Chapter 45：

Fang Ru sneered: "What else can I mean? Didn't Meng Xing already make the decision for me? Didn't he tell me to find another man?"

"No..." Wang Hao wanted to say something, but Fang Ru turned and left without giving him a chance to speak.

Wang Hao lowered his head dejectedly, he originally wanted to help Brother Meng Xing. But now, he seems to have screwed things up.

At night, Wang Hao hesitated, but finally told Meng Xing what happened during the day.

After Meng Xing heard this, he didn't speak for a while. After a long time, he let out a long breath: "That's fine."

Fang Ru has a grudge against him, and after a long time, he will gradually forget him. At that time, there will be a better man than him to take care of her.

Rationally, Meng Xing knew that what he did was right.

But as soon as he thinks of Fang Ru standing next to other men, her smile, her tenderness, and her beauty are only given to another man, Meng Xing feels as if someone is holding a knife and slowly cutting him. My heart is very uncomfortable.

At this moment, Meng Xing wanted to throw away his rationality, rush to Fang Ru, and ask her for an answer.

If Fang Ru was willing to wait for him, he would desperately come back to see her.

When Meng Xing came back to his senses, he found himself standing at Fang Ru's door. He suddenly woke up, what was he doing?

Just when Meng Xing was about to leave, the door opened and Fang Ru walked out.

Seeing Meng Xing outside the door, Fang Ru sneered: "Why are you here? Aren't you great? Aren't you selfless? Now, what are you standing at my door?"

"Since you want to break it, break it cleanly. Don't be a mother-in-law. You don't look like a man. Don't worry, without you, I will find him soon."

Hearing Fang Ru's words, the string called reason in Meng Xing's mind broke suddenly.

To get rid of his reason, he stretched out his hand to hold Fang Ru, his eyes were burning: "If I come back safely, can you promise me..."

"No, you are so noble and self-sacrificing, what do you want me to promise you?" Fang Ru wanted to shake off Meng Xing's hand, but Meng Xing was not willing to let go.

"Let go!" Fang Ru shouted in a low voice.

"Don't let go, Aru, I was wrong, can you not be angry with me?" Meng Xing apologized in a low voice.

"What's wrong with you? It's me who is wrong! I'm stupid. I thought you could treat me wholeheartedly, but I didn't expect that to you, I'm just dispensable. Let me go." Fang Ru shook her hard. He opened Meng Xing's hand and said angrily.

"Aru, I really know I was wrong. You are not dispensable. You are the girl I like the most and the treasure I want to hold in my palm. Without you, my life is meaningless." Meng Xing At this moment, he regretted so much, what exactly went into his mind at that time?

"I promise you that there will be no next time. I will discuss everything with you in the future and never make my own decisions. Can you forgive me this time?"

When Fang Ru heard this, she raised her eyelids and squinted at Meng Xing: "Do you really know what's wrong? There's no next time?"

"I really know I was wrong." Meng Xing raised his hand to promise.

Fang Ru asked again: "You can discuss anything with me, don't you make up your own mind?"

"Yes, I will discuss everything with you and never make up my own mind." Meng Xing reassured.

Fang Ru pulled out her hand and pointed at Meng Xing's chest with her finger: "I tell you, this time I saw that you came forward to admit your mistake and made a promise, so I will forgive you once. If there is another time... "

"There will be no next time." Meng Xing said quickly, one time was enough for him to suffer. If he likes her so much, he must have lost his mind to think that way.

How could he be willing to push her away? He was afraid that he would not be able to take care of her anymore.

Fang Ru glared at Meng Xing: "Come in with me."

Meng Xing followed Fang Ru obediently, like a dog that has made a mistake.

Wei Huan was in the room. When he saw Meng Xing and Fang Ru coming in, he said hello and left with winking eyes. It was just that when passing by the two of them, he gave them a strange look.

Outside, Wang Hao, who was hiding aside, saw Wei Huan coming out, and quickly called her over: "What's going on inside?"

