Chapter 35：

The irony in Fang Ru's words was too obvious, not only Ning Yuheng, but also Meng Xing and Qian Jianghuai were stunned.

"Fang Ru, you..." Ning Yuheng didn't know why Fang Ru treated her like this all of a sudden.

Fang Ru had to pinch her palm tightly with her nails to control herself and not to speak ill of Ning Yuheng. There are still Meng Xing and Qian Jianghuai here, she can't reveal the fact of her rebirth.

Fang Ru closed her eyes, and opened them after a while? Looking at Qian Jianghuai: "Master, I'm sorry! I feel a little uncomfortable!"

"Then you have a good rest!" Although Qian Jianghuai has a straightforward temper, he can see that Fang Ru's state is obviously not right, so he can only comfort him, "Don't think too much, come to Master if you have anything to do."

Fang Ru nodded: "Thank you, Master."

Meng Xing looked at Fang Ru worriedly, "Are you okay?"

Fang Ru shook her head: "It's okay, I'll take a rest, don't worry!"

Ning Yuheng also wanted to care about Fang Ru, but Fang Ru didn't even look at him. Ning Yuheng had no choice but to leave with Meng Xing and Qian Jianghuai.

When going to bed at night, Fang Ru dreamed that she returned to her previous life and returned to the Ning family.

On Ning Yuheng's birthday, she specially asked Ning's mother for advice, and cooked a table of Ning Yuheng's favorite dishes, waiting to give him a surprise when she came back.

The two have been married for nine years, no matter how much Ning Yuheng has resentment towards her, after all these years, it should be gone!

However, she waited and waited until it was dark and the dishes were cold, but Ning Yuheng did not come back.

Even Mother Ning couldn't stand it anymore, so she told her not to wait. However, Fang Ru waited stubbornly, she wanted to ask for a result, she was too tired. The door rang, Ning Yuheng finally came back

He drank so drunk that he was still chanting Liu Rong's name. Fang Ru's heart, at that moment, completely cooled down!

It turned out that Ning Yuheng had been thinking of Liu Rong all the time, he only had Liu Rong in his heart, and the only wife he wanted was Liu Rong.

All her efforts were in vain. Maybe in Ning Yuheng's eyes, she was just a ridiculously pitiful woman.

That night, Fang Ru let Ning Yuheng get drunk on the bed alone. And she herself ate the cold dishes on the table, mixed with hot tears, and ate them bite by bite until she couldn't eat any more!

Her body, every organ, and every pore revealed a chilling despair.

In the darkness, Fang Ru suddenly sat up, panting heavily, and after she got used to the surrounding environment, she realized that she was at the educated youth spot, not Ning's house.

Everything just now was just a dream. Fang Ru looked out the window, but it was still pitch black outside. Just having that dream, Fang Ru could no longer fall asleep.

In the next bed, Wei Huan was fast asleep. Fang Ru lay on the bed until it was almost dawn before falling asleep in a daze.

When Wei Huan got up, he saw that Fang Ru was still sleeping, so he didn't call her. Yesterday, Fang Ru's hand was injured, and she couldn't go to work, so let her sleep for a while.

When Fang Ru woke up, there was no one in the educated youth spot. Fang Ru was not in a hurry, and slowly got dressed, washed up, and was about to go to the courtyard of the educated youth spot to bask in the sun, so as to dispel the chill brought about by that dream last night.

However, as soon as she walked out the door, she saw Ning Yuheng.

Ning Yuheng turned pale, looked at Fang Ru and said, "Fang Ru, can we talk?"

Fang Ru raised her eyebrows, squinted at Ning Yuheng, and said with a sneer, "Talk? What do you want to talk to me about? Is it about our husband and wife, but we are more indifferent than strangers, or about you Like Liu Rong, but you still drag me and refuse to divorce to cover up your despicable behavior?"

Ning Yuheng's body froze, his eyes fixed on Fang Ru. His neck seemed to be strangled by something, and it became difficult to breathe.

