'... I can, I'm sure you can.' Cause he's my proud brother. '
... Fine. Fine.
I even say it to myself and put a lid on the emotions that engulf me. Steady away the impending despair and keep your feet from being grabbed by vanity.
I'm... not my pride anymore.
Because that woman, who interacted with Adam, spinning words, being whispered words like love, with a tranced look, is no longer my pride to know.
Besides, Pride doesn't even know who might have attacked himself. Then I can't help but look at it favourably. The opponent is the Crown Prince of the Radiya Empire......................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................
"Huh...
Suddenly the intent to kill wraps around the whole body. No, Jill Baer notices me now when I get emotional.
But it's the Radiya Empire. In an attempt to invade the United Kingdom of Hanazoo, other than that, the hands of slaves are spread in the world, the dominion is extended, the people of my kingdom of Friesia are even targeted, the people of the Radian Empire who are still trading, whose, the Crown Prince
I can't stand it.
My stomach burned like never before as Pride made out with such a man.
The letter also,... I remember. I myself, when I helped process the letter with Jill Bale, Pride showed me the sender's letter several times. A man named "Nepentes" who sends all the texts with sticky sweet whispers and colourful incense of teeth floating on the surface.
Such letters to Pride were not uncommon and I was alarmed myself. I thought it was definitely some kind of letter from the Duke's house. No way. I've been after pride for a long time.
He was after Tiger Sight, the opportunity to engage with Pride. If I ever had a chance, I would have written letters, alliances, peace, with all kinds of factors involved in pride. And choose it and now! I've gotten to know that pride………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………
... If pride wakes up three more days late.
That way, I could have interrogated that Adam. If only that were possible, maybe things have changed. I'm pretty sure he wasn't there.
I should have hoped you'd wake up as soon as possible then, but now I feel terribly sorry for myself and ugly and stupid thinking the exact opposite.
Even though it is certain that Pride was spared from the abyss of death.
Pride should be much better than eating and water continuing to suffer without going through your throat.
Now she eats and sleeps and even laughs at me as a girlfriend. I haven't even let the injured out yet today. Little by little, little by little, if you become the vessel the Queen deserves again, then -...,...
No, it's not. That's right.
Regrip your fist anew, now it's time to turn forward.
I rode straight into the carriage with no shame on Uncle Vest, Father or Mother. Jill Baer immediately followed and looked at me worryingly.... He said he didn't have to worry about me.
Meditate your eyes and arm yourself to escape Jill Bale's gaze. Pride's relationship with Adam and the fact that he's about to visit our country again... we also need to properly tell him about that mouthpiece. All that remains is the prospect of a resumption of the system that has been suspended and the proxy proposal, and then the day after tomorrow we drop off the United Kingdom of Hanazoo, and above all of the future pride...
'Stayle, thank you for listening so much.... I was so happy.'
'He wants a nice guy like Stayle to grow up.... because I think so'
'Thank you, Style. Where I don't know, you must have protected me all the time.'
... It's okay, it doesn't change what I'm supposed to do. No, I won't let you change it.
Pride takes the road to the Queen again, and I'll be his assistant. If my current pride is not enough as a queen, I can make it up to you.
Lid firmly in the memory in the back, and peek open another lid again and again.
I am no longer a pride. But... it's definitely pride.
No matter how I change, I will just continue to be an adjunct to Pride, to be her next Regent, to be for the people.... Yes, because I decided a long time ago.
Protect your pride.
Together we build the future she wanted for us that day.
That's the truth about me.
As I began to retreat, I put my strength into walking to tell myself.
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"... have you finally left?
I groan to hear as I watch the carriage go away.
Standing beside her as she looks back towards me, holding her shoulders gently.... If you think that abominable man has left, this also makes the castle a little better ventilated.
To my words she rounded her eyes and moved those sweet lips.
"Dear brother.... Did your brother come to see you off, too, Master Cedric?
Tiara, sweet little sister to me.
Appearing as her fiancée was the prince of a small country fallen by a queen about a year ago.
Why did the queen take that man?... its sincerity, I don't know.
"Well. Besides, I was worried about you. That prince got his hands on it two days ago.
Hold the edge of the glasses and mouth without concealing your anger.
To my words Tiara laughed as troubled and said, "Sure, I was so passionate, I was surprised, but... but it's my fiancée"....... frustration with the word again.
The guy I spent the last three days with Tiara as my fiancée had dropped his mouth on Tiara's unclean hair twice, even if I just saw it. This Tiara I've been protecting for ten years, part of it.
