I don't know how many times I thought you'd help me.
"Ah... like Zedrig... yesterday I was noticed by Dios..." That guy already knows which way we are...! "
I didn't even know if it was my voice or Crowe's voice.
Because of me, because of my brother, I couldn't endure it, so I got involved with Chloe, and I knew that my special abilities were gradually being eroded.
In synchronization, I knew how scared Chloe was of it, how much he thought of me and endured it, and how much he hated synchronization.And yet, I couldn't escape the desire in front of me.
"I don't like it anymore." "That's why I'm not in tune with you, it's pointless." "Anyway, if everybody finds out, they'll kick you out of school, and Jeanne's right!Everything is exactly what he said it was going to be... we really are... "
When Chloe rejected me and Cedric noticed me, it seemed like I was covered in a well.
I could go to corner school, classes were fun, Cedric was close to me, and my life just starved and soaked in sunshine.
It's cold and numb to the toes.Even though I knew what had happened with just that word in my head, I didn't want to admit it because I wanted to reject it, and the only words I could finally squeeze out with a body that couldn't breathe properly were white words.
Chloe tried so hard to pass it on to me, and all he did was "no" and "no" in his head.
"Hello, Dios Farnham?I've heard of you and Chloe's brother. "
"Eat slowly, but don't worry about manners.I'll take the time to indulge myself. "
I know. I've been noticed.
That's why Chloe ran away.Master Cedric was angry that I couldn't forgive him.If Master Cedric finds out, if he gets angry, the school will know.Then we'll both be kicked out of school.
Maybe even my sister, who wanted to go to school so much, froze her blood.
I couldn't breathe after imagining that Cedric, who was so kind to me, rushed his face and pointed his contempt and anger at me and Chloe.Not only me, but also Chloe loved Master Cedric. I know him better than anyone else.Perhaps you will be punished from Cedric's mouth.
That's not true, Cedric wanted to think that he wouldn't be angry, so he reached out and tried to synchronize his hand after Croix beat him down and said, "Don't touch me."
I was scared from the edge of my body to the edge, and there was no other way to confirm it. Cedric and Croy hated me, and my sister bothered me and I lost my place at school. I thought I really lost my place.
It was only a few minutes after Chloe came to my office, and I felt like I had lost my place in an instant.It fell apart and broke and scattered like a bad pile of luggage, and it felt like it would never go back to normal again.
Because of me, because Chloe gave me "Chloe" and I wanted to keep in tune, he finally found out.Either way, it would have been fine if I hadn't thought about it first and got Crowe involved. [M]
The royal family found out, the school found out, Master Cedric hated me, and my sister bothered me and chased me down to Croy.The answer is frightening and easy to think of who's responsible for it all, and yet... it's incredibly, incredibly easy to accept it.
Stop using the special abilities of "synchronization".... one day, I won't be able to mix it up again. "
The girl who pressed her against us was the one who advised us.
I couldn't understand that it was a grudge. I was so scared, I couldn't breathe. I just...
I'm scared.
"What...?... well, then, all of us are like this, Jeanne..."
He escaped.
"Why is that?" Now Jeanne has nothing to do with it!What I'm trying to say is that he did what he warned him. "
Didn't I tell you, Roy?!Jeanne might have set it up from the beginning!I'm sure he knew we'd be seen by Cedric from the start!If you do, you will lie to the royal family, and instead of going to school, you will kick us out of the country..... "
Scared, all because of me, scared, hated and ran away.
It was only natural that whatever Jeanne was beaten up or apologized for here would never change anything.I ran so scared that I didn't even know that.
I can't be like Dios forever without synchronization!Even now, if Master Cedric finds out, there's no way to stop it! "
I can't stay out of tune anymore.
I'm afraid I can't get in tune.Not Crowe, who is much more grown-up and calm than I am and can go to school, can't be Crowe without being in tune.
I didn't even think I had to be so scared because I was one with Chloe from the beginning.I couldn't find the value of being a Dios myself, and I wanted to make both "Croix" if Cedric found out that I didn't like it because of all the pathetic things and memories that didn't work out even when I was a Dios.
The deeper I got along with Chloe, the weaker Dios was, the less I could think about it... the more valuable I was to you than me.
Which way am I...?
Chloe, it was you.
In tune, he recognized the Dios inside me many times, needed me, respected me and took care of me, and was afraid that such a "Dios" would disappear like this.
The more I synchronized, the more I realized that Chloe thought of me as her important brother, and that's why I betrayed all of Chloe's trust.
It's good that Chloe disappears, becomes me, and I become Chloe, but I don't like Chloe becoming me.
As soon as I found out that the tone was getting worse again, I couldn't look directly at it anymore and realized that I was running.There was no Chloe, who was supposed to have grabbed my hand in front of me, and I just ran away from reality.
My vision turned bright red as I ran, and I didn't know whether it was for me or Jeanne that my stomach was boiling.
Even though it should be as painful as breathing out and wanting to rest, my feet moved forward as fast as my heart, pushing me to something.I didn't want my sister to know that Chloe was being hunted down and Cedric hated me. I had no place to run or rely on anymore, but I didn't even know where I was headed.
