Chapter 12

Chapter 12

Author's note: Ok, now we come to the chapter where I'll most likely get more feedback than ever before, and cause some people to "nope!" right out of this series. I personally liked how I handled things though, and hope that you all keep enjoying the story. Things needed to be adressed. Thanks for all the comments again!

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Selvarias Awakening ceremony was closing in fast, and her two older sisters Delia and Selene were planned to come home to attend the ceremony. Neleh had decided that she would be returning with them to the elven capital of Rhianon whether or not Selvaria was going to end up coming with them or not. She secretly suspected that her upright and moral sister would be happier as a guardswoman or in the elven army. In fact Selvarias straightforward and loyal nature would make her excellent in the role of a royal guard. But you couldnt just apply to become a member of the Legion of the Phoenix. The Legion came to you, if you showed the right qualities. Selvaria had the qualities, and she was doing excellent in her warrior skills, now she needed a chance to show them.

Neleh was justifiably worried that she had delayed her move into the capital for too long. Michael and Gabriel had most likely moved on from that place a long time ago, and were now searching through the elven continent. She had no idea what to do with Michael, but she had an idea on how to deal with Gabriel when she inevitably found her. The plan was dangerous, and might get her killed or worse, but it also had a fairly large upside if it worked. It might not be enough to bring their friendship back, but it would clear the air at least.

The problem was that she wasnt entirely sure what Gabriel was hoping to accomplish by finding her. She wondered if Gabriel knew herself. The young celestial had always had trouble being honest with herself and others, and it was entirely possible she had gone in search of her out of some vague feeling that it was something she had to do, and didnt intend to face the reasons behind those feelings before finding her. Well if that was the reason, then her plan was going to be even more effective, if she managed to execute it without getting herself killed.

Before any of that, Neleh would need to have a serious discussion of a different kind with her mother. There were issues they had been pushing off and left undealt with. Shed had quite a bit of time to think and plan in the last few months, and it had become apparent that they would have to deal with those issues before she left. There might be serious consequences if they didnt.

It was a week before Selvarias Awakening when Neleh pulled her mother aside to their garden for a private discussion, and told the guards to not allow anyone to enter.

We have some things to discuss, and I believe weve pushed them away long enough. One of the things we need to discuss is the bond, and the effects it has had on us, and might have in the future. Neleh started off right away on the important topics. Partially because she knew her mother would try to divert things like she had done the few other times the topic had come up in the last few years.

Asheara sighed. I know. I knew wed have to face things, now that youre going away and I can no longer follow you.

First things first, Ive been spending some time studying the bond. It has become clear to me we cant break it without severe problems resulting from the backlash. But there is something that can be done. The bond can be traded to another person. More specifically, because it was you who bonded me, Im stuck with it, but you dont have to be the one holding the other end. Its a complicated process, and well need some help to do it, but your end of the bond can be traded away. Neleh explained matter-of-factly, clearly resigned to her position.

Asheara on the other hand was starting to feel something akin to panic, and felt very defensive. I didnt know you disliked our bond so much, that youd go out of your way to try and get rid of it.

Neleh gave a small smile. Thats not why, and you know it. Have I once complained about the bond? You know what Im feeling, and you know I speak the truth. And she was right. Asheara had never felt any negative feelings about herself come through the bond. The emotions she had felt were almost purely love and contentment. And that part of the problem.

Neleh kept pressing on. The more time I spent studying the bond, the clearer it became, that the bond was never intended to be shared among close family like us. She hesitated the briefest of moments before continuing. Love comes in many forms and flavors. Each is subtly different from the others, but they all have things in common. Those commonalities allow for the different kinds of love to morph and change, to slowly, or in some cases rapidly, become a different kind of love. Asheara had paled completely white now, but her daughter carried on. Something like the bond, the ability to feel the love the other person holds for you and let your own feelings be shown, can work as a powerful catalyst for such change. You know why Im telling this, dont you?

And Asheara did. She now felt the same terror she had felt when Elluin had kissed her for the first time. But unlike when she was young, she now knew that terror wasnt based on any fear of her daughter. It was based on her fear of her own feelings and desires. She had fought those desires when she was young, and again after she had gotten pregnant with Neleh, effectively getting separated from her husband. Feeling like she wanted sexual things, she had pushed those feelings away constantly. She had simply decided she wasnt interested in things of sexual nature anymore, because that seemed like the smartest and safest thing to do. Her body disagreed though.

Ashearas emotional level stayed high, so high that it scared her. Shed grown more or less comfortable with her youngest daughter and the bond. She thought she only loved her as family, but now she wasnt so sure. Knowing Neleh had a mental age far beyond her form had allowed her to think of her daughter as something else. As someone else. She felt a tug inside her that screamed for her to be closer to that someone. That had allowed her to imagine her own sweating naked body against hers, and feel a thrill. Feel like it was something to be desired instead of avoided.

I think Im in love with you. Asheara whispered, not really meaning to say it out loud.

And thats why I have to go, and why we need to get that bond off you at some point. Neleh whispered gently.

And what if I dont want to let you go? What if I want to hold on to the bond with both hands? Asheara asked almost petulantly, not noticing their roles getting reversed with her becoming the childish teenager and her daughter being the responsible adult.

That is something we could discuss, if I thought you really felt that way, but I dont. The bond is affecting you too much, clouding your judgement and real emotions. If you still feel that way after a few years from getting the bond off you, then thats another thing. But I dont think that will be the case. Neleh sounded almost sad, and definitely did when she continued. Besides theres another reason you cant carry the other end of the bond. You know of what happens to the surviving person if their partner dies?

