"Sister,... behind that.
Switching ahead was a... dark... really dark room.
Tower of separation of the kingdom of Friesia. I was only guided from a distance at the time, and I never went inside.
Prince Steele handed me the little light that lit the candle. You cared for me as I was, or you didn't try to get any closer to her while accompanying me to the wall. I return the meeting to him and approach her sleeping bed step by step.
A room made wide enough for nothing and decorated like a royal room.... but now she can't even be free in that room and remains restrained in the bed behind it. When I got close to the edge of the bed, I saw her face. The face that sleeps without power was undoubtedly the same as the one I knew of her. Hidden from her neck down in the bed, she looked really the same as usual if that's all.... I'm sure the restrained hands and feet are hidden if you flip the cloth.
"... Hey, Pride.
Turn it down and call out not to wake her up. Place the light on the side table and pull the chair that was nearby and sit beside her.
Sleeping quietly, she... didn't move as if she were dead. Her slightly breathing chest goes up and down, proving that her neat face is real, not a doll.
The deep red hair flowing through the sheets was spreading and zeroed out of the pillow. I picked only one bunch with my fingers, and if I pulled it in, I smelled her sweet.
"... I missed you.
All the time, to you.
I've been thinking about you this past month. Right now, I was wondering if Prince Steele, who also sparkled his eyes at this moment, could come and reward me with the good news of pride.... over and over again I thought of all those moments.
Pride now is not worthy of the throne. That's understandable to me. Still,... I still don't want to believe that a future will come when you won't be queen after all. You worked so hard to be queen.... Whoo-hoo, no. Also, I can't help but put it in.
"Huh...
My vision blurred and if I blinked, the droplets wet my hands.
I want to burn this moment right now into my final eyes with you, but I can't see it well with my seeping vision.
I don't think I'll ever see you again.
It's like a nightmare.
I always thought I'd see her as an ally. She's already gone a long way where I loved her. No foretaste, all of a sudden. It's been two years for me, even ten years for Pride's family. Too short. But it was two years I was given too much.
If I didn't see her,... there was nothing but despair.
If Pride had met in a state like this, he wouldn't have even dealt with me. On the contrary, I might have been treated the way Val was treated.... No, we can't just talk about that.
If she hadn't been her, I would have definitely lost everything.
Without realizing this love, without the trust of the people of my beloved kingdom or of my father, I fell to my younger brothers. Really, I was losing everything without knowing.
All my happiness now is what she gave me and protected me.
I'm so... so happy right now. I wonder why she has to look at me like this for making me happy. Why has it changed so much after only ten years of running out of time? I wonder what took her from us.
The more I think about it, the more I can't stop crying.
My throat cramped and I was thirsty, I couldn't even hold my eyes, and I couldn't keep my eyes off her with my deep red hair picked. Continue to follow only her blurry silhouette in seeping vision.
"... uh... there's... uh... there's... there's... there's... there's... there's... there's... there's... there's... there's... there's... there's... there's... there's... there's... there's... there's... there's... there's... there's... there's... there's... there's... there's... there's... there's a...
If you try to say anything, all you have to do is thank me.
Truly, truly, there would not have been such happiness if the presence of her, with that heart, as the First Princess,... had not appeared as my fiancée.
Pride, anemones are still abundant. The trade is going well... and the people seem happy.
Pride, I went down under the castle today. My time with the people was...... very happy.
Pride, I'm doing well on official business. My father told me that my reign would be close if I stayed this way.
Pride, there was so little I could have made friends now.... Plus, Prince Stayle relies on me, and the column goes along with the topic of the book. Tiara's a good kid, too, and Prince Cedric and the two kings are very good people to talk to.
It's all because of you.
Until two years ago, I couldn't even imagine getting so much happiness. So happy, so full...,... and now I don't have you.
I want to touch you more like this, I just want to feel the heat. I don't want to leave my memories with you in the past... just memories. Damn, so much so that I want to be scratched because it's good for her now.
I think every time I see a mark on that wound, she's not my fantasy, she's really there.
"Sister, your right to inherit the throne will be... stripped"
Second, I remember Prince Steele's words.
of pride, dispossession of the throne. If it really does, her fiancée is probably a royal from another country.... as a form
Marriage to me is possible.
Renegotiation between the kingdom of Anemone and the kingdom of Friesia.
Cancellation of engagement cancellation.... not bad as a format either. Although it is not a distant country but a neighbor, that much can be done if you persuade it.
