Chapter 897

Jinling stepped forward and looked at me closely again. He bit his lip and said, "I'm not as strong as you think I am! Since I met you, or since I fell in love with you "

I have been stunned for a while. A word of" love "once again makes me confused. How could she fall in love with me?

Ridiculous, ridiculous!

Jinling then said: "since I fell in love with you, I've been trying my best to hide it, and I've been trying my best to fight for it. I thought you would be the same - you would accept me, you would understand and understand my hints and love signals, but you did not, you never did! I even pretended to be close to sun Yumin on purpose to see your reaction. You've disrupted all my life. Whenever I think of you and see you, my heart is so disordered and disordered. I want to take you as my own. I want you to accompany me forever and never walk away from me. I said, in my mind, no one can replace your position, sun Yumin can't, ten sun Yumin, one hundred sun Yumin, can't! I thought that when I met you, even if I met my own man, I tried my best to get close to you. I wanted to come out and tell you how much I care about you You have changed my character, you have made me smooth the edges and corners of my character. I can see that you don't have any feelings for me, do you? You told me that "

her words were a little messy, even pale.

I don't know how to answer, I just hope it's not true, it's just a dream. It's just a joke from Jinling!

I said to Jinling, "I'm sorry, I'm afraid I let you down! Jinling, maybe meeting me is the biggest mistake in your life! "

I turned to go, but I heard a low sob behind me.

She should not fall in love with me, should not go on like this, otherwise, I will become a sinner, she will become a victim!

It's so hard to be emotional!

All of a sudden, I felt that Jinling had told me the truth. On the contrary, it made me feel that the distance between us was one step away. This may not be a wise choice. As soon as Jinling changes her former character, she becomes so dull and fragile.

Is she really stimulated by anything, or is she really over dependent on me?

But I really don't understand what Zhao long has to rely on!

I left here firmly, and with endless consideration, I walked out of the hotel and into the parking lot.

I don't want to stay for a moment, driving my own Great Wall car, straight back to the brigade.

On the way, Jinling called again. I didn't answer. I have to decisively nip this in the bud. It's not that I'm cruel, it's that reality forces me to do it.

But in fact, in my heart, there is always something about Jinling.

Her ambiguity came so suddenly that I couldn't face it calmly.

My heart is in a mess.

Back in the office, I sat down as quietly as I could and took a cigarette.

Dandan suddenly appeared in my sight, looked at me a few times, and asked, "brother Zhao, have you drunk?"

I said no. Dandan looked at me and said, "you must have drunk. Your clothes are all wet. I'll pour you a cup of tea! "

Then she slipped out.

A few minutes later, she brought a cup of tea. I took a sip without looking.

A strong bitter quickly boils in my mouth, like drinking the bitter medicine for cough, the mouth overflows with the bitter taste, very strong.

I put the cup on the table and was surprised.

Kudingcha! Kuding tea again!

I frowned and looked at Dan Dan. Dan quickly explained to me, "Kuding tea can dissolve the wine. This is Kuding in the mist. I prepared it for you! You have a lot of social intercourse and drinking occasions! "

I didn't blame her, just nodded slightly. In fact, Kuding tea is not particularly hard to drink. If you taste it carefully, it is unique. I tried to drink again, and the strange expression of Jinling appeared in my mind, as well as the shocking confession.

She's really weird and impulsive today! Will this be an explosion after a long period of depression?

Tasting the Kuding tea made by Dandan for me, I looked at the Dandan waiting beside me like a servant girl and said: "this tea is durable. Good. I'll have more coolies later. "

"Is it true, brother Zhao?" he asked tentatively

I nodded and said, "OK, go back to have a rest."

Dandan asked, "what about you, brother Zhao, I will serve you to sleep first. Do you want to take a bath?"

I shook my head: "I'm tired and don't want to wash. How about Xinjie, she's asleep? "

Dan said: "she went to bed early today. I'm tired after playing all day! "

After my repeated persuading, Dan finally hesitated to return to the room. I was sitting alone in the office, thinking about what happened today.

About twenty minutes later, Jinling suddenly called again.

I hesitated for a moment and took it. There came the voice of Jinling: Zhao long, are you home?

I said: here it is! You have a good rest and wake up earlier. What's more, the Kuding tea that the waiter poured for you can relieve the wine. Please drink more!

