard Qi always mention the fact that Qi mengyan loves literature before, I still reply abruptly: "but I don't find any literary cells in you!"

Qi mengyan said angrily, "don't look down on Miss Ben. Let me tell you, I have more than 3 million hits in my works on ****. "

I perfunctorily said: "powerful. "

Qi mengyan said:" my pseudonym is Sleeping Mermaid. You enter Baidu to enter this name, can have a lot of search items. "

Sleeping mermaid?

This name makes me smile, I really can't think how the authors on the Internet have taken some strange names? In fact, at this time, the network novel has begun to show its irreplaceable charm, and many network writers have gradually emerged. Like what I eat tomatoes, Tang family's three little kids, war dramas, blood red (blood pig head), and so on, there is also an author called "six ways" who has created a "how to practice bad guys", which is almost the whole country

Qi mengyan said: "in fact, you can also write novels. Now the websites have launched VIP system, and you can make money writing novels online."

I shook my head and said, "I don't have that cell."

Qi mengyan said: "you have. You have it very much. "

"How do you see that?" I asked

Qi mengyan said: "by feeling. You forget that when you were in Wangjing Squadron, the rules and regulations you formulated for us, as well as the report materials, summary materials and words you wrote to Party A were very beautiful and logical. It is at that time that I think you and miss Ben are very congenial and share a common language. "

I laughed and said, "why didn't I know you could write novels?"

Qi mengyan said mysteriously, "of course, I can't let you all know. If you master all the secrets of Miss Ben's specialty, what's the difference with me standing in front of you naked?"

This metaphor is so close and powerful! I've been ashamed for a long time. Does metaphor need to be described as "naked" when it is understood by others?

I am speechless.

However, to tell the truth, Qi mengyan's words, it is the bottom of my mind. In a word, as Qi mengyan said, I do have some writing skills and writing ability. I remember that when I went to school before joining the army, my composition was always read as Fan Wen. My short stories, poems and narratives were also published on campus publications for many times. However, since becoming a soldier, due to the strict confidentiality of the central special Guard Bureau, my hobbies and strengths have been lost in the bud.

After all, there is little free time in the army. Moreover, our army is not allowed to contribute to external magazines, newspapers and even the PLA Daily To a certain extent, the army is indeed a place to wipe out its expertise. Of course, this kind of idea is extreme. After joining the army, many literati were selected to the propaganda section of the Ministry of political affairs and engaged in the work related to writing. Therefore, they made new contributions and even were directly promoted. But I, after entering the special Guard Bureau of the CPC Central Committee, chose a completely opposite way. I can achieve today's achievements, but it's because I pursue Chinese Kung Fu unremittingly, make use of it, and create a series of miracles