If we marry another human being in each other's country, we'll have a wave, but if we re-engage, we'll be blessed. If only the kingdom of Anemone could pick her up and put her to bed in the same room as me. In my country, politics is partitioned by kings, most of the time. The Queen has only official duties to the extent that she reveals herself in an official setting. You can put it in my room all the time because you're sick and you're breaking your body and you're curing it.
I've been locked in a box called my room for a long time, tied to a bed, not exposed to anyone's eyes, and I'm the only one who loves and continues to love this time. I keep leaning on her all the time for being sick as a person and losing sight of myself, returning and loving the happiness that she has given me for the rest of my life.
I'm sure it'll also show up in the beauty story for those who don't know anything. After she loses her right to inherit the throne, it is a future that will never be possible if I formally desire it through my father............. but.
"... you... eh... I'm sure you don't want... eh...
If I loved you, I'm sure.
The plundering voice became an upward rubbing tear and zero. Release the bundle of hair you picked once and gently stroke her hair out of your head. "Me too," he said. With the same plundering voice, my shoulders trembled badly this time if I only trembled my throat without words. Turn your neck back so that she doesn't fall into tears when she sleeps.
'... pride. I am a man of the kingdom of Anemone until I die. "
'Yeah, Leon. I will always be a man of the kingdom of Friesia until I die. "
Last, dance. You... told me so.
As much as I loved the kingdom of Anemone, so do you love the kingdom of Friesia. I don't want to do anything to keep you from the kingdom of Friesia of my own free will.
"Leon.... it's good to dance with you"
... Did she know?
Words went past my head then, and as soon as I thought about it, I stopped crying only once. Only the overflowing minutes fell pat, pat, and some glanced over his cheeks and the rest wet his knees.
At the end of the dance, she told me that last time. With me. Though I was not deeply concerned about the words being delighted and deluded by the highs in my chest... "I did wonder a little bit that I didn't get those words.
Usually she promised me "I'll see you" next, because only then did she say it.
It's like, this is the last time. As if you knew there was no second time.... for the mouthfeel as if that happy moment is the only time you think it is.
"Predictor…… if she knew something as a foretaster. Suppose I predicted it in the abstract, even if it wasn't something specific.... I'm sure she can't. I don't want any promises.
I don't know if I was conscious or unconscious or unfamiliar with predictive abilities. However, if she had already noticed it somewhere then, she would be satisfied. I left only a happy laugh until the end of the period and my conversation with her was over.
"... and say goodbye... I can't believe you won't let me.
I stroke her lovely hair with my fingers many times to make sure.
I gently scratched up her long hair, which remained on her face only a few times, and felt her warm body temperature softly if it was on her ear. In the meantime, the desire to touch more overflowed again, tears before action.
Now wipe it with your fingers and hold it down. As it was, I put my face close to that little ear that had become dewy. [M] And whisper softly to her with a suppressed voice.
"... no... I'm... ah... I'm... I'm... I'm... I'm... I'm... I'm... I'm... I'm... I'm... I'm... I'm...... I love you... whoa!
Preach love to her with impulse over and over again.... It doesn't have to sound like anything, it doesn't have to arrive. Please stay asleep until tomorrow. I want you to know that I'm here, that I whispered and that I don't know anything.
Kill your voice, keep whispering, eat and tie your teeth at the end of the day.
… if she is to be engaged to another distant prince other than the kingdom of Anemone. If you can leave the country anyway, should you still want marriage from me? [M] Whether you're sidelined or not, my former fiancée is in the vanguard.... No, you can't. Then again, as a result, I will strip her from the country. And more importantly, myself.
Because you don't want to marry her or anything.
I just... loved you. Pride.
I would be happier than this if I could get her. If I am allowed to be beside her, and if I can monopolize her, my loving days will continue every day. Even if she turns out to be different, for the rest of my life I will love her face on the day of her presence, and I am confident that I will be able to continue to love her for the rest of my life. But, but... I...
"No......!... I don't want..."
Words that bite overflow.
I squeal my throat, and it zeroes with my tears as I grab it. Cover your face with both hands, too much force to roll your forehead and stand your nails up. Squeeze it with a whimper, just wet your hands and you won't stop. Bury her face in her sleeping bed, desperately I kill my voice.
... I don't want to monopolize her.
I don't even want to be tied.
I just wanted to keep loving her who seemed happy.
We wanted to partner with each other one day, share happiness, and bless each other.
Get her, tie her up, I'm the only one who loves her... and nothing will fill me if I do that. I wanted to love her, laughing in people. I wanted to continue loving her, surrounded by a lot of love and laughing happily.
