188 159. The abusive princess becomes aware.

"Mother, Father. I'm back now.

At the same time the door was opened, me and Style thanked each other. I've been waiting for our return, to the queen and to the queen and to the queen's wife, Mother and Father.

"I've been waiting, my dear daughter. And my dear son.... That was a long time ago.

Mother smiling loosely and father with a slightly more rugged look and uncle Vest of Regents. And Chancellor Gilbert greets me with a slightly worried grin.

"Yeah," the delivery guy was here, so he sent me to my country with his abilities.

In fact, some of them were forced to send them on jet coaster moves.

Mother, is that right? and grinned, pointing only at what was in Style's hand to refrain from behind me. Style realizes it and quietly hands it to me.

"As my mother gave me your permission, this engagement between First Prince Leon and me has been dissolved by mutual agreement. Prince Leon will remain in the country as the first heir to the throne of the kingdom of Anemone. We will also sign a treaty to visit each other's countries on a regular basis, and this will create a good alliance, unlike the Kingdom of Anemone.

I opened the treaty I received from the Style and showed it to my mothers to see it. Both the dissolution of the engagement and the signing of the treaty at the time of the event were properly authorized by my mother, and nothing was wrong.... should be.

"... Again, did it turn out as predicted...

Ha... and exhaled a rare low sigh for my mother. I look at my mother, who leans down as she is, and my father signals Chancellor Gilbert. The nodded Chancellor Gilbert walked to us and carefully received the Covenant.

"... Indeed. The dissolution of the engagement under mutual agreement, and the treaty, are stated.

There are no deficiencies at all. and Chancellor Gilbert continued, letting the expanded Covenant be extended to Father, and Father to Uncle Vest, and finally to Uncle Vest to Mother. My mother just sighs even more when she looks at the pact that the top three people in the upper echelons snorted at.

I don't see it well because of the distance, but I don't feel like I have a heart or have a slightly better complexion.

"Really...

Now he elbowed small, and gazed at each of Uncle Vest and Father. Then the two men order the guards around them to pay us all but from between the thrones. The door shut quietly leaving the six of us behind with a tattered and quiet footsteps.

After the sound of batan…, the room was once again engulfed in silence.

Even if no one was gone, my mother didn't say anything for a while. Keep your elbow on your forehead and look like it's dripping somewhere. After leaving plenty of silence for more than a minute, my mother slowly opened her mouth.

"... that the foolishness of the second and third princes of the kingdom of Anemone was revealed, as predicted.

"Yes, and the king knew it too, and the first Prince Leon decided to inherit the throne and punish the second and third princes.

As a result, he still wanted Prince Leon's engagement dissolved. and continue.

When he heard the words of the Punishment, the black hegemony of Chancellor Jilbert and Uncle Vest, who had glanced sharply at him until earlier, was relieved. As a supporter of the king, I guess it was unforgivable folly.... Me too, I know very well.

"Pride.... you said a week ago." The kingdom of Anemone without the first prince of Leon will follow a path of decline. "

I answer "Yes" without interrupting my mother's question.

Yes, because that's what I told your mother a week ago.

For the kingdom of Anemone and for many of its people.

It is discovered that they were spreading Leon's bad reviews. And I hope the king finds out about it and returns Leon to his country as his first heir to the throne. The kingdom of Anemone, where Leon did not take over the throne, follows a path of decline.

When I told him that, I was able to obtain permission from my mother to visit the kingdom of Anemone in confidence and to dissolve my engagement and sign a treaty on behalf of the queen.

It is not just a crisis of important allies. Even if Leon and I get engaged and strengthen our alliance, it doesn't mean the kingdom of Anemone is in decline.

My mother and father were surprised when I first spoke of it, and my usually sober Uncle Vest was open to me, and I hadn't noticed for a while the documents that fell on the floor with such expressions as stunned to Chancellor Gilbert.

"... I didn't know that second and third prince was that stupid...

Mother, who sighs over and over again, feels her usual majesty shriveled for some reason.

When I decided on my fiancée, my mother, father and uncle Vest had a proper interview with a prince other than Leon. He decided that Leon was the only one who deserved it... well, it would. However, it seemed unexpected that you were making a lot of noise to kick off the First Prince.

... that Leon's vessel as a "king" was exclusive to the kingdom of Anemone.

"" Prediction is only an uncertain future.... I know that through myself. That's why I also allowed your confidential visit to keep things from getting rough.... It also seemed futile to wish I had ended up worried.

My mother whines as I drool. The prediction is only uncertain.

It is even harder for me and my mother to believe in other people even when they talk about predictions. Even in our country, predictions and special abilities are not evidence of anything for other countries.

That's why I had to get around to the back, even with my mother's hand. Even if I give advice from my mother's mouth and temporarily prevent it, if my younger brothers do it another day or in a different way, this time I won't be able to take any measures.

"................................................................ sorry, pride.

Poop, and.

It was a small grunt as if a drop of water had fallen.