He always thought that it was his own rebirth that caused the difference between this world and the previous life.

Now it seems that he is self-righteous. It turns out that Fang Ru is just like him. No wonder Fang Ru is so indifferent to him, no matter what he does, Fang Ru will always get only the word disgust.

"You, Aru, I'm sorry!" When Ning Yuheng spoke, she realized how hoarse her voice was, "I'm sorry, Aru!"

Apart from this sentence, he didn't know what to say to Fang Ru. After knowing that Fang Ru was reborn, all of Ning Yuheng's hopes were shattered.

"Don't call me Aru, you don't deserve it!" Fang Ru slapped Ning Yuheng on the face, "I'm sorry, can a word of sorry erase your mistakes?"

"Do you know how I got here in those years? You know that I was accused of doing too many immoral things in person, and I was punished, so I couldn't have children, that kind of humiliation as if I was stripped naked in public Is it? At that moment, I wanted to bump my head to death. Now you say sorry to me, what qualifications do you have to say sorry?"

"Ah, Fang Ru! I'm sorry, I caused you so much harm in my previous life. I was wrong, I was wrong, Fang Ru, I regret it, I regret it, but it's too late, but it's too late, isn't it? ? It's too late!" Ning Yuheng's tears flowed down.

"Regret?" Fang Ru raised her head and blinked her eyes, not wanting to let herself cry in front of Ning Yuheng, "What right do you have to regret? Why do you regret it? What did you want to do when you approached me before? You still want me to marry you?" Give you?"

"Ning Yuheng, you thought you were reborn. I didn't know it. Everything in the past can be treated as if it didn't happen? What face do you have?"

"Do you know how it feels every time I hold my heart, but you crush it under your feet? You know that every time I raise my smile, what I always get is your cynicism and the pain in my heart? You know I pay time and time again, and what I get in return is always your cold violence, that kind of frustration?"

"Ning Yuheng, my pride, my self-esteem, and even my personality have been trampled under your feet. It was you who made me lose confidence in myself, made me feel like a worthless person, and made me feel A woman like me deserves to live in pain and be despised for a lifetime!"

"My world has no color, only black and white, my life has no hope. My disease can be cured, but I am too tired, I can't live anymore, I can't live anymore , do you know? I was forced to death by you, by you, Ning Yuheng!"

Fang Ru paused, and wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes with her hands: "Probably you will never realize how heavy the word heart is like ashes?"

"Ning Yuheng, my self-esteem and self-confidence have been trampled under your feet, crushed bit by bit by you, and I can't get it back now. Now I have lost even the ability to like someone, because I don't think I am worthy. And it's all because of you!"

"Now that you regret it once, and want to start over, you want to erase everything in the past. What do you have?"

Fang Ru questioned one sentence after another, making Ning Yuheng's face turn paler and paler, and his whole heart was pulled.

"Stop it, Fang Ru, stop it, I beg you, stop it!" Ning Yuheng knelt down and covered his face. Fang Ru's every word is like holding a knife, and it's lingering in his heart.

He knew that he had hurt Fang Ru, but he didn't know that he hurt her so badly.

"Don't say it? Why don't I say it? You can't stand it just by listening to it. What about me? I have lived like this for ten years, ten years! How did I get here, do you know?"

Thinking of those ten years, Fang Ru also shed tears.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry!" Ning Yuheng squatted on the ground, she didn't know what to say other than sorry. He knew that he owed Fang Ru too much.

Originally, he thought that he could marry Fang Ru in this life and treat her well so as to make up for the mistakes he made in his previous life. Who knew that Fang Ru was also reborn.

"Sorry? Haha, I need your sorry? I want you to never appear in front of my eyes. Get out, get out!" Fang Ru roared angrily.

"I'm going, I'm going, don't be angry!" Aru, don't be angry! I know I'm wrong, I really know I'm wrong. It's just this mistake, and there is no chance to correct it.