Yes. Someone explained it to me. The grief from the loss will result in their deaths. Asheara answered, now a little confused from the sudden change in topics. Updated from novelbIn.(c)om

Neleh answered her in quiet whisper. Not all powers use mana to fuel them.

Asheara got suddenly worried. You dont mean your own life do you? Ill never allow you to use such power if youll use your own life to do so.

Nelehs whisper was even quieter and you could hear a pin drop in the resulting silence that followed. If that was the case then there would be no problem. No, the life force used isnt my own. After the silence had gone for a while, Neleh finally remembered something. Right, Michael you said something about a message and a warning?

Indeed. As much as I enjoy watching you struggle, I wouldnt come all the way here and spend years looking for you just for that. I have a warning from Onoel and a message from TianZun. Onoel says that the Enemy is coming back though the old bat failed to specify a time frame. TianZun wanted me to tell you that he had bargained with the local deities. They know you pushed the Enemy back the last time, and in return for hiding you from your enemies, they expect you to defend this world from the Enemy. Also in return for taking in the most dangerous soul in all the Planes, they will have a few more services they will require from you. Michael finished with a grin.

Neleh choked a laugh. They clearly arent doing all that good of a job if you found me. And how do they expect me to defeat the Enemy when I lost most of my power when I reincarnated? They dont really expect me to use my powers of destruction for that? They know that would be the end of this world if I drained all the life from it.

Michael laughed. Of course not. They dont expect you to defeat the Enemy, thats what both the Celestial Host and the forces of Inferno are for. Well that and to fight each other. They simply expect you to help defend this world. Im led to believe they are planning to offer their own power to use instead of the lives of this worlds inhabitants. You should probably get some training in a temple or something. Youve never practiced borrowing the power of others and youll probably need to practice with something less complex first.

Neleh was feeling resigned, while Asheara was trying to recover from shock. Michael was preparing to leave. You really do look good enough to eat. You wouldnt want a little romp just to test things out would you? She started throwing rocks at the celestials, to send him on his way, while he kept laughing.

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Neleh and Asheara both needed some time to recover from what had happened. Neleh needed to come to terms with the news she had heard. Asheara on the other hand had to come to grips with losing the person she just had realized she was in love with, and at the same time she needed some time to absorb what the celestial had told her about the power her daughter possessed, and her new role that required her to stay protected herself, instead of just wanting to protect her family.

Selvarias Awakening ceremony rolled in and the results were as expected. She had very little magical talent aside from surprising proficiency in the fire element, which while not enough for her to become a mage, would allow her the use of some fire abilities to add to her skills as a warrior. She decided to get formal training in the elven army. As Alduin Rhys had some contacts in the army that could smooth her entry a bit and put her on a right path, it was decided that she would travel with her sisters to Rhianon to meet the old elf.

Elsaria would be the only one of the sisters to remain at their home and both she and Asheara were already feeling lonely. Elsaria had always been fairly stoic and didnt show her emotions on the outside. Still, she spent more time than usual keeping in physical contact with her sisters, a hug here and a little holding of hands there. Asheara on the other hand had plans for moving with her last daughter to the capital as well, to stay closer to her family.

She had herself realized that the bond was clouding her judgement when it came to Neleh, and intended to respect her wishes when it came to keeping some distance and transferring the bond when the time came. For that though, she needed to be close by, in case the transfer would need to happen suddenly. And she wasnt lying to herself this time, when she thought it was for the benefit of Elsaria as well. It would be cruel to keep her back while the others were out in the world, even Neleh who was younger.

Elluin was aware of the plans, even if he didnt quite know of all the reasons behind it. He didnt object. He couldnt follow because his workshop was now here in Aletheia and it would take years to get everything transferred. Years where he could not work in full capacity. Instead he would be able to move back into the manor when Asheara left, which he didnt really mind. They were separated anyway, and although that made him sad, he just accepted things as they were.

He presented Neleh with the weapon he had made, and it really was his best work. In its weapon form it was red with flame-like patterns and it was rather long, with the end shaped more like a glaive than spear allowing for slashing attacks and working better for wide swings with a heavier and more sturdy head than a normal spear. It still retained some of the spear point allowing for thrusting attacks. Of course it wouldnt work as well for piercing armor, but that was what the wielders internal strength and the weapons enchantments were for. In its hidden form, the weapon took the form of a Kanzashi hair ornament that looked like a long needle with ornate carvings and patterns.

Elluin had invited Neleh into his workshop to see the weapon, partly because he needed to carve the weapons name in.

Neleh turned an accusing glare towards his father. You spied on my fight with captain Gloridas, didnt you? Its obvious you didnt just suddenly come up with a weapon that suited me this well.

I had your mother use her magic to hide us. I needed to see you in action to make a proper weapon for you. Calmly also pulling Asheara under the avalanche if one was forthcoming.

Well, I suppose I can forgive you that one. Im surprised you managed to talk mother into it. Thank you. Ill make good use of. She suddenly raised her eyebrow. You better have made one for Selvaria too. Youre not sending her into the army without a weapon are you?

Dont worry. Her weapon was made a long time ago. Shes much easier to work with. Elluin grinned at her daughters frown. Now name your weapon, so I can get it finished.

Neleh thought for a minute. Tuli - Little Flame.

Matters more or less handled the sisters started their travel towards the elven capital. Neleh was wondering what fate had in mind for her this time. She wasnt sure whether Michaels visit had made things easier or harder.