As soon as Meng Xing went out just now, he followed. Meng Xing himself was in a trance, and didn't notice that he was behind.

However, he didn't dare to get too close, for fear of being noticed by Meng Xing. Therefore, he didn't hear what Fang Ru and Meng Xing said.

"I don't know either. When they entered, Meng Xing looked guilty, and Aru still had residual anger on his face. I don't know how Meng Xing offended Aru." Wei Huan was also a little puzzled. But never before.

When Wang Hao heard this, he felt guilty, he messed up this matter. However, he can't go in for a while. If Brother Meng Xing came out after a while and Fang Ru didn't forgive Meng Xing, then he would go in and apologize to Fang Ru. It was because he didn't speak clearly that Fang Ru misunderstood Brother Meng Xing.

In the room, Fang Ru did an astonishing act that she had never done before. She grabbed the soft flesh around Meng Xing's waist: "You want to push me to someone else? What do you think of me?"

Meng Xing didn't expect that Fang Ru, who usually looked gentle, had such a side.

Fang Ru's pinch was not big, she only grabbed a little bit of flesh, twisted it counterclockwise, even Meng Xing could feel the pain in her waist.

Although this pain was nothing to Meng Xing, he still took a breath cooperatively and shouted repeatedly: "It hurts, it hurts, take it easy, I know I was wrong, please forgive me."

Fang Ru pinched the meat and twisted it again: "It's good to be in pain, and you can remember in pain. Next time you dare to do such a thing, you can see if I will spare you."

"I really know I'm wrong. If you don't feel relieved, why don't you twist it a few more times?" Meng Xing said with a shy face.

Fang Ru snorted, and pushed his face away with his hands: "I still feel that my hand hurts when I hold you. Next time, if you dare to do this again, make up your own mind and don't ask my opinion. I will, I will never talk to you again." !"

"Don't dare anymore." Meng Xing had a flattering smile on his face, one time was enough, and he couldn't stand it again.

"Hmph, I'll just trust you this time."

Fang Ru turned around, took out a few bottles and jars from the drawer, and put them on the table: "During the day, I heard from Wang Hao that the place you went might be dangerous, so I asked my master for some medicine. Take it, it will come in handy at critical times.”

After Fang Ru finished speaking, she turned her face to the side, and she was still a little angry that Meng Xing had thought of giving up on her, even though his starting point was for her.

Looking at those small bottles, Meng Xing was both surprised and moved: "Aru, you are so kind to me."

He thought Fang Ru was really angry, but he didn't expect that she still missed him and even went to get these medicines for him.

Fang Ru hummed when she heard this.

Meng Xing stepped forward and grabbed her hand: "Aru, I really know I was wrong. I will never have that kind of thought again, don't worry, no matter how dangerous it is, I will definitely come back alive to see you."

Fang Ru was still angry at first, but after hearing this sentence, she couldn't care less about getting angry. In fact, if it was her, knowing that she might die, she would probably do the same thing as Meng Xing.

Because I like it, I always put the interests of the other party above my own. This is why Fang Ru forgave Meng Xing so quickly.

"I don't know what you are doing there, but what you do, you must remember that I am still waiting for you to come back."

"Okay." Meng Xing hesitated, stretched out his hand and hugged Fang Ru into his arms.

Fang Ru was a little uncomfortable, the temperature on her face was very hot: "Let go of me, what do you look like for others to see?"

"There's no one else here, and we're about to separate, can I hug you even if I want?" After the crisis was resolved, Meng Xing began to sell miserably for his own benefit.

Hearing what Meng Xing said, Fang Ru's heart softened, and she nestled tenderly in Meng Xing's arms.

"I wanted to find a better time to have a formal talk with you about the two of us. Who knew you would cause such a thing to me. Do you know that when I heard Wang Hao say this afternoon, I I really thought you were going to give up." Fang Ru's voice was choked with sobs.

"I'm sorry." Meng Xing lightly pressed his lips on Fang Ru's hair, "I was wrong, Aru, are you really ready now and decide to stay with me?"

