1060 II132. The chief student goes past midnight.

"That's why I said it. That's all I said..."

... where are we?

"Even Dios... you knew it. If I had stopped at that time, this wouldn't have happened."

Chloe...?

Chloe is angry. Croy stares at me with her eyes and face bright red... and she must be resenting me.

I'm sorry, I'm sorry, but I can't hear you in my head.I can't do anything because I just swallow.

Cover your face with both hands and lean down to distract your eyes from Cloy's frightened face to the floor.My hands holding my head tremble to my fingertips and I can't breathe.It's disgusting, scary, I don't know. I can only tell that my head is messy and I'm bad. [M]

Yes, it's me that's bad, Chloe can't stop Dios because of me, Dios...

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." "Chloe, I'm sorry." "But I really don't like" Dios "anymore..."

My voice changed and trembled weakly. [M]

Yes, I didn't like being a Dios anymore.My sister avoids me, makes me sad and painful, and finally I cry just by looking at me.I have to work all day to earn three people's money every day, get some sleep and eat, and then work all day to earn money again.And yet, my sister hates me enough not to touch me.... it was so painful that I didn't even know what it was for anymore.

Even though my twin brother and I seemed to be together, I was always envious of Chloe, who was loved and laughed at by her sister.

"Dios... let's share"

That's what Chloe said to me when I was crying outside the house at night.

My sister continued to reject me and began to cry over my face just by entering my sight. It was already painful and limiting, and Chloe reached out to me when I wanted to die.

We were twins, and they told us to share the pain and the pleasure.If your sister hates me, you two are going to be "Croix."

Whatever happens, it doesn't change that we're sister's brothers.I even thought I'd stop seeing my sister, and she gave me half of my place as "Croix."Even though I didn't have the courage to touch my sister, I was with her once every two days, and she laughed at me, and I could spend time in this house with memories of my father and mother.... that was supposed to work.

"Hey, Dios... no more" synchronization "..."

Why, I can't remember what it is!We're almost together anyway! "

Chloe, who talks about her limits, I've been forced to repeat the tune ever since.

I knew it. It's not just memories in my head that are in tune.There's Chloe inside of me, and my past thoughts, and even my present thoughts, are dyed in the color of Chloe.

Even though Chloe said she was going to spend her sister pretending to be "Chloe" with each other without getting in tune anymore... she didn't nod.

If there is a slight breakdown in the life we are now replacing, we will never be able to do the same again at that moment.That's why I didn't want my brother Croix to be soaked in work every day.I nodded to the proposal to get half of the "Crowe" because it was just a shift.And I didn't like it when I couldn't stay with Chloe.

I wanted to be Chloe.

I was an adult like Chloe, loved and relied on by my sister, calm, and didn't do anything stupid like me, and I was always envious of my brother Chloe.

A monster called a special capable person, he didn't have to be afraid of traffickers, didn't have to hide his abilities, and wanted to be a regular human clown envious of him.My sister hated me so much, I couldn't even touch her, and I hated me for making me so sick.

... No. It's not because of "Dios" that your sister got sick. All the culprits.

Um, the queen.

"Now, choose, take a slave or choose death on this spot."

"Order on the Obligation to Apply for Special Capabilities" "Order on the Control of Superior Special Capabilities"

Suddenly, in addition to me, who was taken to the castle by the guards, a large number of special abilities were gathered in the hall of the castle.

My sister applied for special abilities, so I was hoping maybe I could work in the castle.I've heard that special abilities are important to be in the upper echelons of the castle, so I'm sure that's it.You know my special abilities, and you can tell me if I want to work at the castle.I thought that would make your sister and Chloe have a better life.

Yet when we entered the castle, we were surrounded by guards and knights armed as if they were prisoners, and we were suspicious of the words spoken to the Regent lined up beside the woman.

Rare or superior, all special abilities were required to enter into a bond of servitude as the Queen's "power".We were born "special" and it is our duty to dedicate "special power" to the royal family.