Even where I haven't seen it, I wonder if something's happened. That's all I get for killing. Even after coming back next month, we need to keep our eyes open as much as possible. In the meantime, I might even try to take those lips away from you even before you get married.
Originally, I wanted to add his name to one of the people I've buried, but... I was sure it was the only salvation to get Tiara out of our country. Most importantly, if Tiara doesn't like it, there's no reason to stop the engagement.
"And he was so sweet. I don't think he's a bad person.... I've never been so nice to anyone but my brother.
Seeing Tiara dyeing her cheeks as I recall saying so, I still wonder if I should kill her the next time I see her.
Tiara, trapped in a tower far away, is not immune to a man other than me.... I wish they hadn't put it in there.
"Prince Cedric will arrive in his country in ten days, and after a week of preparation... he will come and pick you up.
Yeah, I know. Tiara laughed gently at me telling the truth.
There's only about a month left before me and Tiara can stay together like this. For one thing, how many times would I have thought I'd get my thoughts done in the meantime?... but I can't. Then I will only hurt Tiara unilaterally. If they find out she's a princess who's become a scratch thing, that's what ruins Tiara's life.
"Your Majesty also told me that it is good to be free in the castle until I marry you. I need to make a lot of memories with my brother and the people at the castle.
"Of course, brother, good luck with your work," laughed Tiara, who deliberately spoke in a bright tone.
Just thinking about what kind of days my dear girlfriend has spent with that guy for the last three days can hold my breath. I wish I could have kept an eye on you all the time, but I have to help with the queen's orders and their butt wipes, the regency business, and even the prime minister's business and the king's distribution business.... thus only temporarily does it not come true to meet the Queen without her permission.
"I would also like to see the Knights we met at Birthday properly with these eyes, and I would also like to meet Prince Leon, who can be your fiancée. Another brother-in-law for me.
"! Too bad, Tiara. It will be difficult to meet Prince Leon. That one stays caged in his room for two years.
Stop her words speaking happily.
I don't care about the Knights, but I need to make him avoid seeing Prince Leon.
That man is a sacrifice to the queen. If a sober Tiara finds out about it, she'll be heartbroken and want to help. Besides, I don't want a woman like that touching Tiara with one finger or breathing the same air.
"Only the queen, a samurai and fiancée who takes care of herself, is still allowed into Prince Leon's room.... I'm sure they'll drive you back even if you go.
"... why is Prince Leon in your room all the time?
I don't know. It's a good thing you don't know, and I finish the conversation and encourage Tiara to go inside. There's no need for her to know. Knowing nothing, it is best decided to leave this country with a beautiful heart.
"It's time for me to go back too. If you want to go see the Knights, arrange it with the Knights Leader. You can go check it out whenever you want.
"Thank you, brother!
The boulders are not regents! and giggles like a prank as she sheds a dazzling light. Ahhh... how lovely.
I want to hug you now, but I have eyes here. It's not like in the tower before. You can't be any closer to her than you need to be here. If my thoughts are at all distracted by the Queen,
'Kill your mother without anyone noticing you with this knife.
Gosh.
I remember that time and my body shook up all at once.
I desperately endure the urge to cuddle my own shoulders. I make sure Tiara didn't notice me, and I sincerely think I'm glad I had a hard face on my face.
Well, tell him a word and we'll be back in the office on a momentary move from the spot. As soon as his vision switches, he collapses from his leg and kneels, and now it's time to hold his own shoulders to hold on to the tremors he endured.
"Huh... Mother, Sa... Huh.
I killed him, family.
Over the past decade, I have killed many human beings with the life of a queen. I have dyed my hands with so much blood that I forget the number and face. But... I can't even forget the first mother I killed.
He eats his teeth and holds his breath, but if he remembers, he is drunk into his past memories like an avalanche at once.
"Mother... I'm sorry, I'm sorry... I'm..."
Hit your forehead on the floor so that you can't keep your body and fall while you're on your knees. Kashan, the glasses he hung swayed and fell off.
Even now, ten years later, I remember that time vividly. The mother's face at the moment of breathlessness, and the feeling of knife piercing her soft body, all of it.
"Now yes... now it's time to... protect, protect, protect... let me see, from..."
This time, I won't let you die.
No confession of sin, no atonement for one's own life, no defiance of the queen's orders, I, the servant, can do. To me, the queen's slave, nothing.... but still.
Mine, just one family. The only loved one. Whatever happens to the world, I don't care what happens to me.
Only Tiara must be protected.
Whatever else you sacrifice, be sure.