"Gilbert, hey! I can still tell my father today!"
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But the pace of walking does not change slowly.Pride, who first found Jilbert walking from the royal palace, said, "Run!Yelling, but still a little faster.At first, the maids who were chilling their livers at the word of the princess were now just stroking their breasts.Behind the pride shouting loudly, everyone in the servant drooped deeply on the gill veil.
We finally arrived in front of you, and then, as usual, we greeted Jill Vail with formal greetings. Pride said, "Oops!". Unlike my parents and uncles, the idea of how great Jilbert can be remains unchanged.
"Dear Pride, that would hurt your throat."
"Shut up! It's Jilbert's fault!"
"So is it my fault that this clothing is dirty?"
So he shouted pride with a high voice that split again.
Deep red hair longer than shoulders is tangled with grass foliage and dirty from the nose to the head to the cheeks and fine dresses.It is evidence that she rolled around in her dress before she came.
Gilbert didn't seem to be in a hurry, thinking that this was another flashy move.It was a long fingertip, and when I took a leaf entangled in pride's hair, I stretched it round.
Instead of smiling and pride, Gilbert laughs at his servants and suggests to them as usual today.
"May I speak with Pride again alone?The weather is nice today, so stay in the garden. "
Should I borrow that chair, and point to the rest bench, the guards quickly changed the form of security.
I'm not leaving completely.We're just watching the two of them at a certain distance.I could not hear the voice, but the maids similarly retreated to the guards who moved to the rush position as soon as anything happened.What Gilbert has been doing since the first day remains the same.
We play together, but we don't even drink tea.I'm just spending time talking one-on-one with a young princess.And incredibly, my princess accepted it without saying a word.
Even now, I don't dislike the suggestion from Jilbert just by saying "hurry up".The princess in conversation with Gilbert never threw herself out of the scene, even though she was hypnotized.And what Jilbert is doing is neither hypnosis nor brainwashing.
"... well, Pride, if you dirty your clothes like that, your maid will be in trouble."
"Shut up! It's good! I did it because I wanted to get dirty."
Pride also hung his eyes on Jill Vail, who sat in his seat and pointed out quickly.
The maid did nothing but trouble Jill Vail, not the maid.Thought Gilbert was coming again today, she rolled around in the garden intentionally to make him suffer until he came.I don't care if the maid is in trouble now.Because they are only here to do what they say.
Hmph! And Jill Bale shook his head slowly to the left and right to inflate his breathtaking cheeks.I am accustomed to her devastating self-centricity in the past month.
"I will now ask you. Why do you think I should embarrass the maid?"
"I'm going to be queen! I'm going to be the greatest man in the country!"
When asked by Jilbert, it was the thorns, but Pride replied quickly.
That was the case from the very beginning.Whereas adults have always been in a mood for themselves, Jill Vail has only attempted to "ask questions."
At first, I hated answering and tried to get rid of it, but as I replied with the intention of saying it back, I somehow wanted to repeat it.I don't just feel superior to the feeling of simply answering questions.I'm not happy because Jill Vail was interested in me.But as I answered, I felt comfortable that the anger inside me turned into a thread.
Because every time I say it back, I know why I'm angry and what I want to do.In addition, Jilbert also tells me "what to do".
"In your words, princess, power is not guaranteed forever.As the flowers decay, power will wither and fall without water. "
"Liar!"
"Even if it's true. I was wondering if it would be good if you could read exotic history books when you learned the letters.I think it's very interesting. "
Muffled, pride swells the cheeks to the limit in Jilbert's words.
I didn't like being fooled by Jill Vail, but I didn't like knowing anything more.In the beginning, I repeat, "Tell me!I learned that Gilbert would never tell me.Thanks to this, there has been an increase in the number of people who have learned letters lately, as well as in the past.There was also an increase in the number of maids who only dealt with evil by letting them read and hear books and by asking teachers questions.
Gilbert laughed suddenly with distant eyes, appreciating only in his head that pride would ripen more easily than fruit to make his face bright red and angry.
Put your fingers on your chin and turn your gaze from pride to sky.Suddenly, if Jilbert's eyes were rounded like crystals from his distraction to his pride, the next word of Jilbert slipped in time.