The decree on the obligation to apply for special competence, and the law, were really quick from enactment to implementation.

I got it. The Special Ability Application Obligation Order made a few days ago, it was a trap to find us.

The queen, who gave us bloody hair without words for a while, smiled happily.Nobody was happy, but it seemed like it was fun and helpless for us to dye in despair.

"Don't be ridiculous," one adult shouted.Even though he was not a sinner, the guards immediately prevented him from leaving the hall.Still, when I was forced to push through and pushed back the guards, as if inspired by other people, there was a riot going on all over the hall, and I thought I could somehow escape this noise.

Pan, pan. The gunshots rang, and the man who had cut the lead could never say anything again.

The sound and smell of blood mixed with screams from both men and women are still sticking.

The man broke to avoid the man who had been shot through the head, and as soon as he did, he roared from the throne to the laughter that he did not think was dead.Turning around, the queen, who had been sitting side by side until just now, stood on the throne carrying a smoking gun.I knew at first glance who had shot him.

What did Stale just say?A person who refuses to be a servant shall be considered a traitor and shall be executed.... you don't have to do it now, do you?It's the difference between killing him now or putting him on the execution stand. "

Nothing strange was going on, and the laughing queen seemed to have ripped the edge of her mouth.

Ahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha hahahahahahahaha hahahahahaha hahahahahaha hahahahahahahahahaha hahahaha hahahahaha hahahahaha hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha hahahahahahahahaha hahahahahahahahahaha hahahahahaha hahahahahahaha hahahahahahahahahahaha hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha hahahahahaha hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha hahahahahaha hahahahahahahahaha hahahahahahahaha hahahahahahahahaha hahahahahahahahaha hahahahahahahahaha hahahahahahahahahahahahahaI felt sick, scared, and couldn't breathe. I couldn't stand on my knees like everybody else.

I will never forget the face of the Regent, who looks down on us with no expression, with the Queen laughing.

Your Majesty, let us keep the people under control.... you don't have to wave your arms yourself.This is the role of our Knights. "

Oh? Even you, Knight Commander, defy me.It's annoying. Jill Vail's not feeling well.

A knight with only the upper half of his back tied to his hair advised the queen.

Knowing that the knight with the sharp silver eyes was the Knight Commander, I truly understood that there was no side to us in this country.In the words of the Knight Commander, the Queen put the gun down, but... she didn't mean to help us out of here.

While choking back on the smell of blood, neither the Knights nor the Knights nor the Guards nor the Regent were willing to help us by writing a servitude pact.

Stale, please get rid of the body.The usual... No, I like the square of King's Landing.It's a good illusion. "

The queen said with an evil smile that came up with a good thing.

The man who shouldn't have done anything wrong disappeared at the next moment, leaving only a pile of blood.The dark-haired Regent who completed the Queen's orders without changing her complexion... seemed like another demon.

Now I command you all to stand flat here.

After I had finished writing my autograph, we had no time to hesitate with that single word from the queen, and we put our foreheads on the floor.

Some of the people who happened to be standing near the place where the body was found had blood on their foreheads and clothes and were screaming immediately afterwards.The queen continued to laugh at us with anger, made irresistible by a bond of slavery.

Ahahahahahahaha! Ahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

With the queen's constant laughter, I kept staring at the polished marble floor, scared and unable to face it any further.

We were enslaved with the Queen's weapons, toys, tools.Having acquired special abilities superior to others, we were instantly corrupted by subhuman existence.

Even after we were taken out of the castle, dozens of others were still waiting for us.I'm sure we'll be able to collect more from now on. I'm sure we all found ourselves in the same fate.

The appearance of the body in the square and the decree formally obligating the contract of a special capable slave spread throughout the castle... and was also known to my sister and Croix.

My sister, who told me to apply for the castle on my behalf, was terribly upset that it was her fault, and then she became visibly weak.She just apologized to me and apologized for crying painfully every time I entered her sight... but she didn't even touch me once.