Fang Ru could feel the warm breath spraying on her head, bringing up a small stream of thin electric current, which spread directly from behind her ears to the bottom of her heart. Her whole body froze because of his ambiguous actions.

And Meng Xing's straightforward question made Fang Ru even more at a loss. However, Meng Xing was about to leave, Fang Ru had no choice but to let go of her reserve, and hummed lightly.

Hearing Fang Ru's response, Meng Xing smiled: "Aru, don't blame me for being selfish. Since you have promised me, even if you go back on your word in the future, I will never let you go again, unless I die."

"Don't talk nonsense, it's unlucky." Fang Ru gently covered Meng Xing's mouth, "Since I promised you, I naturally want to be with you forever."

"Well, we've been together." Forever!

Fang Ru didn't speak, she leaned her head lightly on Meng Xing's chest, the corners of her mouth slightly raised. This time, she and Meng Xing fell in love with each other, so she probably won't repeat the ending of her previous life again.

"when are you leaving?"

"I'm leaving in two days." Meng Xing was a little reluctant. He and Fang Ru had just expressed their feelings for each other. Before they could get along well, they were about to separate. Meng Xing couldn't help but hug Fang Ru tighter.

"Aru, when I come back, I'll go to your house to propose marriage, okay?"

"Yeah." Fang Ru nodded gently in Meng Xing's arms.

Meng Xing seemed to remember something, let Fang Ru go, took a small gourd-shaped jade pendant from his neck, and put it on Fang Ru's neck, the jade pendant was still wet with his body temperature.

"This is something my mother gave me when I was a child, and now I will give it to you." Meng Xing explained.

Fang Ru touched the warm jade gourd, but her eyes gradually became moist.

It turns out that being with the person you like is really different. He will think about it all the time, and will give you what he thinks is precious.

Fang Ru knew that Meng Xing had been thinking about his dead mother, and this jade gourd must be very important to him.

"I will definitely keep it safe and not let it suffer any loss." Fang Ru promised Meng Xing holding the jade gourd.

Meng Xing stroked Fang Ru's soft hair: "Silly girl, that thing is a dead thing. My most precious thing now is you. When I'm not by your side, you must take good care of yourself."

"Well, you must also pay attention to safety."

Looking at the jade gourd in his hand, Fang Ru suddenly thought that this should be a token of love. She was a little frustrated: "You gave me such a precious thing, but I have nothing to return to you."

"Who said no? Aren't those medicines the best gift you gave me?" Meng Xing chuckled.

"Then how can it be counted?" Fang Ru retorted, thinking that Meng Xing would leave in two days, so she simply knitted a bracelet for him that meant peace and gave it to him.

"I have to go back." Meng Xing stroked Fang Ru's hair. Although the two were in a romantic relationship, they were not married after all. A man and a woman stayed in the house for a long time, and if they were found out, the other party did not like it.

Fang Ru has just tasted the taste of love for the first time, and she just feels that every minute and every second with her lover is so beautiful. Meng Xing is about to leave, and she feels a little bit sad.

Meng Xing was also reluctant, but there was no other way, he rubbed Fang Ru's hair again: "Why don't you go out for a walk?"

"Okay." Fang Ru nodded.

"Wear a coat, it's still a bit cold at night." Meng Xing reminded.

Seeing the two people coming out, Wang Hao quickly dragged Wei Huan to the side, watching the figures of the two slowly go away, Wang Hao nodded Wei Huan's arm: "The two of them are reconciled, right?"

Wei Huan gave Wang Hao a white look: "Aren't you asking knowingly? Can two people who don't get along go out together?"

Wang Hao chuckled: "I just want to make sure."

It's good to reconcile, he is finally worthy of brother Meng Xing, he is really afraid that things will be ruined by himself, Wang Hao breathed a sigh of relief.

Fang Ru looked at the hand held by Meng Xing, and struggled a little, but Meng Xing did not let go.

Fang Ru felt a little strange, it's not that she never took a walk with Meng Xing in the dark before, but now the feeling is completely different.