"... yeah, but there's still a way to make it last forever."
"What?"
"But this is going to take time... and it's going to be tough for Princess Pride, who's a young runner."
"Na... ni... ni..."
She eats as Jill Vail thought.
Though wise, pride, which can be called a toddler, was on Jilbert's palm.Tell me quickly, I can't help but want answers to the pride of truly pulling the sleeves of Jill Vail's clothes and muddling them.If there was one way I could stay great, I wanted it right away.
Oh, I'm sorry, I've been talking too much.Gilbert keeps teasing Pride twice as much as usual.I've always tried to attract her interest and make her realize that this is a particularly important stage.Whether or not you succeed here will change Albert's future struggles.
Okay, I lost, and I finally stopped pulling pride on the soft gill veil.She stopped wearing muddy clothes, and Jill Bale shouted at her in front of her.
"First of all, the maid likes me."
"?? To a maid??"
No, and immediately after the doubt, a word of rejection was released from Pride.
Words that try to make children listen to themselves first come from denial.Gilbert was within expectations.If you are a normal toddler, you can say "no" to anything else.
But Pride was smart.
There is, of course, a reason. Gilbert continued, and her rejection stopped there.What do you mean? If you look back, you'll look just like Albert today.
"The maid knows what Pride is doing the most.Rumors spread. If the maid likes you, the good rumors of Pride will spread throughout the castle, the castle and the country.People say the same thing about flowers. "
"No, I hate it."
"Why don't you like it?"
"It's not what I thought it would be.I don't like it because I'm going to talk about sticky things with my disgusting face. "
"I see. Then you don't have to like it.Just to be liked... that's all you have to do.Even a pride young enough to fool a maid can do it easily. "
"How do you do that?"
I dared to "cheat" and return pride to the child's heart with doubt this time.
I don't want to get along with a maid or look at her face.But that's why there was no guilt in "cheating" on such a maid at all.
Gilbert laughs and tells the ideal answer from the bottom of his heart.
First of all, it's a spell. Say "Good morning" in the morning and "Good night" in the evening.If you do what you say, be sure to say "thank you."If you get angry, say, "It's okay," and smile back to show that you're more of an adult.Smiles are especially important.Pride is as beautiful as Rosa when she is young, so laughing at her makes everyone happy.Does your father really appreciate Pride laughing? "
"... that's it?"
"Yeah, that's it. It's a simple secret that all humans love.Especially if the great man is down there, it will be more effective. "
For Pride, everything is easy.
"Good morning" and "good night" are not special words.It's a word I've spoken to my father many times, and I know it.There are dozens of times a day when a maid does what she says she does.Because I'm the one who gives the orders.In addition, I would like to show that if it is a proof of adulthood, it can be said that it is "okay".In addition, there was hardly anything other than a father who specifically praised his face, but if Jill Vail told me that, I felt a little good at it.
All right, then.
It was surprisingly easy in the hands of a genius planner for pride to suddenly change his behavior.
Next time the maid likes Jilbert, the young princess feels challenging.Even though she was still an infant, it was an easy feeling for a smart girl with comprehension.As parents would like to be praised for doing it, the challenge that young children naturally have is transferred to implementation so that they want to win the competition and get attention.
After breaking up with Jill Vail, the maid suggested changing and taking a bath to the pride of telling him to go back to his room, and he was quickly released as "thank you".At that moment, Gilbert smiled unexpectedly.
I thought he was still a smart kid, but I saw off a little girl who wouldn't wave at me when I was looking forward to seeing him again.Of course, he has no intention of ending it here.
"The princess came to greet me," "I stopped yelling immediately," "I started saying thank you," "since Prime Minister Gilbert came," "my smile is cute."The reputation spread into the castle like a tide.
She is originally a young princess. Every maid has a feeling of being cute about a young girl smiling in front of her, if not worse.Gilbert thinks it's a privilege for toddlers to be allowed to say "grow up."This does not happen when you grow up.