Originally rejected by my sister because she knew my special abilities and didn't want to touch them, I became responsible for my sister's existence, and finally I couldn't even get into my sight.

I wanted you to see it. I wanted you to touch it.I wanted you to laugh like you used to.

But it's all about "Dios," and there's only one thing that won't happen.

"I hate Dios... I like Chloe... all the time, Chloe... I'm not the one who's been enslaved by this monster... I can't let anyone like me anymore..."

... I know what Dios is trying to say.This special ability and the "bondage of slaves" will not disappear forever.

The queen is dead. I still remember the miracle of that time.With Tiara-sama crowned, I thought hell was finally over.I was so glad to cry when I learned that Dios would not have to suffer at the behest of the Queen.But... in fact, our lives haven't changed much.

I'm no longer worried about being ordered by the Queen, but the fact that I've fallen into slavery will never go away.The Regent, who had watched Dios fall into merciless slavery at that time, was still in the castle without even being demoted rather than executed.After all, the Knights are royalty.Some still fear and resent the Knights.

If you go to the lower classes and back streets, there are slave hunters and grabbers, and they are sold.The revolution cleaned me up on a massive scale, but I just couldn't shake it any bigger than before.

We don't even have much work as men, and because we are treated as monsters just because we are from the Freesian kingdom, we only have a place in Japan after all.Special abilities and their families, who had been gathered under the Queen's orders, also moved to the countryside as soon as Queen Tiara liberated the castle and allowed them to migrate.Even if it were a city, I wouldn't want to live in such a scary city where the queen lived.

We also want to go back to the country village where we lived with our father and mother, if we have the money.Besides, when the queen died, I still couldn't get my sister's heart back.... but!

"Adios is neither a monster nor a slave," said Tiara-sama and the Chancellor at the coronation ceremony. "Special abilities are not shameful!There is nothing to tie up a capable man who has been crushed by a slave! "

There was always only one person in the world who was angry for me, Crowe.

Both the Special Capability Application Obligation Order and the Superior Special Capacity Person Control Order have disposed of all records that we were special capability persons, as well as slave contracts.Still... the facts won't go away.

I'm still a psychic and I still have the effect of a slave contract.Evidence just disappeared, and neither I nor the people at that time could escape the enslavement contract by engraving it into their souls.

"Yet Dios always forced me to be in tune with him..." "And now I'm satisfied." "He took me away from me..."

Oh, wow.

Why can't I just say this? [M]

Dios is hurt. I hurt myself again.I should have known from the beginning that Dios was hard and I wanted to trust him, and that no one would be saved in that way.

I told myself that I was scared and refused, and even if I was forced to synchronize, I couldn't stop strongly, so as soon as this happened, I blamed Dios for everything.Even though he is only one brother, he is my dear brother.And yet, I'm Dios, and Chloe is me... what? I've been here forever.

One (...) word, one (...) chatter, one (...), one (...), one (...), one (...).

"... sorry, Dios. Too much."

All the time, all the time, I'm silent.Dios…………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………

"In harmony, our memories, our emotions, and even our thoughts are mixed, and we finally don't know anything.

I didn't know either until I looked at each other's faces and checked the number of hair fasteners.

"Uhh... I'm sorry... I'm sorry, Chloe... it's my fault that even Chloe..."

The weak voice of the choking is definitely my voice. [M]

But I couldn't say anything with both hands covering my face. [M]I just swallowed and couldn't form my throat.And yet, Dios' thoughts and Chloe's thoughts were all "both" talking...

Start lifting your face. The moment passed, I couldn't breathe, and I was more afraid to raise my face than when I was lying flat in front of the queen.My hair feels good and disgusting, and I look forward as I feel like I'm not in the world.Make sure your mouth is not moving with a covered hand and hold it down.

"Dios was the hardest part."

It's Chloe.

When I checked it from the gap between my fingers, my heart stopped moving.

What I see in front of me is definitely Croix with two hair fasteners.I held my head in the jaw and rounded my back, and Chloe, whose complexion was as pure white as her hair, was always talking in one person (...).Chloe and I will be alone forever.