Suddenly surprised, I doubt my ears for a moment. If you look at it, your mother is holding your head with both hands and dropping deeper than just now. I held my mother's shoulder with my hands from behind like my father was in a hurry, and Uncle Vest closed his eyes and waited silently for her mother's words. Chancellor Gilbert gives a courtesy and takes a step back.

"... Mother...?

What the hell is wrong with you? I've never seen my mother so depressed. Me too, I'm sure of the style. Style, who would refrain behind me in the evidence, also stared at my mother with his eyes round.

"Whatever the reason, I can't believe the engagement was dissolved in such a short period of time.... properly,... soon, this time I will find you the fiancée you deserve....

"Yes, no... Mother. Please don't worry about it. There are still many things I lack to study to be a queen. You don't have to rush..."

"No, not right away."

My mother's voice rose up to scratch out my words. I paired my palms together to endure something, combined, and grabbed hold of each other. As far as I can tell from a distance, my mother's shoulder is trembling, held down by her father. Watching her mother for a while, her lips opened spicy, usually spinning with all the graceful words.

"... at last... I thought I could finally... be your mother..."

I couldn't think of anything from my usual mother, she was a tall screaming voice. He touched his father's hand with his back hand, which gently accompanied him from behind his shoulder, his other hand making a fist as he leaned down, slapping the throne.

"Damn... I made a mistake..."

Always grand and full of majesty, Mother Zero tears for the first time in front of me and Style.

Polo and pearl-like Shizukuishi fell to the floor and covered his face with both hands to hold it down.

What the hell does "again" mean?

What the hell has Mother done wrong in the past that has always been a model for me and Tiara as Queen? I had no idea.

Mother goes on to us who can't say anything and lose words with our mouths open. Holding back the hand that came with his shoulder, it was as if what he had been straining had been cut off.

"Why... it doesn't work……… how much you lead and love your country, your people… even one daughter… I can't believe you can't be happy………"

Oh, my God, why... my mother clenched her fist so hard that a long, neat nail stabbed herself deeply as it was.

My father shouts as he "calm down, Rosa," holding on to my mother's shoulder, but my mother didn't even seem to come in with her father's words moaning.

"Oh my... I want to love you... I want to love you... I have... shaped you..."

Step by step, my mother's voice seeped into tears. I doubt my own eyes in that behavior of my mother, in my speech, in my voice. He also looks a little confused to mourn without even listening to his father's restraint. The boulder style also seemed unable to hide the confusion in her mother's leopard weird, and moved softly beside me to speak out, "Sister..."

… I have seen such occasions and dialogues in television features and films that were in my previous life.

It's like I'm really being shown a scene of that TV or movie instead of the reality in front of me, and I open my mouth to Pocan.

What would that feature or movie have been? Is it true that "parents who suffer abuse" or something like that? Though I have seen it many times as a moonlight and daunting performance.... No, it's just a similar scene to a TV or a movie, maybe it's my fault. But no matter what my mother looked at disturbing in front of me, it was just like that scene I saw in my previous life. If I don't have memories of my previous life, I don't even understand what this sight is, and I'm confused by the proof that it's a smarter style than me.

In the world of previous life, a lot of values and ethics were overflowing on TV and online, and it was also seen and thought of in a different angle that it used to be cleaned up by mere "lack of effort", "lack of motivation", "lack of love", etc.

... so if it is.

Why is my mother in so much pain?

At the bottom of my heart, if this were my earliest, that would be good, and I would step forward thinking so.

"Mother, Father... forgive my disrespect.

My father suppresses me by finally holding my mother, who keeps crying. Uncle Vest thinned his eyelid, which was still closed, and opened towards me. I can hear Style calling me worried behind my back.

Speaking of which, why didn't I ever expect this person to be a mother while calling him "Mother"?

Have I ever wanted anything as a parent to my mother before I remembered my previous life's memories?

To me, my mother was the Queen.

A wonderful queen who is perfect and has no flaws whatsoever.

... even though he's really just a human being.

One step, one more step, closer to your mother. Prime Minister Gilbert, who came down, gave me a hand the moment I tried to climb a small staircase to the throne. I'm a little relieved by that look that makes me smile gently.

"Mother."

When I looked up and called, my mother got off the throne unspoken and crouched into the spot.

... Mother, since when have you suffered so much?

All this time, I hate myself for not being able to notice you.

Father gently touched her shoulder as she knelt powerless and wrinkled her luxurious dress.

I'm sure your father supported your mother the whole time. Out of our sight, … all the time.

Until now, I thought my mother actually hated me.

Because you barely saw me until Tiara's birthday.

Besides, unlike Tiara and Style even after Birthday, she didn't meet or talk to me alone.

I've never had a personal conversation with my mother in my memory.

He gave me the mindset and authority as an official and queen, but there was absolutely no conversation or interaction like my mother did in my previous life.... but I didn't doubt it.

At the time, there were so many reasons why my mother hated me for being the worst princess I could avoid.

... so I say.

Nothing else, in my words.

Only at this time, as the daughter of this man, not me with memories of a previous life, releases this word.

"Mother.... I am loved by you.

Pickle, and.

My mother's body trembling on her shoulders like a cry once trembled loudly before stopping. Both hands covering his face quietly slowly away from his face.