Albert repeatedly asked me what I had done and how I had done it, but Gilbert kept passing along lightly because he didn't want to lie.Now that I've said that, I'm sure I'll be mad at my daughter for what she told me.Now she's not acting with feelings, she's just looking down on others for herself.
But it's also Jill Vail that won't finish.
"My name is Pride. Now let's remember your name.If you can remember the names and faces of more maids than I do, I will be responsible for bringing His Highness King Zi that night. "
When the maid likes me, I try to pose another challenge to the girl who boasts that she is deceiving me well.
When I gave up my father, I quickly took pride in the match.Of course, it's not Jill Vail who's going to lose gently there.If I wanted to ride the challenge many times until I won, then every time since then, I had a contest with the maid's name.
"Cameron, Susie, Marie...."
And it's not difficult to open your heart to a maid who looks good to you, and to a person who likes you as a "child."
Individual consciousness is natural as long as you remember the name.If you learn the name of the maid around you, she will not be mentally alone.And it was easy for a maid to be moved by a young princess who remembered her name.A girl with an angry and scary face is also a lovely girl with a smile.
"Now let the Servants like you too.It is the guards and their mothers who convey Pride's words and deeds.If they like you, they'll give your parents a good rating. "
Next is the guard. They've been listening.And when something happens to Pride, if he likes you, he can help you first.If the strong like you, there's nothing to be afraid of. "
"Cooks can't be fools either.It's a little difficult to eat everything that's served deliciously, but they have a lot of connections with the people under the castle. "
"It won't be a contest just for maids these days, so let's expand the contest with the names and faces of all of them.Pride's chances of victory are wider. "
False favors are returned to the opponent with good intentions and favors.If you are a smart girl or a young girl, it is natural to favor you there.
If you hear people praise you as "cute" no matter what you do, and say "wonderful", "gentle" and "fine princess", you really feel that way.Children are reflected in the environment, whether good or bad.Pride's own false favors also unconsciously turn into genuine love.
All of this is as Jill Vail drew.At first, I didn't really like the mood of selfish toddlers, but I was fortunate to be a smart princess who could understand the words.It's easy to be fooled, but manipulating a child with understanding is painstaking enough.If she keeps raising her reputation, and if she wants to be appreciative of herself and become aware of the audience, then she's perfectly dissatisfied.
"How do I get Jill Vail to like me?"
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When a year passed since I started carrying my feet, the Jilbert was stuck for a few seconds in a question that was suddenly released.
Albert's busy body was better than ever before, and even if his father came to visit as usual, Pride never finished nominating Gilbert.
Face and name fights, and "who likes next" each other no longer need to be natural, now Jill Vail just listens to the latest developments and pride.
Literally conscious of being liked by pride, Gilbert also understood that she was too young to be as old as she deserved.Moreover, she still doesn't know that she has a favorite fiancé.
I didn't put it on my face and answered smelly, but for a moment I had a bad feeling and a cold sweat was conveyed.If Albert knows, he can't just drop his fist.Already, in just one year, he remains suspicious of what he did to pride, which suddenly improved his attitude.I thought it was time to seed, but if Pride says something bad here, there's no excuse for Albert.
"So how do I get my father to like me?"
It rained that day.
Only the lights of the room were lit, and Jill Vail, who was called only to himself, sat down on the guest chair.As she pours tea in one hand and gazes beyond the window, she looks grown up with the effect of light and darkness.Even so, I could imagine that in five or six years I would grow up as a beautiful woman.Unlike Tiara's cute face, she has a feminine, grown-up look.
Gilbert gently stroked his chest into the words of pride.Reflecting on the overconsciousness of such a toddler, he breathed back the answer.
"His Highness the King has loved Pride from the very beginning."
"So how does Uncle West get to like me?"
"The West Regent is certainly strict, but I was thinking about Pride.Recently, Pride's reputation is as good as his own. "
"How can my mother come to see me?"
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I understood that the last heavy question was the one I wanted to ask myself from the beginning.
There is no doubt that the girl who does not look at herself and stares at the other side of the window is still a child.However, the word weighed more than the surface.
The past year has undoubtedly seen a rise in pride.Albert and West changed their eyes when people in the castle saw pride.But unlike her mother, Rosa, she remains alienated.I haven't even been praised for my reputation in the castle.