At the corner of the wall, Qi Han froze. The pastry in his hand fell to the ground and rolled to the ground.

His hand was digging on the wall, and he just scratched a mark on the solid wall.

Qi Han limped away, ignoring the cakes that fell on the ground.

From now on, he doesn't have to come again!

Just hearing Fang Ru shouting at Ning Yuheng, why does his heart feel a little pain.

After Ning Yuheng left, Fang Ru sat down on the threshold, covered her face, and let the tears of sadness climb on her face, as if she wanted to cry out all the grievances she suffered in her previous life.

I don't know how long it took, but Fang Ru's head was a little dazed from crying, and she raised her head, only to see Meng Xing standing in front of her.

"Wipe it!" Meng Xing handed Fang Ru a handkerchief.

"Why are you back?" Fang Ru stared at her swollen eyes, sniffed, and took the handkerchief.

"I came back to get some things, and saw you sitting here crying, what happened?" Meng Xing looked at Fang Ru's red and swollen eyes, and there was an unconcealable distress deep in them.

"If there is something sad, don't hold it in your heart. It's no big deal, everything will pass."

Fang Ru pulled a smile from the corner of her mouth: "It's nothing, I'm just homesick, and my hand was injured, I couldn't help it for a while, so I cried."

Meng Xing didn't expose Fang Ru's lie, and said softly, "Go in and wash your face, rest for a while, if you need anything, you can come to me."

Fang Ru nodded. She didn't sleep well last night, and now she cried so much for a while, her head hurt a little: "Then I went in, didn't you say you want to come back to get things? Hurry up and get them, don't Because I was late."

"It's okay, I'll watch you go in before leaving." Meng Xing stretched out his hand to help Fang Ru tuck a strand of hair that fell out behind his head, and touched her cheek lightly with his fingers, as if with a trace of pity.

Ning Yuheng returned to the room in a daze, and lay down on the bed, without any more strength. The journey back seemed to have taken all of his life's strength.

Fang Ru's words were still echoing in his ears, each and every sound, as if he was sentencing him.

After Ning Yuheng was reborn, she thought about all kinds of situations between herself and Fang Ru, but she never thought that Fang Ru would also be reborn.

In fact, it's not that I didn't think about it, but I didn't dare to think about it. Is there really no doubt? No, it's just self-deception.

As long as Fang Ru is not reborn, he still has a chance.

However, sometimes it is like this, the more you don't want something to happen, the more it will happen.

Thinking of what Fang Ru said about her pain and his despair, Ning Yuheng can empathize with her at this moment. Because at this moment, he is equally painful and desperate.

He curled up his whole body, but he still couldn't stop the tearing pain deep in his heart.

In his previous life, after the two got married, he actually began to accept Fang Ru slowly. It's a pity that Liu Rong always said bad things about Fang Ru without a trace, and he trusted Liu Rong at that time, so naturally Liu Rong said what she said.

Therefore, even though he was ready to live a good life with Fang Ru in his heart, he was still angry.

It wasn't until the ninth year of their marriage, on his birthday, that he accidentally learned that everything between him and Fang Ru was calculated by Liu Rong, and he realized that he had made a big mistake.

That day, he didn't dare to go back to see Fang Ru, he got himself very drunk, he hoped that the wine would strengthen his courage and confide his thoughts to Fang Ru. Unexpectedly, I drank too much, and I was completely drunk.

After waking up the next day, Fang Ru's attitude changed. Even if he showed his affection carefully, Fang Ru only had one attitude, asking for a divorce.

How could he leave? He knew he had done something wrong, but he could change it, couldn't he?

However, Fang Ru had to ask him for a divorce every time he went back. Gradually, he became afraid to go back, he was afraid of the two words that Fang Ru put out of his mouth.

Who would have thought that this hesitation would push Fang Ru into a desperate situation. If he had known earlier, he would never have dragged Fang Ru along. Even after the divorce, it would be fine to chase her back.

But in this world, where would one have known earlier? If I had known earlier, he wouldn't have done that to Fang Ru.

