Lingjue's body is stiff for a while. She doesn't like to do things of high profile. There is no privacy in being a star. What she does will be discussed.
She has seen a lot of tired things and doesn't want to live as tired as those stars.
But if grandma likes it, what will she do.
The old man has lived a very hard life. His daughter is not sensible and his son is not ambitious. If this is the only wish, she will surely help her to achieve it.
"No, how can I sacrifice my little Jue to suffer that kind of torture?" She chuckled and stared at the dancing girl on TV. "One minute on stage, ten years on stage..."
Lingjue doesn't speak. She looks at her side face all the time. She is smiling. She seems to yearn for that kind of thing all the time.
"In fact, it's not your mother's persistent love. She looks the same as when I was young." She leaned on the pillow, with a long voice. "At that time, I was a female intellectual youth of the literary and Art Troupe. When I went to the countryside, I met your grandfather, and I happened to live in his home. We were young and vigorous together soon. When I was going home, he went back with me. My family disagreed with my marriage to the countryside, but I went with him persistently and never went back home again... "
Lingjue's heart sank, listening to her.
Her face has been wrinkled, years have left many traces on her face, her pupils are a little light brown, as if recalling the past.
"My mother died and I went back, but my brother didn't let me in. I knelt at the door all night. The next day at the funeral, I saw my distant relatives."
"I didn't know when my father left. They moved away from where they were. I couldn't find them when I went to find them."
“……”
Lingjue doesn't know much about love. Why can she persist in giving up her relatives.
She turned to look at Ling Jue and said earnestly, "later your grandfather died early. I raised two children by myself. In fact, I don't regret. I have to walk the way I chose. So don't blame your mother. She has been very stubborn since she was a child. She will do things if she knows what to do and never look back. "
"She didn't apologize to me." Ling Jue moved her lips. "She's sorry for you."
"How can she have her own children? It's a beautiful thing for her to find her own happiness. I never blame her, she just failed you. You can't be happy to be a girl. "
She held out her hand as if it were a dead branch. "Xiaojue, if you meet your mother again, you can hate her, but don't be too cruel to her. Everyone has their own life, even their parents can't control it."
Lingjue doesn't speak. She broke when she left her. She shouldn't come back.
"Grandma knows her illness, and she can see the strategy in her lifetime, so it's worth my happiness. Our little Jue is really a handsome little girl now." There was a smile between her eyes and eyebrows, but with a light sadness.
"You will be OK. When you are discharged, I will take you back to yunhaizhou."
Ling Jue stood up, his face cold, but with firm, "you are good to rest, I go to the bathroom."
She packed up her things and turned and walked out.
Throw things into the garbage can and sit on the bench outside the ward.
"Sir, why don't you have a cute dumpling?" Tangyuan jumped to her leg and said, "don't be sad, sir."