"What if I can predict it?What if people in the castle like it more?What if I look more like my mother?If you remember the names of all the people in the country... will you come to this room? "
She had a much smaller, weaker voice than usual.
There is no doubt that the people in the castle are favouring her now.Both maids laugh at each other, and are loved as princesses.And now pride is open to the maids.My father came back often to see me, and I got a counselor named Prime Minister.Still, she is not satisfied decisively.
No matter how much people love you, they always want the love of just one person.Whether you're a friend or a servant, you want to be loved by a "being who gave birth to only one person in the world" that you don't want to hear more than a lover.
Given the age of Pride, a young child, it is only natural.In this year, parents become absolute beings.However, Gilbert knew on the spot that her case would not heal with growth.
It is the child who grows older and the parent leaves the absolute being, but in her case the loss is too deep.It makes me feel that it is impossible to override the values carved into a child.I will put the tea away and now try to help fill her wounds a little.
"... your mother also loves Pride.But the Queen is the one who thinks about the people first. "
So what if the people are gone?
"Then there will be no queen or royalty.Rosa is also sad. I am one of the castles that Pride has become close to. "
"Then you're definitely not gonna be my mother's best friend?"
"I'm your precious daughter now.... so I'm protecting you with fine palaces, maids and servants. "
"I don't need it."
Her actions cannot be described in a "flipped" word.
Unfortunately, this is the first time that Gilbert has ever sounded so sad about asking for a parent over all of his children.I thought I struggled with my childhood, but even if I had been set up here in this blessed space, her unfulfilled condition could be considered pathological.
I can't help but wonder why Rosa distanced herself from Pride.No wonder the queen, who is supposed to be busy, is down in the presence of Tiara or is visiting her fiancée, Marianne.
"... at least I enjoy talking to Pride like this.I'm sorry to hear that Her Majesty has missed such a wonderful time.... will you continue to be my friend? "
It's not far from your mother.Pride turned to Jilbert for the first time.
Open your father's purple eyes wide and then laugh slowly.Though not a mother, she relieved her chest pain as if she were a "friend" who had been publicly said for the first time.A princess of age who was not yet satisfied with the social world or the ceremony had no friends.
Gilbert loosened her slightly moist eyes and returned them to the princess who laughed.The babysitter wanted to finish early, but she was smart and absorbent and didn't tire of talking.I don't think it's a bad idea to keep an eye on the growth of a princess who has left a strong shadow on her friends.
The sound of rain silently dimmed the sound, gradually overflowing the clouds with sunlight.
The unexpected relationship between the prime minister and the princess, who was too young, was certainly established at this time.
─ Pride Royal Ivy, age six.
"I'm sorry, Pride.... that Prime Minister Gilbert is still busy on official business today. "
"..." I'm fine "..." Thank you "
... it wasn't long before it collapsed.
Again, as usual, Pride puts his fingertips on the window without looking at the guards who bring the same reply.Tong, the clear sky was spreading further ahead with a loud noise.Nevertheless, her gaze was as dark as a rain cloud.
It was really sudden.The relationship continued for about a year after I became a friend.Gilbert and his father came to see him all the time.I liked seeing my father interact with Gilbert.Even if I hadn't come to see her, there were now a lot of people in the castle around her, laughing at me.
However, Jill Vail disappeared.
I don't know why he stopped coming to see me suddenly, rather frequently.I didn't have a fight the last time I saw him.As usual, I said, "See you later," and went home laughing.But no matter how many days I waited or called, Jill Vail never knocked on the door of this room.In addition, as in the old days, only the father comes to the room.... yes, just like old times.
Another person who showed love suddenly disappeared, abandoned and left behind.
It's a pride I don't remember back then, but only wonders and feelings remained in my chest.
The memory of being loved by her mother is no longer with her six-year-old.However, for some reason, the word "again" does not come to mind and deeply rooted in my chest.Even though I feel like crying, I can't let myself sing "I knew it".