I don't have to get this, I just loved her and her happiness.... because I already have countless happiness that she has brought back.
The kingdom of Anemone, my beloved, loving land of life.
Already, really filled with them. I love these filled days. Living and dying for them is my pleasure.
You don't have to monopolize her I loved as a woman,... my heart is so full of love and happiness that I can't go in anymore.
That's why I wanted her to be happy, too. In her country she loved.
"Huh... I love you... Huh"
Plundered, bite again with just a breath voice.
I can't touch it. I can't change. I can't leave it.... Still, this thought of mine is real.
I couldn't stop crying enough that I was about to wither anymore, my throat was dry and I just grabbed hold of the air with my mouth. Eggs whimper like a child bigger, holding his mouth and meditating his eyes while he buried them in bed.
As I couldn't stand it anymore and just rocked my shoulders and remained voiceless, my footsteps approached me from behind one by one. "Prince Leon" and Prince Steele are called upon with a small suppressing voice. I lift my face slowly, keeping my mouth down.
"... Yes.
It's already been a while.
If I noticed, I could hear the rain coming out the window. The sound of paralysis and knocking on the window gradually increases in number and intensifies. Desperately fluttering his cramped throat, he nods at him without looking back, holding his tears in turn with his fingers.
... I've understood it many times already. I'm sure my pride will never come back. [M]
And at this time today, maybe there's no time to see her forever.
There is no proof that she and I will remain in shape. Because each other's visits, which were the only ones, will no longer be their pride.
In the next decade...... fifty years, she will be in the past in no time. If you continue to be surrounded by the people of the beloved kingdom of Anemone, you may only instantly think of two years of happiness. Only memorable, otherwise little proof of time with her. I'm sure thorns will pierce this chest with love every time I think of it ahead of me.
Pain that will never disappear for the rest of your life and will not heal.... just still.
Pride, and. I whisper to her to sleep small again, and finally peek at that face from the top. Beautifully organized, the face of the woman I loved. As soon as I burned that clearly in my eyes, I think I'm going to get in again. I couldn't help but swallow it in my mouth. And...
"... to you,... good to meet you... Really, really good......
How many times do I have to thank you?
It's good to see her. Even after this, no matter how much pain runs about her and she can't stop crying, it will never change just this thought.
Even if I became with another woman and loved that person... this fact alone does not disappear and remains immutable.
Gently, stroke her hair from her head just one more time. I left this soft feeling on my finger and pulled my hand.
Tell Prince Stayle to thank him and take that hand. Prince Style, who looked spicy at my crying face only once, gave me a short greeting and bowed his head when he nodded small "See you later".
With a smile from me, my vision switched at the next moment. I was in my room again, bright with the lights on.
With a little light from the dark room in his moist eyes, he meditates his eyes with force. Rub your eyes with your fingers many times, opening them slightly. I just exhaled into my increasingly clear sight,... and noticed a strangely loud rain noise.
My vision opened, I blinked a few times, and then I looked at the window, and it was open that I should have closed. Shit and momentum. Rain wetted the curtains, swayed and entered, much-wetting the floor of the room.
I looked around the room and Sefek and Chemetho were asleep on the couch. A blanket prepared for them hangs on top and Sefek wraps most of it all alone. With a crying, blurry head, I hang the kneecap that was hanging in my chair over Chemetho, and then I look around the room again.
"... Val...?
I tried calling him to whine, but he's not in the room.
I looked at the open window and wondered if he'd left, but there's no way he'd leave the two of us. Besides, Prince Steele had ordered me not to leave the castle.... then.
Rain enters the room even as you think about it, slapping the curtains and rocking them. I walked over to the window and reached out and closed the window only with a pattan without locking it.
Only open the curtain so he can come into the room at any time before I clear the desk.
Pull a teacup wet in the rain over the edge, wipe the desk, and then leave the little light visible through the window. Hang a few blankets by the couch that are going to replace the towel and you'll be fine. I headed straight to the bedroom with one bed. [M]
Turn off the lights and dive into bed in a good manner while trying not to think about it.
If I closed my eyes, I would also... see my sleeping pride in my eyes as it burned.
My beloved, my darling... past people.
'Ever, I've made up my mind. I don't care what lies ahead or what happens to her.... Whatever is in each other's countries. My whole life...'
"He's an ally, and he keeps coming."
Even if she doesn't come back, if she doesn't see me, I'm no different.
I will continue to love everything she has left me, my love.... forever.
Good to see you.
As I covered up my grief, I continued to chant it into her sleeping face, burning it in my heart.