The rumor of my mistress spread instantly. [M]
Even when I went down to the castle, I was occasionally informed that rumors had come from a familiar people.
I denied it as I explained to my father, mother, and brothers... but still the rumors didn't subside.
Even now after two years.
When I turned seventeen, I was naturally old enough to frequent the social world. However, after many of the ladies misled and even more rumors spread to the upper class center, Father ordered me to refrain from going out into the social world until rumors subsided. My brothers made me feel narrow on my shoulders because of me, but they both said, "Never mind, brother, we know how noble you are".
The only thing I was allowed to do as a royal and brother, full of flaws, was to go down under the castle and make contact with the people. That was the decision that solving the misunderstanding in the tunnel was now the best. I was honestly saved by this. It was only time to fill my heart by engaging and making contact with the people under the castle.
... no matter how dirty the desire has become.
The only means was to kill my heart, further dilute the emotions that were originally missing, and at least not push this desire on them more than necessary.
In doing so, my father summoned me... to make a decision.
Engagement with the First Princess of the Kingdom of Friesia.
It was a de facto, disinheritance of the throne.
The First Princess of the Kingdom of Friesia had established herself as the first heir to the throne before reaching the age of sixteen, and was also renowned as the splendid next queen. In other words, I will be king and queen of the kingdom of Friesia.
"After two years, rumors are still only spreading in this country. You can't make a man in such a vortex king.... but you have qualities and abilities as a king. If you are a neighbor that doesn't even get rumors… the Kingdom of Friesia is an important ally to our country. Therefore, as King of the Kingdom of Friesia, please be a bridge with our country.
That word of Father was... the kindest word I've ever had.
You have power as a king. I know that better than anyone. That's why he told me to fully demonstrate its qualities as a king and queen in the kingdom of Friesia even if it didn't come true in this country.
I killed my emotions and even nodded at my father's words.
My father was thinner and less pale than he used to be because of my rumors.
Among other things, I believed in my power as king and thanked my father for entrusting me with an important alliance.
I wish a man like me could do that for the people of the country. [M]
It's an honor.
The kingdom of Friesia, an overwhelming power among nations. If you can be the king's mate there, … if a man like me can take charge of it, it's so unworthy.
Because I am the future of the people of such a great kingdom, who desire an abominable desire from the people.
Besides, if you're my fiancée, you don't have to worry about the old ladies.
No matter how many mistakes you make this time, there's no problem. Because he's the one who's going to be my wife. Instead, you can whisper the words, the deeds, and the love that the ladies ever wanted.
... move and behave as you wish. That's what I've done. [M]
That way everything turns around well.
The great yuan of obscene rumors disappears from our country.
I just keep building on what I've learned so far in the Kingdom of Friesia, and that's for each other's country.
He then exchanged words with His Majesty the Queen of the Kingdom of Friesia, His Royal Highness the King and His Royal Highness the Regent, and his engagement with the First Princess became certain.
Father, mother and brother were all satisfied with this result.
It's a happy thing.
This missing man, as king, as brother, as man... can help both the kingdom of Anemone and the kingdom of Friesia.
I am for the kingdom of Friesia and the kingdom of Anemone.
I have told my heart so many times that I have finally visited the Kingdom of Friesia with my father.
To the sixteenth birthday of the First Princess of Pride.
……
She was a beautiful woman. He answered my words with a smile, and his elegance lit up in the moonlight.
From the first time I had eyes, she glared at me. Loved, admired by many, and inclined to heart herself.
A woman with something I could rush. [M]
"Maybe I can love you"... such expectations have passed my chest. She might be able to love me if I had everything I could rush into. That might fill this groove of hearts that will remain vacant.
Whisper sweet words, take your hands, and give a romantic performance. And smile, and mumble love, and you will surely be loved as before.... and if I love her too, I'll fix everything.
Let's give her everything the ladies ever wanted.
Hopefully one day this heart will really be filled with love for her.
And above all, behave as her, Her Majesty's, Her Royal Highness the King's, Father's, Mother's, and Brothers wanted.
For my country. For the kingdom of Friesia.
"That's not what you want from your heart. It's unnecessary between us.
... Predictive Capabilities.
She knew everything.
Whatever I was fixing, whispering words I didn't have in mind, playing, it was all superficial love… everything.
... I mean, I've been working disrespectfully on her for the last three days. There is nothing more disrespectful and demeaning than a visible phrase.
This is a big deal.
The Kingdom of Friesia is a major ally to my country.
It would be catastrophic if the vast ocean and our country, sandwiched by the Kingdom of Friesia, bought the repudiation of the Kingdom of Friesia. The escape is only to the sea. It has even vast tracts of land and the overwhelming power of a specially capable person, feared by other countries. … My kingdom of Anemone, a small country, was able to flourish in trade because the existence of the Kingdom of Friesia became a wall with other countries, inhibiting domination and repression. If the alliance with the Kingdom of Friesia is rebelled, Friesia is not the only enemy. You will live in fright of domination and repression from all the neighbouring countries. Our country is a good target, with vast ports and trade power, but with little skill to compete on a national scale.
Furthermore, five years ago, our country owed a great deal to recruits in joint exercises.
The kingdom of Friesia was rescued by the knights of my country who had been captured by bandits following an ambush. Originally, our team to pick up the new soldiers from the Kingdom of Friesia annoyed me the other way around. Furthermore, rescue did not come in time when the Freesian Knights were caught in an ambush and cliff crash.
Later on, the rescued Knights decided not to return to our country as a nearby kingdom of Friesia, but for fear that they would owe more to their allies.
And she knew everything about my inferiority and my country, and she was attached to it.
For the country, for the alliance between the two sides.
"You don't have to play it in front of me. You don't have to force it, lie to your heart and try to love it. I know exactly what it is.
Don't you have to play it?
Who am I... who doesn't play and isn't who anyone wants... what?
Do you want me to be exposed to obscene cravings? No, if I did that, I'd buy her an extra resentment. No more can be done to turn the Kingdom of Friesia against its enemies.
Who is she? She says it's only been three days and she knows what's inside of me...? When I realized it, my mouth overflowed with questions. Who are you?
"I am the only one in this world who knows what you really want.
My, want...?
Bringing peace to the kingdoms of Anemone and Friesia.
As the king and queen of the kingdom of Friesia, to return to our country, of course, to the kingdom of Friesia.
Other than that, what the hell is there?
Or does she have that ability to predict that she even knows my filthy desires?
Breathe unexpectedly with fear. I can't turn a blind eye from her.
She orders.
Even an inspection should not go down under the castle after returning home.
She speaks.
I lost everything there. [M]
She declares.
He said it was for my happiness.
For me, happiness is to dedicate this missing self to both countries.
So does that mean that we will be hit by a catastrophe that won't even come true?
The next morning, on the day of her breakup, she pressed me again for the last time, behaving as if nothing had happened.
To keep my word.
Even missing as a king, I... am not even allowed to see the face of the people at the end.