"... slow.
Prince Joan was called by the minister to take a seat once, and even more my brother went out to wash his hands, and I'm the only one in this room right now.
There are some escorts outside the room, but that's not why I'm going to call them. Other than my brother and Prince Joan, I didn't want to put them beside me at four or six o'clock if it was true. Besides... Prince Joan's room has been cozy with even one lately.
Get up off the couch and look out the window in the room. Just when we got off the carriage, I saw it in the distance. Plus you can look down at the beautiful castle town. The kingdom of Chinensis, based on white, is beautiful no matter how many times you look at it. I also like under the castle of the kingdom of Sursis, but I also like the kingdom of China.
"Whether the country is different or not, it's one wing of the same Hanazoo kingdom"
I remember my brother's words four years, ten months and twenty-eight days ago.... Now I feel like I know what that word means too. Not under the castle, not what I believe, not what I live in, but... they are both beautiful and good countries.
I wonder why the adults don't even realize it's this simple. After all, the words of my brother and Prince Yoan are more correct.
"... but it's too late.
I'm a little annoyed by the two of you who haven't come back yet. I used to never get tired of being beside my brother for hours without doing anything to try to be seated in a chair for dozens of hours and tied to study. Now I get tired of being asexual, and sometimes I don't settle down.
I have no choice but to leave Prince Yoan's room. The escort calls me and tells me I'm going to wash my hands and they follow me.
I dare to go far and look around, looking around at my brother or Prince Joan for a while. The escort said something but listened. I just looked down from the dance floor and the people from the top of our country get into my sight. Each one was moving his mouth with a disgusting grin as he tried to hide in the shadows. I usually avoid it without getting lost in my sight, but the uncomfortable grin bothers me badly and stops my legs. You're lurking your voice, I can't hear you from here at all.
But as long as you can see the movement of your mouth, it's fine.
If you compare it with your memory, you can read it roughly from your mouth movements, such as what you're talking about.
I look down at Sir Aegie and the others from the dance floor and steal their conversation as I stare.
"Absolutely… why is it that both Master Lance and Master Cedric visit such places frequently?
"Even though Cedric, the Divine Son in particular, says that deep involvement in the kingdom of Chinesis is bad for education. What if I said some crazy faith to you?
"Rumor has it that he was put in Prince Joan's mouth truck, and Lady Lance was also flattered. You think that Master Lance also had a divine son's brother that made his heart sick and asked an exotic God for salvation?
"No, Master Lance would not be such a soft spirit. First, if you are as vigilant as Master Cedric...
"For the most part, what is Prince Joan thinking too? Let's call the two princes of our country over and over, etc. The skin on the face is thick while looking weak. Though distinguished for excellence, trying to get close to Cedric, the Divine Son, is in itself..."
The more you read it, the more offensive it is.
The soldier again says, "Master Cedric, what's wrong?" to the fact that I'm staring at them without moving a step.
Then Sir Aegie and the others looked up and noticed me. "This is Master Cedric!" "We are going to take the carriage first to the kingdom of Sursis," he climbed the stairs deliberately as he hung white words. Pull a step and tie your mouth, and I'll stare at them. But with a hella of laughter, they kept saying, "Just in the right place".
"Because I'm usually with Master Lance, I haven't had a chance to talk to him directly.
Why is it inconvenient with my brother?... I can tell that by inferring from the conversation earlier.
I don't even know they knew what I was talking about earlier, and the grownups keep telling me it's hard.
"I'm just talking about here, Master Cedric.... Has Prince Joan done anything wrong?
"No, we were both worried. Please take great care of Prince Joan. Whatever, the kingdom of Chinensis... well, it's a lot different from our country.... hey?"
"No matter how much you admire His Royal Highness Prince Lance's friend, you don't have to force yourself to be close to Master Cedric.
... I don't like it because this is it.
Talk about all the conveniences, and run away so that you have no fault. Rub all the other bad impressions on me.
There's no escape, just sitting there quietly with me and the grownups continuing to belly me. With that mouth I spoke ill of my brother and Prince Joan, even as if he were worried about me.
"... and we are also truly worried about Cedric, the Divine Son."
"What have you guys done to me...?
Words preceded them when they realized, as if to strike down their words. I have an incredibly low voice. Surprised by my words, their white smiles fade and become stiff.
"Prince Joan has never been forced on me or my brother. He is a good prince who thinks of his own people just like his brother. Why do you speak as if you have more intimacy and trust in me than Prince Joan? In my memory, I don't remember you guys doing anything other than saying hello to me alone.
Words overflow like seizures. I can't stop talking like I can exhale.
Sir Aegie, including each ceremony, a greeting and fifty-first exchange with Bertrand since I was two years old. Shut up about my special education.
Sir Butcher, including every ceremony, greeting and fifty-first exchange between Bertrand and me since I was two years old. Shut up about my special education.
Sir Nepentes, including each ceremony, only greetings. I found out about my special education when I was three, but I acquiesced.
Sir Harrissey, including each ceremony, greetings only. I've witnessed my special education three times since I was two, but I'm silent.
Sir Johnson, including each ceremony, greetings only.
Sir Hambro, including each ceremony, only greetings.
"Tell me, how can you guys get involved in me and proclaim me close? How can you stay flat while keeping my brother's friend in the dark? Say why I should give you guys priority over my brother or Prince Yoon..."
Why are these men so close to me when they've given me nothing in my life? Why denigrate my loved ones?
I dare you to choose strong words and mention them. Squeeze the hem of the garment tightly and look with this eye.
The people who gradually blued their faces into my words moved their mouths to make excuses for something. I've never said anything back to an adult before. For the first time in my life, I turned to them when all I could do was talk and run.