Feeling empty, he just looks out the window and lifts the cup.Also, there were just more names to ask your father.For me now, I don't want to embarrass the maids by shouting at myself like I used to.It's much less painful now than it was then.He greets me back, laughs and shows me, and likes me.Instead of tantrums, it is rare now to get really angry.Everyone is still watching over a girl who drinks tea alone. But
"... I'm getting bored."
I don't know for sure who I'm talking to or who I'm talking to.
The little murmur that was dropped was proof that absolute abandonment would be a new wound to her chest.
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"... oh, I'm fine. I didn't feel alive when I heard that Pride had fallen, but I gained the ability to predict.Now he is the true heir to the throne.... I'm relieved, too. "
─ Pride Royal Ivy, age eight.
I'm glad. Maria's face was slightly softer than usual as she stroked Jilbert's cheeks with her fingertips stretched out without force.
Until just two years ago, Maria knew very well the girl he was talking about with pleasure.The opponent is my best friend's daughter.Besides, I couldn't help but be happy when I heard that I got along with Jilbert.When I said that I had a young "friend", I laughed that I was the daughter of Mr. Stream Albert.
When I heard that the princess suddenly fell with her head in her arms today, I thought my heart would stop.
Gilbert, who had just come to visit me, also left the room with his pale blue face as soon as he heard the noise outside the room.
But it was good news for Marianne to hear that she had awakened to predictability and even saved her father's life.Maria knows how much Gilbert has been worried about her for the last two years.... sometimes I take away important time with my friends because of myself.
"I haven't seen you for a long time outside the ceremony, but I haven't heard rumors that you've been doing your best for the next two years.I'm sure it's time for Rosa to acknowledge Pride. "
Since then, Gilbert hasn't had a proper conversation with Pride.
At the very least, we'll have a ceremony together.There was much I wanted to talk about, but I didn't want pride in my belly that I didn't want to prolong and expose.
Only some people know about Maria's disease.I sincerely apologize once Maria's illness is cured, and I can't count the numbers that I imagined I would try again, but until then I unilaterally decided to distance myself from Pride.
For the past two years, it has undoubtedly been a more royal vessel than before that pride has ceased to be regarded as a selfish princess.The time I spent as Jill Vail was not wasted.... but the story that came to be called instead scratched Jilbert's chest like a claw every time he heard it.
"It's like a doll."
A girl who has grown old, appeared at the ceremony, and was introduced to the son of a noble lady, but has not yet been able to communicate with anyone.
No one told me that the back of my eyes was cold.Even the maid who enjoyed talking so much stopped talking two years ago.Instead of laughing wholeheartedly in front of my beloved father, he couldn't even change his expression.
It was a pride that the maid would not be angry even if she made a mistake, but at the same time she couldn't keep an eye on what was happening to the maid.It's like a clockwork doll whose movements have been determined, and it always doesn't change its movements or words.Her servants' minds gradually abandoned to her, who judged it to be a waste.
It wasn't Jill Vail who didn't realise what the trigger was.
After all, her father Albert was the only one who didn't leave her alone.
It was her fault that she gave up all humans except her father.
Today was the day I told Albert about the prediction, and then she jumped out of bed and went up to the window frame, as if she had woken up like a doll, but I think it's just now that she's just woken up to prediction.Shortly after stopping Albert, he forced himself to peel off the window, but he thinks it was also bad for his heart.I think Pride looked up at us with his purple eyes round and black.
He had always felt guilty about throwing her away, but he still had no time left for pride.
Marianne raised her eyebrows to Jilbert, whose expression clouded her face, and once again squeezed her power into her trembling hands.I immediately realized that Jill Vail was like, "What's going on?"She grabbed her hand and put it on her cheek, but Marianne's sad expression remained unchanged.
Understanding that she was saddened again, Gilbert shredded all her thoughts and dyed everything for the loved one in front of her.
"I love you, Maria... because you have me."
"... Jill,... do me a favor...... promise me."
Marianne complains to her fiancée, who smiles and speaks kindly over and over again.
After nodding and thanking him without hesitation, she took another breath.
"... if... if I die..."
He sacrificed everything because of himself, and now he keeps hurting his chest just because of people other than himself.
I hope you will live for yourself in the future.