It seemed that after the relationship was established, even the atmosphere became ambiguous. When Meng Xing held her hand, Fang Ru could even hear her own heartbeat.

She glanced at Meng Xing quietly, and Meng Xing's expression was normal, as if holding her hand was a very common thing.

She couldn't help pulling her hand out again, this time Meng Xing stopped: "Don't move around."

Fang Ru moved her mouth, why did she move indiscriminately. However, she still let Meng wake up.

Fang Ru didn't notice that Meng Xing, who was standing in front of her, breathed a sigh of relief, with the corners of his mouth slightly raised.

Before Meng Xing sent Fang Ru back to the dormitory, he held her hand and said, "Although I don't want to say this, but in case I..."

Fang Ru glared at Meng Xing: "It's nothing in case, if you come back safely, I will wait for you, and keep waiting."

"You—" Meng Xing wanted to say that you don't want to do this, but he couldn't say it out, Fang Ru is actually a bit of a fool, and it's good to put his heart and soul into the people she looks for, such as Wei Huan, such as himself.

"Okay." The final words turned into a promise, for the sake of this silly girl, he will work hard to come back alive.

After Fang Ru returned to the house, Wei Huan looked at her with bright eyes: "What's going on with you and Meng Xing?"

"It's nothing, I made some things clear." Fang Ru said, "Meng Xing, he is leaving in two days."

"Back to the city?" Wei Huan asked, but as soon as she finished asking, she felt something was wrong. If Meng Xing went back to the city, it would not be difficult to bring Fang Ru back to the city given his family background.

Fang Ru picked up what he could say, and Wei Huan fell into deep thought after hearing this: "Then what will you two do in the future?"

Now that they are together, they live in two places, that's fine, but Fang Ru said that Meng Xing's life is in danger.

"I'll wait for him." Fang Ru's eyes were firm. This was her decision. She didn't regret it. The only thing she regretted was that she spoke too late and wasted so much time together.

Wei Huan opened his mouth, but said nothing. She knows Fang Ru too well. This girl looks easy to talk, but she is actually very stubborn. Besides, she made such a decision because she put Meng Xing in the bottom of her heart.

Wei Huan could only pray that Meng Xing would come back safely, otherwise what would Fang Ru do.

Fang Ru thought about Meng Xing's words, and listened to him, he was going to the south. Fang Ru frowned, did any dangerous things happen in the south in the past two years?

Suddenly, Fang Ru paused, and she remembered the war in her previous life. She remembered that Qi Han stood out in that war, step by step to the later position.

Fang Ru's face turned pale, she still remembered the cruelty of that war. If Meng Xing was going there, it would be understandable why he said that he might not be able to come back.

Fang Ru couldn't sit still anymore, she stood up and went to find Meng Xing.

"Where are you going?" Wei Huan asked strangely.

"I have something to go to Meng Xing." Fang Ru left a word and hurried outside.

Meng Xing looked at Fang Ru who was panting, and asked, "What's wrong?"

Fang Ru pulled Meng Xing aside and looked around.

"No one, if you have something to say, just say it." Meng Xing said.

Fang Ru knew Meng Xing's hearing ability, so she said softly, "I know your mission needs to be kept secret, but I have a question, you have to answer me, are you going here?" Fang Ru held Meng Xing's hand Hand, wrote a word in the palm of his hand.

Meng Xing shook his head slowly: "No, but I guess that should be the final destination." That's why he was worried about what Fang Ru would do after he left.

"I see, you go back, I'll see you tomorrow." Fang Ru pushed Meng Xing, motioning him to go back to the room.

Meng Xing entered the room thoughtfully, but Fang Ru turned and walked towards Ning Yuheng's room. She didn't know much about that war, and what she knew was only from newspapers, which didn't help Meng Xing much.

But Ning Yuheng was different. Because of Liu Rong's relationship in his previous life, he and Qi Han had a fairly close relationship. She remembered that Qi Han was also seriously injured in that war, and Ning Yuheng was his attending doctor at that time.