"I love you too. Mother, Father.... you have given me so much happiness.

Further climb the steps of the stairs. In front of climbing out with one step left, stop. Crying eyes turn as if they were a girl, and they are directed toward me.

"My life as my first princess began to move when I was eight. It's not because you've gained predictive power. Know your father's love, meet Steele, meet Tiara,... Mother. At the time you admitted it.

Eight years ago, memories are almost fragmented now.

Still, there are a lot of things that are properly burned to the chest. I helped my father out of the carriage, noticed the presence of Lotte and Marie and Jack, met Steele, and met Tiara. I still remember clearly everything about that time.

And give me the words my mother gave me at Tiara's birthday.

"I love this country, as the First Princess, the people. All the time, all the time.

Climb the last stairs.

My mother, who always looked up at me sitting on the throne and often met me, feels strange, even though she is sitting at my feet. I also slowly sat down on the spot and gently touched my mother's hands away from her covered face. There are still a lot of tears in my moist eyes as I stare straight at me.

"Mother, you... taught me then.

I remember.

First Tiara's Birthday Festival. Style supported me in front of the people and Tiara nodded at me.

The people cheered and my mother told me.

'This is what I expect of you, don't forget this moment.

"Mother, you told me not to forget that moment.

Wrap the touched mother's hand in her own hands and grip it hard. My mother's hand was incredibly thin,... smaller than I remember.

Tears overflowed me again from my mother, who shook my lips. Tears streamed through beautiful skin that didn't make me feel old. From a shriveled look, it slightly made me feel older than before.

"You, the Queen and the necessary knowledge, trials, mindset and authority, as much as possible, have given me from you, the Mother.

My mother gave me a lot.

He taught me all along what I needed to know and learn as a queen.

"I love you, and I am loved. Many times, many times I can assure you so with my chest up.

I stare straight into my mother's eyes. I've never looked at my mother so strongly before.

My mother stretched her trembling arm to me slowly as it was, turning it to my back and hugging me.... has never been held by my mother, nor has it ever been in my memory. I also slowly cuddle back the thin body on my mother.

... Please, I want you to know.

There was hardly anything I knew that looked like a mother.

The Queen and the First Princess. It was just a conversation as a relationship.

Still, as the First Princess, she taught me much and gave me this

"I made a prediction."

... Everyone took a breath.

I squeezed out my trembling voice, to my mother's words.

No way, when I looked up surprised at this timing to predict something, the power of my mother's arms intensified.

"More than ten years ago... forecasts…………… you prefer the weaker than yourself to hurt… many, many times………… many times, forecasts…!

... in my head, I turned white.

Contrary to the strength of my mother's arms strengthening, my hands trembled and my powers fell out. I know very well that blood draws from my face myself. She reached for my neck and held it further so that her mother, who looked excited, would not notice it.

"I'm sorry... Pride... I was scared... that you might hurt people even more in the future... with a blade of authority called the Queen, so... I won't see your future, until I was eight,... all the time,... I haha...!"

You have grown up to be such a wonderful princess. I couldn't believe your future then, I didn't even try to change it.... so crying and apologizing. My mother's words went through my ears.

... Mother knew. My real future.

So you were keeping me away. Until that time when I was eight.

No way, I didn't know that the pride of the lowest queen... had tormented my mother since I was already eight.

It's not a mistake.

Because I really should have been.

Queen Pride of Las Boss, who did not bring back memories of her previous life, because that is how she has hurt so many people.

He corrupted the Style into slavery, inflicted unnecessary damage on the Knights, executed many special abilities into slavery or execution, broke even Leon's heart, and even other nations fell into pain.

Have you stopped watching me since I was eight? Because I remember the memories of my last life.

... I have no right to be angry with Leon's younger brothers.

As Leon's younger brothers ruined the country with their true game setup, so did I.

Rather, they are something cuter than pride. The number of people who killed them, the number of people who liked to hurt them, the depth of the wounds, all of them.

That's why pride is hated, resented, and always excused by everyone.

Hear your mother's words and think again.

What kind of person I would have been if I hadn't even remembered my previous life.

I hold back my mother, who cries, in a hazy consciousness.

I'm sorry, my consciousness gradually returns with the voice of my mother, who keeps apologizing.

... I owe you an apology.

"... Still make me, love me now and thank you...... I'm sorry I made you feel scared...

My mother shakes her head and denies it. Knowing the worst vicious me of the future yet,... someone who loved me now.

Until I was eight, how scared my mother would have been of me. In an undetermined future, you know what I do, and I can't believe it's... my own daughter.

Yet this is how you loved me now.

I want to live up to this guy's feelings.

Properly, the predicted future has changed.

He said it was okay now... and I want you to laugh at that one day.

"There's no rush, Mother. My fiancée, my queen's inheritance,... me and my mother. I'm sure there's still plenty of time.

My mother nodded to me, speaking slowly so that I could forgive her. "Thank you," he said.... tears came up as soon as they whispered the word.

So I pretended not to notice.

I felt for myself the words I used to call my mother.

... small, uncomfortable.