However, I repeated so that I could tell him that it was Jeanne's fault.It was Jeanne's fault. If Jeanne hadn't said such a thing, she wouldn't have seen Master Cedric, she wouldn't have hated us, and she wouldn't have found out we were on the same page.I thought it was all Jeanne's fault.
"Jeanne!"
Run, run, I want a place to run.
As soon as I got into school and found Jeanne, I jumped in.
"What have we done? It's all fucked up because of you!"I thought it was going to work!If it wasn't for you from the beginning. "
I wanted to do it for Jeanne.
I was afraid to face it because of myself.I just wanted to do it for someone in front of me.
When Jeanne showed up, we realized that we had gone crazy because of our harmony.If I hadn't been invited to work with Master Cedric, I wouldn't have known about the harmony.Chloe hated Jeanne, too, because she shook her head when she said something extra.
The more you try to assume that we dared to say such mean things and scratch them around, the more it seems to be true.
"Don't be ridiculous!" "Don't laugh at us because you're surrounded by protection!" "What kind of royalty is that?" "I don't know about you!" "Cedric... the real one!Compared to the royal family,
Chloe?
As soon as I was called by the royal family we yearned for, my head suddenly chilled.
When I thought that Cedric saw me like a bad guy yelling at a girl using all these bad words, fear prevailed again.
I just heard that Mr. Cedric noticed me.Even though Cedric should be angry, I thought I'd want to die if I was questioned here and blamed by the royal mouth in front of my students.
Cedric's face was just a surprise and a time to ask, but I couldn't help but look at all the faces blaming me.
Angry, angry, caught, blamed, hated, hated, me, Dios, Croix, and Cedric will punish me at school.
I was frightened to think about myself, but not only the students but also the teachers found me, and the escape place became narrower and narrower enough to get into my sight.My legs were like sticks, and I couldn't escape.
Chloe!! Let me hear the story outside!!
Jeanne was supposed to be hunting us down.
He didn't bother to call me Croy because he knew me to be Dios, he didn't tell the teacher, he didn't line up like Cedric, he took my hand.
And not just Jeanne, but Jack, who thought he was surrounded, pushed his back and let him go.... there's no escape for me. [M]
I didn't know what was going on anymore and my head was all messed up.The more confused I was, the more distorted my vision was, how I was running right now, why I was running, how I was breathing, and when I noticed it, it caught me in my head.
"Don't touch it!"
In the form of Croy who refused to be in tune.
Why did Chloe say such a terrible thing... why do I have to go through all this "Dios"?
Surely, the thought of "two people" was sprouting in my head.
I don't know anymore, and I don't even know if I'm breathing or vomiting, where I'm going, what's happening and what's not happening, what to do wrong... or if I'm Dios or Crowe.Instead of my body, everything in my head, memory and feelings seemed not to belong to me.
When I was careful, I could only say words that really looked like a child, and Crowe inside me tightened her chest.Even though it was so painful that I didn't know that I wanted to stay dead, Jeanne was the one who gave me the kind words over and over again that I could only cry... I didn't know why.
Let's stop now, Dios.... don't rely on that anymore. "
You know it yourself, Dios.Not just you, Chloe. Something dangerous.... if I can't turn back, I won't just regret it this time. "
Let's talk to Chloe properly, Dios.Don't you want onee-sama to ask you?Then we have to talk now.If I don't stop now... I won't be able to talk to the real Crowe for the rest of my life. "
"Please, let's not do this. If only you could decide... I can still turn back."
Help, help, help, help, help, help, help.
Though I thought so with my head, I could only say "no" to everything from Jeanne. I must have been a disgusting child.
Over and over again, I didn't want to take it even though I knew the girl in front of me was reaching out to me.When I took it, I was afraid I had to give it all up.
All of it, Croy, my sister, Cedric, and school should have stopped forgiving me, but I was so scared that I didn't want to move one fingertip away from myself anymore.
No, while saying no, you wanted to think it was Jeanne's fault, but I just kept repeating it in my head so much that I wanted to pray to God, hold on, scream.
"What happened to Dios? Are you not feeling well?"
……
"... uhh... woah..."
In front of me, my open mouth won't be blocked.
Not only me, but Croy looked around the room with her eyes rounded so that the lid was gone.
After the hooded man did something, the ceiling, the walls and the floor were all shaken to the point where the house might collapse.
I really thought Philip was going to waste the house trying to force us out.But when I looked around the shaken house... I soon realized something was wrong.
Our house was trembling and trembling, "There was no gap."The cracks and gaps in the walls where the wind had entered so far, the doors that were poorly erected, the floors that were making a gibberish sound, all of them tightly tightened and hardened.
The pillars that were supposed to have been distorted also stretched straight back, as if the entire brick house were one creature and we were inside it.
We were worried about getting out of the house, and we looked around, and Philip said, "That's why I wanted to get out of the house." And the knights laughed, and they said, "Oh!"I don't know what to do" or "This is..." I'm watching because I don't have a sense of crisis at all, and only Jeanne and Jack had their faces twitching and laughing.
We were scared and stayed in the room as Philip and the others pushed us, but until the shake subsided, she sandwiched her sister and kept getting stiff.
The shake itself really stopped for a while, but... then it took me longer to understand the reality before me.
"Please, take it. It's a special celebration from us."
Philip's way of laughing at everything was a bit like Jill's.