Everything that had just happened a moment ago still felt so surreal to him. No matter how much he questioned himself, wondering if it indeed happened, the answer was still the same. The fact that he came rushing into his room to hide like some kid proved just how real it was.
So... Reas really...
Like him?
At that thought, he felt his whole face burning. Metaphorically, of course. But considering how hot it was, it might as well be really on fire. It's all Reas' fault for throwing him such a curveball.
He thought that he would just spend today leisurely with the other. Eating and sharing stories about the things that happened to them in the time they hadn't seen each other.
That's why he chose this villa, instead of his apartment suite at the city center. Here, they could relax while looking outside the wide windows and just appreciating nature.
But now, because of that sudden confession, there's no relaxing happening today for sure. How could he even think of relaxing when his heart was still beating like it's being chased by a psycho murderer?
Lauren groaned in frustration and just buried his face on the pillows once again. Maybe he should have just let Chris stay. Then none of this would have happened. And he would still have his relaxing day.
But did he really want that? Did he truly wish that today's events would vanish into oblivion? After a quick introspection, the answer was a hard 'no'.
Although he was flustered by the sudden confession, he didn't feel bad about it. In fact, he felt unprecedented... excitement. His mind raced, and he couldn't help but replay the moment over and over.
Before he knew it, he was already standing just a few steps away from Reas.
The other must have already heard his footsteps, because he said without looking back;
"Have you calmed down? Perfect timing. I'm nearly finished cooking."
Hearing Reas' calm tone irritated Lauren. His calmness returned once again. He didn't respond to the other and just sat down on one of the bar stools. Then he waited until Reas finished cooking.
He didn't have to wait long and after just a few minutes, Reas had turned off the stove and turned around. Now the two of them were facing each other.
Reas seemed to read something in his expression, because he asked, "Do you have any questions for me?"
"I do, in fact."
Reas removed the apron he's wearing and walked forward to sit beside Lauren. "Then I'll try my best to answer it."
Lauren tried his best not to lean back. It would be too embarrassing if he ended up falling from his seat after he set such a serious atmosphere. He cleared his throat and looked at the other.
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"You mentioned your feelings are halfway there, suggesting they're not fully developed yet. What would you do if that's the extent of your feelings for me? And what if I end up falling for you much more deeply than you do for me? That's what I wanted to know. Please give me an honest response."