About that war, Ning Yuheng must know much more than her.

After Ning Yuheng knew Fang Ru's purpose, she immediately guessed that Meng Xing was going to the battlefield.

"If he's on the battlefield..."

Before Ning Yuheng finished speaking, Fang Ru interrupted him: "Nothing will happen to him, Ning Yuheng, I'm here for help, I hope you don't discuss irrelevant matters."

Ning Yuheng smiled wryly, Fang Ru defended Meng Xing so much, he couldn't even say a word?

But since Fang Ru wanted to know the news, he must help her get it. If we talk about that war, no one knows better than Qi Han who personally participated in that war.

"It's been too long, and my memory is a little fuzzy. Wait a minute, I'll sort out my thoughts and write out my memories for you."

"Aren't you lying to me?" Fang Ru was a little skeptical. After all, when he mentioned this matter just now, Ning Yuheng said that Meng Xing would have an accident.

"Am I this kind of person in your heart? Don't worry, I will definitely give you the most complete information record tomorrow." Ning Yuheng promised.

"Then, thank you. Also, I'm sorry, I shouldn't doubt you for no reason."

After Fang Ru left, Ning Yuheng got up and went to Qi's house. Qi Han hadn't slept yet. Seeing Ning Yuheng coming, he was a little surprised: "What's the matter? Come to me at this time."

Liu Rong was also surprised, is Qi Han familiar with Ning Yuheng? Ning Yuheng actually came to look for Qi Han so late.

Ning Yuheng glanced at Liu Rong, and said to Qi Han, "I have something very important to talk to you about."

Qi Han also noticed Liu Rong, and said to her, "Go to bed early, I'll be back in a while."

Ning Yuheng followed Qi Han to the next room, and was about to speak when Qi Han put his index finger between his lips and made a silent movement.

"What?" Ning Yuheng asked softly.

Qi Han quietly walked to the door, and suddenly opened the door. After all, Liu Rong was standing at the door, still keeping her listening posture.

"What are you doing here?"

"It's nothing, I just want to hear what you guys have to say. It's so mysterious that even I can't know about it?" After being caught eavesdropping, Liu Rong looked like a bachelor instead.

"Stop making trouble, and go back to the house to rest."

Liu Rong curled her lips: "It's fine if you don't listen." She turned and left, but she was still curious about how Qi Han and Meng Xing met.

After Qi Han was sure that Liu Rong had left, he turned and looked at Ning Yuheng: "Tell me, what do you want from me?"

"About that war, how much do you remember?" Ning Yuheng didn't hesitate, and directly explained his reason for coming.

Qi Han's hand paused, how much do you remember? How could he forget the war he personally experienced, every battle, every detail, he remembered clearly.

Of course, what I remember most clearly is the time when he almost lost his life.

"Why are you asking this? Someone is going to participate in that war? Meng Xing?" Qi Han guessed everything almost instantly.

Fang Ru is the only person who can make Ning Yuheng care so much and come to look for him overnight. Regarding Fang Ru, there was no one else who could participate in that war except Meng Xing.

In fact, in the previous life, if Meng Xing hadn't died, there was a high probability that he would have participated in that war. After all, with Meng Xing's family background, his grandfather would definitely let him participate.

Although war is cruel, it is also the best time to make contributions. If he hadn't been in a war the last time, he just stayed in the army, what would be the result after ten years?

"You are really generous. Then Meng Xing is your rival in love. How dare you go to such lengths to help him?"

Qi Han couldn't understand Ning Yuheng's thoughts. If it was him, he wished that Meng Xing would die and he would have hope, but Ning Yuheng decided to help Meng Xing and Fang Ru.

Ning Yuheng never competed with herself in the first life. The second life managed to marry Fang Ru, but was deceived by Liu Rong again.

In the third life, if Fang Ru hadn't been reborn, Ning Yuheng and her should be happy.

However, Fang Ru was also reborn. Qi Han felt that he was unlucky enough, but compared with Ning Yuheng, he seemed to be more balanced in his heart.