Jinling said: I didn't drink too much at all. I was awake! Zhao long, do you think I'm playing with you? What I said just now, every sentence is from the bottom of my heart, which I expressed to you after careful consideration! You can ignore me, but you must believe my sincerity! I'll wait for you to think about it, wait for you!

I said: I have told you the answer. impossible! Being friends is the best way to communicate.

Do you think we are just ordinary friends?

I said: we can be good friends, or we are. Isn't it?

I know I can't replace the dream in your heart, but I will fight for it. For this reason, I would not hesitate to give up Kim.

I wry smile way: you are mad golden bell! I'd rather believe that you really drink too much!

Jinling said: I didn't drink too much, I just didn't drink too much!

I first hung up the phone and smiled bitterly at the cup of Kudingcha in front of me.

It's not easy to hide the golden bell for a while. I stand up, stretch my limbs and get ready to go back to my bedroom.

After all, I have a lot of things to deal with and a lot of work to arrange.

After eliminating all the distractions, I went back to the bedroom, took off my clothes three times, five times and two times, and lay on the bed.

Inadvertently, I suddenly found another hole in my sock - I couldn't help another wry smile. I really don't understand why my sock always likes to break holes. Is it really that my foot strength is too strong, or that my sock is hostile to me? But it also reminds me of the past. Of course, the protagonist of memories is Yumeng. At the beginning, it was Yumeng who endlessly helped me mend my socks, three or four times at a time, to mend, to mend a strange fate, to mend a love legend that will never die

Just as I was immersed in the beautiful memories and was about to go to sleep, a rush of cell phone ringing again disturbed me.

I thought it was another call from Jinling, but I opened it and found it was Sun Tao!

This boy, how do you think of calling me?

At the thought of Chen Fusheng's phone number on his mobile phone and the words of the director general, I couldn't help making a variety of guesses.

After connecting the phone, Sun Tao said anxiously over there: Zhao long, why didn't you answer Susie's phone just now? Why?

I was stunned for a moment, and immediately realized that Susie had called me when she was at the golden bell, but I hung up!

I asked Sun Tao: what's the matter? Is something wrong?

Sun Tao said: Susie, something happened to her! She was - come on, Renhe Hospital, 312 on the third floor.

I didn't ask any more. I grabbed my clothes and put them on my body. I put on my shoes and ran out.

A special kind of apology comes naturally.

When I drove to Renhe Hospital, it was more than eleven in the evening!

I stopped in a hurry, went up the stairs as fast as I could, looked around, and quickly locked in ward 312.

When I walked into ward 312, a strong smell of medicine came. I found Sun Tao, Niu Dezhu, Yang Kening and others were all around the hospital bed. Susie was lying on the bed, her eyes slightly closed, looking haggard.

To my surprise, several people at the classmate party that day were there. Even including Zhao Jie.

Coincidence or something?

When Sun Tao and others saw me coming in, they all looked at me in the same way. Niu Dezhu frowned and began to attack me fiercely: "Zhao long, are you our classmate, Susie's classmate? Why don't you answer Susie's phone? Do you know that Susie did it because of your indifference! "

I just can't touch the head of monk Zhang Er, and I'm about to ask. Yang Kening joins Niu Dezhu in asking me questions: "Zhao long, you don't mean enough, Su Xi has offended you at any point. Is it hard to call you? Who do you think you are, you are the emperor, you are the mayor? "

However, Sun Tao stopped everyone's impulse at the critical time, waved his hand and said, "maybe it's -- maybe it's Zhao Long's real situation. If it's already like this, let's not embarrass Zhao long any more!"

As soon as Sun Tao started, they stopped attacking me one after another. Zhao Jie took the opportunity to stand out and said: "I don't think it's entirely the responsibility of Zhao Long, and Zhao Long doesn't know that Susie will go to him today. It may be just as Sun Tao said that it's not convenient for him to answer the phone..."

I was just about to check the situation, but Niu Dezhu couldn't help saying, "what's the matter with him? He's just a security guard. What can I do? Don't answer Susie's phone, it makes Susie... "

At this time, Susie suddenly said: "OK, everyone don't blame Zhao long! It's nothing to do with him. It's all my fault. It's my carelessness. "

I took a step forward with doubts and stopped in front of Susie's hospital bed. I saw clearly that Susie's arm was bandaged and her face seemed to be hurt. It was blue and red.