'... because I,... if I don't keep living, I... must keep making amends'
At one point, the spiciness tightened my chest.
"Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh"
At one point, grief scratched my chest.
"Why do I need to ask myself about my commitment to you?
At one point, fear tied my chest.
I think something ran through my head, but I really forget when I notice it in an instant.
Only emotions remained like pompous footprints, however. It's like some kind of hunch.
… the number is increasing with each month.
"Tiara Royal Ivy.... I want you to add me as your fiancée candidate.
Suddenly, he was saved.
The person who fulfilled my wish left our country after saying something very, very off-target and hugely stupid at the end.
I was angry and more than happy, and the next morning I thought everything about yesterday was a dream of being too happy.
I wish it was at least predictable, I was so happy that it was a real, really real reality and then I stood up every day.
'... Being the Knights Commander will make your wishes come true, too.
"Tell me... you... killed the Knight Commander..."
At one point, grief and fear continued to strike.... but I don't care anymore.
"Ugh... I can't believe it... and your brother! The people! Dario, Fergus, everything in the world.
At one point, my chest hurt badly.... but it healed as soon as I thought about Birthday.
Really, happy enough to put an immediate end to any dark feelings. I can't help but look forward to coming tomorrow every day.
I couldn't wait for the Birthday to be happy from that day until tomorrow and the day after.
Birthday preparations were very, very fun, and the dance party was planned with Chancellor Gilbert in mind. When I first talked about wanting to do that, I must have missed you a little bit, but now I'm having fun and having fun.
"Dear Tiara, You're in a good mood for more today at all times.
"Ha! 'Cause I'm so excited. Same goes for the dance party, but it's my first hosting.
Chancellor Gilbert quickly noticed it was too much of a fault.
But he didn't ask me any more. "Right," Chancellor Gilbert gave me back with a gentle smile. She smiled like she was pointing it at my daughter Stella, and she laughed furiously when she smiled back as much as she could from me.
When I asked back, I said, "Excuse me.... Something good happened to you." and shook my shoulders like a prospect, so I got a little embarrassed.
For the first time, when I asked Chancellor Gilbert to help me plan my birthday celebration, I didn't shake it like this. Chancellor Gilbert must have figured that out, and he was so helpful with so much concern for me. 'Cause the first time I wanted to plan this event, I devised it.
Because it was to say goodbye to your sisters.
'Please, help me, Chancellor Gilbert. I definitely want this event to be a success......!
When I asked him to say that, Chancellor Gilbert laughed a little sadly at me. 'Let it remain until future generations,' he said.... what I was thinking was quickly noticed. I still remember laughing and showing it with the meaning of affirmation,...... making me smile very poorly. I almost cried for just a moment, enjoying myself with my lips tied, but I made Chancellor Gilbert look so sad because of it.
Yeah, because I thought you were really saying goodbye already.
'Nice to meet you. … I want to make it so nice that everyone remembers me every time I dance'
If you don't think it makes sense to hide it from your opponent anymore, Chancellor Jilbert, you can put your honest feelings into words, and... as soon as you do, now I'm really overflowing with tears from my eyes.
Only my mouth laughed, and the pompous zero. Chancellor Gilbert quickly wiped that for me. But I was overwhelmed with extra tears when I thought that the gentle Chancellor Gilbert and I were about to say goodbye.
Chancellor Gilbert, the only one who knows my predictive abilities, hasn't touched it since he promised me a secret. I'm sure the very sweet Chancellor Gilbert will be worried long after I leave the country. It's extra hard and sad.
My fiancée is confirmed to three at my seventeenth birthday. And if I decide to be alone at the eighteenth birthday, I will leave this country in a few days.
So I planned on making as many happy memories as I could think of for my last farewell. If this dance party proves to be a success, even after I'm gone, it will prove that I was in the Kingdom of Friesia.
If everyone had a good time with what I left behind, even if I wasn't around.
And sometimes it's good, so I was hoping you'd remember me then.
I missed facing goodbye two years later, and then thinking I wasn't at the dance party ahead.
But I don't even feel that way anymore.
Even if it's eighteen, you'll be with your sisters forever!
If you think so, your face loosens up again, your chest bounces off, and you say to Chancellor Jilbert, "Let's make it absolutely successful. Wow!" I raise my voice. He really jumped to his body and Chancellor Gilbert answered with a happy laugh.
As yet, I can't say anything about my fiancée candidate, Prince Cedric, but I'm sure Chancellor Gilbert will be happy with me if I talk to him. In that case, I couldn't even wait two years later.
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"Oh, Dear Tiara. How are you feeling? Looks a little hot..."
"Eh ⁉ Don't be anything."
... Yes, it has nothing to do with that.
I'm just happy to be with you all the time. Even though I would never know such a big fool.
I can help you not to loosen your face while you get your mind back on it and meet with Chancellor Gilbert as usual.
I tied my lips mummy, but...... my face broke when we talked about dancing.
I'm looking forward to it, really, really looking forward to it. I thought it would be the nicest birthday I've ever had. I'm really happy, I'm too happy, I'm full of heads for happy things, so...
"Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh"
"Don't move your head, Master Pride! Do you hear me, Your Highness, the First Princess of Pride?"
"Seal the doors in the castle." "Nobody leaves the castle."
"Arthur."
... I forgot.
It was as if a happy play had closed the curtain.
With this day on the border, it grew incredibly.
Unmemorable, unpleasant "dreams" and "hunches".