After Qi Han returned home, he locked himself up. Mother Qi looked at the closed door and sighed deeply, her eyes were sad.

Ever since the eldest son became lame, he has become gloomy. During this period of time, he was trying to make pastries by himself and deliver them to the educated youths. She thought he had finally figured it out, but she didn't expect it to be like this again today.

In the room, Qi Han was lying on the bed, Fang Ru's questioning of Ning Yuheng echoed in his mind. His palms rested on top of his eyelids, covering the shadows under his eyes.

Since Fang Ru was born again, Fang Ru did not save him that time on the mountain, it must have been intentional!

The Fang Ru in the dream is gentle and kind. Such a Fang Ru is absolutely impossible to watch a person lying on the ground injured and ignore him.

Fang Ru, because of the things in her previous life, she was resentful in her heart, so she let the injured him lie on the ground.

He once complained about Fang Ru's indifference, but now that he thought about it, how could he have the face to blame Fang Ru?

Isn't he asking for everything? The mistakes of the previous life will be borne in this life. Qi Han looked at his limping left foot and smiled lowly. This is really retribution, retribution!

But can all this be blamed on him? If it wasn't for Liu Rong's deliberate calculations, how could he have misunderstood his benefactor?

Liu Rong, Liu Rong, I made a mistake, and I got retribution! You should also take responsibility for your mistakes!

Since Fang Ru confessed to Ning Yuheng, she never saw Ning Yuheng again. This is also very good, after knowing that Ning Yuheng is also reborn, she can no longer treat him as a stranger.

On this day, Fang Ru was sorting out the data recorded by her master Qian Jianghuai, when Zhou Qiang came to the door.

"Fang Ru, go and see Ning Yuheng. He's been burning for several days. No matter how much you persuade him, he won't take medicine. If this continues, he will die."

"He keeps chanting your name. Go and persuade him, maybe he will take medicine."

"I won't go. I don't care about his own body. I have no obligation to see him." Fang Ru didn't even lift her head, and recorded a piece of data in her notebook.

"Fang Ru, you can't be so ruthless. Anyway, Ning Yuheng still likes you, and we are an educated youth from an educated youth class. Now he is sick and refuses to take medicine. Can't you persuade him?"

"It's not that I made him like it. What obligation do I have to see him?" Fang Ru couldn't help sneering when she heard this.

"I'm not joking with you. If he continues to burn like this, he will really die. Since last night, he has already started talking nonsense. What about past and present lives, what I'm sorry for you and so on."

Fang Ru didn't intend to go, but after hearing what Zhou Qiang said later, she put down the pen in her hand and stood up: "Let me go and take a look with you, is it really as serious as you said?"

"Whether I lied to you or not, you will know when you go to the place."

Fang Ru didn't speak any more, but her heart was full of impatience. When I arrived at Ning Yuheng's room, I heard that Ning Yuheng was still talking nonsense.

"Aru, Aru, I was wrong, let's start over..."

Fang Ru frowned and walked forward. Ning Yuheng's face was flushed red, and he let go and turned to Zhou Qiang and said, "Go get some water and wet the towel to cool him down."

After Zhou Qiang went out, Fang Ru walked up to Ning Yuheng and asked, "Ning Yuheng, can you hear me?"

Ning Yuheng, who was still talking nonsense, seemed to have really heard Fang Ru's words, and gradually calmed down.

Seeing him like this, Fang Ru said, "If you can hear me, treat your illness well. You haven't paid back what you owed me in your previous life, how long do you want to owe?"

Ning Yuheng was completely quiet. It was Zhou Qiang who came in with a basin. Fang Ru said to him, "Take good care of him, he should be able to take the medicine."

After Fang Ru finished speaking, she turned and left.

Zhou Qiang was a little dubious, but Fang Ru had already been here, and he had no reason to keep Fang Ru.