It's like a double-purpose clown by myself, with all my expression and voice tone becoming like me, like Cloy.

My yellow eyes are bright red and not in focus.If you think that you are possessed by something, you can't help but know that the ghost is a "dios."

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, Chloe... I can't believe this is happening..."

"Chloe." When I tried to call you with my dead throat, I couldn't say that fear had won.

The person who talks just like me in front of me and trembles with his head, keeps talking for two people alone with tears overflowing from his open eyes.On the side of the road, it's a clown, but in a room where I'm the only one, it's just crazy.

"It's too bad. Just stop it."

[incomprehensible]

I suddenly pressed my mouth against it.

If I just pressed it against my mouth instead of my whole face, I wouldn't run any further.

But... my thoughts don't stop. It was definitely Croy who was crying in agony and agony in front of her... definitely "me".

Earlier, over and over again, I was thinking about Dios by myself and Crowe by myself. [M]Thinking switches as if it responds to the "him" in front of you.

I'm not sure I'm one anymore. [M]However, the presence of "Dios" and "Croix" in me cannot be changed.

"... hey. Who's" you "?"

Ask the person who continues to blame and defend himself by apologizing alone by releasing his hands that hold his mouth.

He finally stopped talking alone, as he had been mummifying for so long.I looked at me in a daze as if I was dying of tears.Just looking at the hair decorations, it's Chloe in front of me, and now I'm Dios who's going to be Chloe.

Croix looks confused, and I throw it at Dios inside of me.

"You don't know... even with this anymore."

Hook a piece of hair decoration as indicated by your fingertips.

You don't have to look in the mirror to see that you're smiling.There have been several times before when Dios' tone made me wonder which one I was.But every time, only our memories and the star hair clasps that your sister gave us became our signature.But now... I just feel uncomfortable checking my "self" with my hair fastening.Now, I'm definitely "cloy" conscious.

Still, at the very least, I throw out a voice so that the "me" in front of me doesn't speak any more alone.

"... hey"

It's mixed up.

... the words overlap beautifully.

Even though I was so calm as if I gave up, he died with tears in front of me, opening his mouth at the same time and spinning his words.

"Chloe said it would make us crazy." "Dios."

Speak two words alternately.

I didn't show it, I didn't do it on purpose.However, even in my head, the "two" are having a conversation and shouting it out loud.I'm sure the "he" in front of me will be the same.

"... yeah" "I did."

Ask together and at the same time your face twists again.

I don't know which one to blame anymore, my head breaks.I don't have time to choose between consciousness and emotion.Even if we shut our mouths now, we will have the same conversation with each other.I think Dios' special abilities are really powerful.And at the same time... I think I should never have used it on my twins.

"... hey," "Chloe," "what are we supposed to do?" "I wonder what we should have done."

"I don't know."

Voices echo only in despair.

... even Chloe, despair capped the answer that he didn't know.I think our path has been completely closed.

Stop the tuning? No, it's too late.We're already mixed up.

I knew it. Dios didn't just hate being Dios until he ignored Chloe's intentions.Dios wasn't the only one who couldn't get Chloe to agree with Dios.It's like drugs, Dios. We've been in sync for a long time.

I depended on it.

It was drunk by the pleasure of just one hour of "Croix" time.

The more painful it is to be a "Dios", the more emotions, memories, and consciousness are all in harmony, the more time as a "Croix" tasted like honey.

"Every minute and a second we can't synchronize, the blanks that don't have both memories of each other are disgusting, scary, anxious, and we've been searching for each other's" everything "so much that we can't help ourselves.

"Chloe," "Dios," "we."

That's why I can't go back.

With this, even if our heads and bodies become worn out, we can't stop the "harmony" yet.

Calm Croix already understood.

Look at each other. With the same face as me, the clothes and hair are all the same except for the hair fastening, and the contents should be completely different. Now everything is together.The mind, thoughts, and consciousness are in each other.