"I'm not helping him, I'm helping Fang Ru." He owed Fang Ru in his previous life, and in this life, he has already made up his mind to repay the debt.

Fang Ru likes Meng Xing and hopes that Meng Xing will come back alive, so he will help her realize this idea.

Qi Han shook his head: "I don't need to elaborate on other things. With Meng Xing's family background, the fact that his family pushed him to the battlefield shows that he is still capable. There is just one thing, you have to remind him."

As Qi Han said, he found paper and pens from the house, drew a topographic map, and made another mark: "Be careful with this marked place, I was ambushed here at the beginning and almost died. "

"Also, remember to remind him not to have any sympathy on the battlefield, even when facing unarmed women and children. They are enemies. This is very important. Those women and children will kill."

If he hadn't felt sympathy last time, thinking that those women and children were harmless, he wouldn't have suffered such serious injuries.

"I see, thank you."

Ning Yuheng carefully put the picture drawn by Qi Han in his coat pocket, went back to the room, picked up the information that Meng Xing said, and what he remembered, divided them into one, two, three, and listed them one by one. On that line of information, a mark was also specially marked.

The next day, Ning Yuheng handed the things to Fang Ru, and said: "Let Meng Xing destroy it after reading it."

Fang Ru also knew the importance of this thing, and nodded solemnly: "Thank you!"

The day before Meng Xing left, Fang Ru invited Qian Jianghuai, Wei Huan, Wang Hao and Ning Yuheng to bid Meng Xing farewell.

Fang Ru has really let go of you, Ning Yuheng, this time, Ning Yuheng has helped so much again, so he should be invited for this part.

Ning Yuheng sat at the dinner table, filled with emotion. In the first rebirth, Fang Ru invited him to dinner for the first time because of Meng Xing.

He didn't know what it was like in his heart. On the one hand, he was very happy to be able to help Fang Ru; but on the other hand, thinking that Fang Ru did all this because of Meng Xing, he felt very uncomfortable.

The night passed quickly, and Fang Ru hardly slept that night. She lay on the bed tossing and turning, thinking about what else was missing.

She read Ning Yuheng's document, but after reading it, she realized that the real war was far more cruel than imagined.

It turns out that even women and children can become tools of war. Because of this, Fang Ru asked Qian Jianghuai for a lot of medicine. On the battlefield, swords and guns have no eyes, and more medicines are always prepared.

Thinking wildly in her mind, it took some time before Fang Ru fell asleep in a daze.

However, she felt that she had only slept for a while, when the rooster outside crowed, and Fang Ru turned over quickly, alarming Wei Huan who was in the next bed.

"Dawn?" Wei Huan rubbed his eyes and asked vaguely.

"Well, you continue to sleep, I will get up and tidy up, and I will see Meng Xing off later." Fang Ru said.

"Don't sleep anymore, I'll get up too." Wei Huan followed suit.

Fang Ru went to the stove and spread out some scallion pancakes for Meng Xing, and brought them for him to eat on the way.

The scallion pancakes were half spread out, Meng Xing came in, Fang Ru turned to see him, and said, "Wait a while, I'll leave after I finish spreading these pancakes."

The time for parting finally came. Fang Ru sent Meng Xing to the entrance of the village, and handed Meng Xing the package containing the scallion pancakes: "There is a letter inside, remember to read it when no one is around, and destroy it after reading it."

"What letter?" Meng Xing took the package and asked.

"You'll know it when you go back and read it. In short, you must remember that it will be ruined after reading it. Don't let anyone see it." Fang Ru warned.

Meng Xing stretched out his right hand and shook Fang Ru's hand firmly: "I understand, don't worry. I have to go, you have to take good care of yourself, don't make me worry."

"Okay, you must also take care of yourself." Fang Ru said hoarsely.

The moment Meng Xing turned around, Fang Ru's tears fell. Although she had made sufficient preparations, the environment on the battlefield changed rapidly, and no one knew what the final outcome would be.