After lowering Ning Yuheng's temperature, Zhou Qiang took medicine to feed Ning Yuheng, and sure enough, he fed it in. Zhou Qiang breathed a sigh of relief, and he was willing to take the medicine.

After ten o'clock in the evening, Ning Yuheng finally woke up. He looked at Zhou Qiang and asked, "Has Fang Ru been here?"

Just asking this question, Ning Yuheng himself has no idea. Fang Ru hated him so much, probably if he really died, Fang Ru wouldn't come to see him.

What he dreamed in his dream should only be his own fantasy.

"It's been a while." Zhou Qiang said.

Zhou Qiang's words lifted Ning Yuheng's spirit: "Have you really been here?"

"What did I lie to you for? I went to call her." Zhou Qiang sighed, "You said you did it for a woman, too."

"Then Fang Ru already has a date, so just forget about her. Based on your conditions, what kind of girl do you want to find, but you can't find it, and you have to climb a tree?"

Moreover, in his opinion, Fang Ru didn't have Ning Yuheng in his heart. Even this time she came here because he forced her.

Ning Yuheng didn't reply to Zhou Qiang's words, and his attention was all on the news that Fang Ruken was coming.

Fang Ru willing to come, does it mean that she might forgive him? Ning Yuheng knew it was impossible to be husband and wife with Fang Ru again.

Now, Ning Yuheng knew why God made her reborn. Probably to atone for Fang Ru, he owed Fang Ru too much, so he could only spend the rest of his life to repay her bit by bit.

A few days later, Ning Yuheng recovered from his illness. When he saw Fang Ru in the courtyard of the educated youth spot, he thought about it, and went forward to thank Fang Ru.

"You don't have to thank me. You talk nonsense when you have a fever. I was afraid of being heard by someone with a heart, so I had to go to your room to see. I didn't really want to help you." Fang Ru's voice was cold, without the slightest emotion .

Ning Yuheng smiled wryly: "No matter what, thank you."

At this time, Qi Han invited Liu Rong to the Red Stream again. Unlike the last refusal, this time Liu Rong agreed.

"You invited me here, what do you want to say?"

Qi Han smiled: "I was here last time, did it scare you?"

"It's really scary." Liu Rong can still feel the feeling of snakes wriggling on her skin.

"I was wrong last time, but you also lied to me, right? How can a person be a person in a book?"

"Who made you so scary last time? I was scared for a moment, so I made up a lie." Liu Rong rolled her eyes and said.

"Oh, I was lame during that time, I was in a bad mood, and I did a lot of wrong things. I hope you can forgive me." Qi Han's attitude was sincere, as if he really admitted his mistakes.

"Actually, I did that because of you. But I'm still wondering, how do you know Ning Yuheng's family background?"

"I really heard it by accident. There is no need for me to lie to you about this, right?"

"That's right, I was thinking too much." Qi Han smiled self-deprecatingly, "Now you must hate me very much, right?"

Liu Rong lowered her head: "Actually not, as long as you don't scare me like that time, I don't hate you either."

If her face hadn't been ruined, if Liu Jian hadn't hit her, Liu Rong wouldn't have been so kind to Qi Han.

But now, she urgently needs to leave the Liu family and Liu Jian. And Qi Han is the best choice she can find now.

Seeing Liu Rong's appearance, Qi Han smiled inwardly.

After that, Qi Han made an appointment with Liu Rong several times. Finally, one month later, Qi Han went to the Liu family to propose marriage again, and the Liu family agreed.

This news shocked the entire Shuangxi Village. How much did Qi Han like Liu Rong, so that he could come to propose marriage after being rejected by Liu Rong and after Liu Rong's reputation and appearance were all ruined?

Especially after Liu Jian failed to become the captain of the militia, those who originally intended to marry the Liu family all died down. At this time, Qi Han actually proposed marriage to Liu Rong, which can no longer be described as liking.

For a while, the girls in Shuangxi Village all envied Liu Rong. Although Qi Han is lame now, he was once the object they wanted to marry, and he was so affectionate and dedicated to Liu Rong.