The other person with the same confused expression as me in front of her mirror... twisted her face at the same time as me.I don't know anger or sadness, but I just see myself falling into each other's faces.

We understood each other.Dios and Crowe in me came to the same conclusion.To the extent that he doesn't know whether he's a brother or a mirror in front of him, he synchronizes himself with the movement of his mouth. He drops the same words as me at the end. [M]

"There's no more (...) chi (...) or (...) chi (...)"

We both lost each other so enviously at the same time.

There was just a "Modoki" who wasn't Dios or Chloe.

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"... male... Dio... eh... hey. Hey... I can't help it anymore... Dios!Hey, wake up! Jeanne and the others are coming! "

"Eh..."

Chloe's voice woke her up.

Crowe's voice, which was blurring into his ear, arrived late.I was supposed to have heard it, but I couldn't react, and I didn't know my voice or anything.

Croy shook my shoulders as I lay down on the table. [M]I raised my face and repeated the blinking to those who spoke many times, but my vision was blurred and I could only see the white outline of Chloe.

"Please... don't cry while you're asleep.You'll be worried if your sister sees you.Come on, wipe your face. "

"...... nh. I'm sorry..."

My throat is dry.

Chloe pressed his face against the towel he dropped on his head and stopped breathing to hold down his convulsing throat.Hikku, hikku, I wonder why you're crying so much.

"What was your dream this time?I mean, how about a blast of sleep as soon as I finished packing?I'm free all the time. "

"I'm sorry... I don't know about my dreams..."

After I packed my stuff as Philip told me, it seems that I fell asleep tired.When I got home, I got bread at Herman's house and my stomach was full. After that, I cleaned the house as I moved around. Yesterday, I couldn't sleep well, so I was attacked by a sleeping monster as soon as I settled down.... it's usually time for me and Chloe to work until this time.

I don't even remember dreaming.However, I am so sad that I have no place to go, and I still feel like I really fell into a well.When I turned my mind again to that feeling, my whole body trembled even though it wasn't cold for the first time.

And as soon as he realized it, he said, "What, is it cold?I hear a cold. "Without waiting for an answer, I threw a blanket for my sister.It is not supposed to be cold, but it is wrapped in the blanket.

"It's time for Jeanne and the others to come.I was crying because I wouldn't help you if they found out. "

"... I'm going to wash my face..."

While rubbing his face down to his nose, he went to the rinse with the blanket wrapped around him.It would be a waste to use the water carried inside the house.

My sister has been busy with us since this morning, so I have to rest in the bedroom until Jeanne and the others arrive.In the meantime, I was asleep all the time and I thought it was only Chloe's turn to wait for Jeanne. I felt guilty and walked without raising my face.

Gishi, the floor with gishi and cracks rings to my feet. [M]Soon afterwards, I heard the same twitching noise from behind.Looking back, Croy had a blurry face on my back.

"I told you I was free. I want to wash my face at the same time.I've been tired from the dust since I left. "

You always slept like mud at work.

Though I think so, I only return a "thank you" voice to Chloe, who is worried about me and follows me.I don't think I had a fight with Chloe, but it's weird that she even saw me crying while I was asleep.

Then Chloe pulls my dragging blanket silently."The wind may be cold outside, and some of us will walk like cloaks," he said.

"... if you had a good dream, I wouldn't wake you up like that."

Ah, and I said it in a deliberately reprehensible tone, walking with Chloe to the sink.

As Chloe said, the night wind was pretty strong and we were wearing blankets and I think we were right.Dark and illuminated, we stare into the sink.I'll wash my face and get dressed before I meet Jeanne and the others.When I thought about it, Jeanne and the others who came to our house this evening got a little worried... excited.

"... I hope Jeanne and the others get here soon."

"I'll see you at another school.... well, if you're coming anyway, I'd like you to hurry up. "

Walk alongside Chloe and wait for Jeanne at her sister's house.

I thought this was an unspeakable luxury time.