Wen Lanlan hopes that chubei can be with her this evening, but she doesn't dare to have such extravagant hopes, and she doesn't dare to make such demands on chubei.
Chubei can come to see her when she chooses to die, which is chubei's great understanding to her.
Wen Lanlan thought, she looked at the north of Chu, finally, did not have the courage to say the truth to the north of Chu.
After all, the relationship between chubei and himself has come to an end, and chubei has a new life.
In terms of career, chubei has also become a first-class famous doctor in China and enjoys popularity all over the country. Wen Lanlan feels that she is not worthy of chubei.
At the beginning, it was Wen Lanlan who thought chubei was not worthy of her, and chubei could not give her the life she wanted. Who knows, in this short period of two years, chubei's life has changed dramatically.
Wen Lanlan only blames herself, why not have confidence in their feelings, why not feel at ease to protect this relationship.
If at the beginning oneself that heart doesn't float, don't be smoked eyes by the lust in front of, perhaps, Chu north is still her man.
Maybe she and chubei are married and have a stable life.
Nestled in the body of Chu north, Wen Lanlan thinks about these, there is a trace of sadness in her heart.
"Lan Lan, have you eaten yet?"
"No, I don't want to eat, I can't eat, and I feel bad." Wen Lan sad said.
"I'll make it for you. Is there any food in the fridge?"
"No, I haven't cooked at home for a long time."
"It's OK. I'll order takeout for you. Have a good rest. Just now I have used acupuncture and Zhenqi to force you to take sleeping pills, but you are in good health and a little weak. You need to rest for two days. "
Chu North put Wen Lan on the bed, let Wen Lan continue to rest, he found a can order website, give Wen Lan some usual like to eat.
Back in the bedroom, Wen Lanlan called Chu Bei to the bedside and let Chu Bei sit on the bed.
"Chu Bei, can you tell me something about your girlfriend? How do you know each other?"
"You said my girlfriend now is my former girlfriend." Chubei asked with a smile.
"How many girlfriends have you talked about since you broke up with me?"
"The reporter who fell in love in Dongzhou before, you seem to have met her. Her name is Hao Jiajia. After I broke up with her, I got to know my girlfriend now. Her name is Su Xiaowei, from Kyoto. His parents sent her to work in Dongzhou. Xiaowei also went to Dongzhou to live with her for several years. "
"Your girlfriend now is also very beautiful and has temperament. At first sight, she is a person with a good family, better than me. Chu Bei, if my family condition is good, not because I was poor when I was a child, I would not have left you, even if you were an ordinary doctor. "
This is what Wen Lanlan said from the bottom of her heart. When she was a child, her family was poor. When she grew up, Wen Lanlan wanted to find a man with good conditions to marry, so she would not have to live a poor life.
With this desire, Wen Lanlan's heart can not calm down. When she meets someone who is willing to spend money for her and let her enjoy the enrichment of money, Wen Lanlan's heart is more material than emotion.
Chubei was still in Dongzhou hospital before, which is also a second tier city. But chubei suddenly chose to go to xiulong, a small county, which made Wen Lan a little disappointed.
A doctor's job, there is no great future, went to the county, it is even more hopeless.
Wen Lan is not so disappointed with Chu Bei as she is disappointed with her choice. She doesn't want to live a mediocre life like this.
If you marry a little doctor, you still have to live a poor life. This is not what Wen Lan wants.
Chubei is not around, and her spirit is empty. At this time, when she meets a rich man who can satisfy what Wen Lanlan wants, she naturally turns a blind eye to chubei.
No matter what the reason is, chubei doesn't blame Wenlan for her leaving, and doesn't hate her.
On the contrary, chubei thinks that it is his debt to Lanlan, and he doesn't let Lanlan get the life he wants, and he can't satisfy Lanlan's desire. Therefore, Chu north will not go to hate Lan Lan's betrayal.
Everyone has the feelings they want and the life they want. Chubei chooses to respect Lanlan.
Chu North did not expect that, in the end, Lan Lan's life will be such a result, which makes Chu North's heart more uncomfortable.
If Lan Lan finds the life she wants and lives happily, chubei will feel at ease.
Today to see the end of LAN LAN, Chu North's heart is also very bad taste.
"Lanlan, I thought you found the life you want, so when you left me, I chose to respect you, only hope you can have your good life."
"Chubei, I'm to blame. I'm too ignorant and naive."
"Lan Lan, everyone has his own life."
"Chubei, I've figured it out now. You're right. People have their own lives, so I'm not the life of the rich. Chubei, I listen to you. Go back to Dongzhou and choose a peaceful life. ""Lan Lan, if you think so, I can rest assured. Go back to the East state, maybe you can get a comfortable life there. And then again. You're in eastern state, close to your home, and you can take care of your family. "
"Chubei, thank you. Your girlfriend is very good now. I can see that she loves you very much. You must cherish it."
"Xiaowei is a good girl. I will cherish her and love her with my heart."
The two chatted, and the takeout they ordered came.
"Lan Lan, get up for dinner, I should go back."
"Chubei, can you accompany me to finish this meal? Maybe, after today, we will not have a chance to meet again. I just want you to accompany me to have the last meal."
Hear Wen Lanlan say such sad words, Chu North heart also soft down, promised Wen Lanlan, accompanied her to finish the dinner.
Having dinner with Wen Lan, Chu Bei asked her.
"Lanlan, when are you going to leave Kyoto?"
"It's a sad place for me to leave these two days. I don't want to stay here for a moment. You're right. This place doesn't belong to me. "
"Lan Lan, if you have any difficulties, just let me know and I will help you."
"Thank you, chubei. I will always remember your kindness to me."
When Wen Lan said this, her tears fell down again. She was sad and regretful. It's my original uneasiness that I chose such a road.
Today this result, Wen Lanlan can only bear with tears, she has no other choice.
Originally wanted to end this life, everything will disappear at the end of life.
Wen Lanlan tries to call Chu Bei and wants to see Chu Bei at the end of her life. She thinks that if Chu Bei doesn't come to see her, she will never have any memory of the world.
Death is Wen Lanlan's best choice. Wen Lanlan has made such a determination.
Finally, Chu Bei came and saved her life. She was so kind to her, comforted her, and asked her to go back and start a new life. Wen Lanlan's desperate heart was ignited by Chu Bei.
The appearance of Chu north also gives Wen Lan the spiritual support to live.
Wen Lanlan is very clear that she has hurt the north of Chu once. If she dies in front of the north of Chu again, it will only torture the north of Chu all her life and make the heart of the north of Chu uneasy all her life.
After listening to Chu Bei's words, Wen Lan chooses to live and start a new life.
She is very grateful to Chu Bei for giving her a new life and a chance to realize her original dream.