I still don't know how to call this emotion anger "hostility."
... I'm the second prince.
I have that power, too, just as my brother, who was eight years old, was able to kick out the former Regent Bertrand.
These are not the enemies of the adults.
The royal family is the greatest powerful man in our country. It doesn't matter if I'm just an incompetent child who abandoned the Divine Son. This authority alone must be powerful enough. Because I am the same prince of this country as my brother. I'm, I'm...
"... Cedric?
I inadvertently hear my voice and look back. If you look, Prince Joan looked round at us. They asked me what was going on, and once I turned to them, everyone looked back at me like they were in a panic. I want to keep telling Prince Joan, but I have trouble annoying even my brother.
"... nothing, I was just being greeted.
When I answered, they obviously exhaled. I'm angry that it's not for them. I run out and grab Prince Yoan's hand.
"My brother hasn't come back from hand washing either, look for me with him...." Brother... "
If I dared to insist that they could hear me, I rounded my eyes as surprised not only Prince Joan but them as well. To Prince Joan, "To... my brother...?" And he returns the words, and again I raise my voice to strike them off as I squeeze their hands.
"Prince Joan is as trustworthy to me as his brother. That's why I call you brother.... Mine,... is special to me.
Prince Joan... "I turn to them with my brother's hand in my hand. Everyone looked at each other as confused and let their gaze swim.
My brother helped me when I was eight. Then breathe up again and speak up when I'm nine years old and it's natural.
"I will never forgive my brother and... anyone who speaks ill of him." The Divine Son is gone. But... "
Slowly point to each of them. Point from end to end from Sir Aegie to Sir Hambro, and call his name. You didn't think I knew my name, everyone shook their shoulders with a victory. And when I'm done calling them all, I'll say a word at the end.
"... I remember you."
Never forget.
Like Sir Birdland and all his faces and words burned to my head. Whatever happens, there's no next. Tell them that.
With a bright blue face, they finally shook up visibly.
And I don't need it anymore. "Draw your brother's hand and rush back to the room. A brother who never said anything all the time, but he finally opened his mouth after also checking with the guards that his brother was not back in front of the room as it was.
"... thank you, Cedric.
"...... how far, I've been asking.
Stop hiding things from your brother like you included them somewhere. "I wonder before Cedric finds them," he answered, finding out that he had been clearing his ears to their bad mouth for a long time before I did.
He wanted to rush right to me, but he thought he'd be stubborn when he got out and he'd been watching. She said, "I'm a little out of my mind," but decided not to ask. I don't want to tell you that I wanted to look good on an adult opponent, etc., even if my mouth rips.
"... why didn't you tell me right away? This is your brother's country. It would be easy to punish them.
My brother laughs bitterly at my continuing inquiry. "It's a story I'm used to hearing, Sarasa," and I finally know that their pussy has been around for a long time.... unnecessarily angry. I asked my brother if I would punish them, but he shook his head to the side.
"It's okay, 'cause I have a few more years of patience.... now time to see Lance and you like this is more important.
Because you can't have a wave between the two countries, your brother laughed. "I can't believe you're holding hands like this, since Lance introduced you to me," he said with a little force in my grip.
"... and what do you mean by years of patience.
I look away, holding my brother's hand back. Then after making the interval a little unexpectedly, my brother said, "Didn't I tell you?" He turned to me.
"I made a promise, with Lance. At dawn, when the two of us became kings, we broke even the invisible walls of each other's kingdoms and made the" United Kingdom of Hanazoo "a good country.
That's what I say and laugh at. My brother had the most dazzling grin of the day. That face, telling him, "So it's okay," as it were, was closer to certainty than confidence.
Promise between brother and brother.
I didn't know that before. What my brother had never told me before caught me slightly, but... more than that, that promise was a hope for me.
A country where brothers and sisters can unite shoulder to shoulder. I'm sure it will be a gentle country with no clues. It's just...
I wonder what will remain of me then but my brothers.
"Speaking of which, Cedric, do you still call it that?
Nobody's watching you anymore, are they? And my brother asks, but I tilt my neck. I wonder why we need to bother to change it. For me, Prince Joan has become a "brother." Then you don't have to call me anything else anymore.
If I told my brother that, I did a trick to figure it out for some reason while holding my temples at my fingertips.... but I immediately sighed in a bitter laugh at the same time as the best compliment for me that "I knew you were Lance's brother".
I went back to my room and bowled with my brother.
A little rushed, "Cedric! Where have you been?" he said. He also said that his brother and his brother had been taken to chat with the humans of the kingdom of Chinensis along the way. He apologized for keeping me waiting when I told him that I was going looking for the two of them, saying, "This is it if you think I'm finally okay with leaving you lately".... I was asked lightly if there was anything on the road, and I nodded after looking at him with my brother.
"... brother.
As soon as the three of us return to the room, we call out to our brother, holding his hand. What, my brother looked right back at me and tilted his little neck as it was.
"Me too, I want to see a country where my brother and brother can be united.
Because he and his brother asked back, he raised his hand gently to his brother as he pulled the hand he shook. After comparing me to my brother, my brother laughed brightly and stroked my head.
"Then I have to be more and more sophisticated too!
My brother's light laugh echoes. Keep going. "" Brother! Then Joan and I will be brother-in-law! "and now I slapped my brother on the back with pleasure.
"I'll be amazed at that overly flexible part of you every time...
You're still a brother, and your brother laughed softly at me when he said that again.
This is the day I got hope I should call it a dream.
... nothing, you don't have to stay.
If only my brother and brother would be recognized by everyone, fulfill their dreams, and be the country they both want.
Since the day I buried Shinko, there's nothing I can do.
Only my brother and brother are all I have.