Chapter 302

He might have guessed that she was dreaming that he would not let her go. He wanted to hear her say it. Only when she said what was on his mind, could he help her open her heart knot.

"Do you really want to hear what I dream about?" Xia Yihan asked him coldly.

"Yes, you say so."

Xia Yihan sits up. She wants to have a good talk with him and tell him again what she thinks.

Ye Zimo also sat up, reached out and took a pillow for her, leaning against her back, afraid that she might touch the back.

He used to do this for her, every time Xia Yihan was very moved, but this time, she deliberately ignored that warm feeling.

"I dream of you and your child, song wanting. You are together. It's a wonderful scene, just like I saw in the hospital When Xia Yihan said these, he naturally thought of the scene in the hospital.

This may be a dream, but it is a real existence.

Over the past few days, that picture seems to appear in my mind every moment. Every time I think of it, her heart is very sour and she feels extremely depressed.

"I just want to go. You won't let me go. Ye Zimo, this is my dream. I even dream about this, which shows that I really can't accept that you have a child. I believe that once a child is born, he will be with his mother. Even if I am your nominal fiancee and your nominal wife, I will actually become a third party. "

Xia Yihan's expression gradually calmed down. She looked at him calmly, but firmly said: "Ye Zimo, let me go. Let me go. We don't want to go on like this. No matter what you do, you can't change my mind. Song wanting such a person, she can carry your child behind your back, she can do anything. Now that we don't have children, it's OK for her to deal with me. You think, if I have children in the future, her goal may not only be you and me, but also our children. I don't want to live in fear all day for the children. When the time comes, we will all suffer. Instead of waiting for that day to break up reluctantly, so that children do not have a complete home, it is better to separate now. I do love you, and I really can't accept the situation. "

After Xia Yihan said so much at one breath, her idea became clearer.

I have heard that love is simple and difficult to get along with. Maybe they are in such a situation now, she can't ignore those who only think about them two, you Nong me Nong go on.

"Finished?" Xia Yihan is completely silent and ye Zimo asks her.

"After that, I've made it clear. I'll listen to what you want to say." Xia Yihan said softly that she should give him a chance to say what he wanted to say to her, or she would be too inhuman.

"I did stay, my child. The child is a lifelong thing, and I have the duty to take care of him. But what you worry about will never happen. You and I all know what kind of person song wanting is. I won't give her any chance to get close to my child. You may say it's an ideal situation. She won't give up. She will make trouble. I promise you, I won't let her make trouble, and her father won't give her a chance. I will let the Song family completely destroyed, she has no ability to get close to us. I love you the most, and I will love me and your children with all my heart, if you are willing to give me such a chance. "

"If you love me, you trust me, and I'll take care of it. Xia Yihan, I want to take care of you all my life. Even if I have a child, it won't affect me to take care of you. Children don't live with us, they don't affect you. Do you believe me? "

Ye Zimo's eyes are incomparably sincere. Xia Yihan looks at her with deep affection. She wants to nod her head and continue to give her to him.

She closed her eyes, but the scene of the hospital and dream appeared in her mind.

She finally opened her eyes, which were filled with tears unconsciously, but she shook her head firmly and said in a soft voice: "I'm sorry, I can't believe you any more. If you really love me, please let go, don't force me, don't let me live so painfully. I want to start a new life, and you can start your life, and you don't have to worry about getting me back. "

He saw the look of pain on her face, and saw her contradiction and entanglement.

The mistake was committed by him. He had no right to make her suffer with him.

He deserves to be lonely forever and to see her happy forever.

He bent his lips slightly and looked into her eyes. For the last time, he asked, "are you sure you want to leave? Do you really want to give me another chance?"

If she said yes, he let go

His eyes were so expectant that Xia Yihan could hardly say a word.

She looked at him, tears falling from her eyes.

Time seems to stop at this moment, as long as she doesn't say yes, they are still lovers, or fiancee, and can hold hands for life.

Ye Zimo was almost holding the last hope to see her. After asking this sentence, he understood that he might not entangle her again, and was doomed to never look at her so close.

Since then, he has lost the qualification to take care of her.From then on, he also lost her qualification.

Her life, no longer allow his existence, they will return to each other's orbit, as they have never met before.

He will use his whole life to miss the short happy years with her.

And she, he really let go, he hoped that she would forget, can happy life.

She is the most beautiful, pure and lovely woman in the world. She suffered since childhood. She should not suffer any more. She should live a carefree life.

Two people so silent mutual gaze, Xia Yihan's tears still quietly drop by drop.

"If I said yes, would you blame me?" She finally opened her mouth and asked him like this, maybe she couldn't bear it in her heart.

How many times has she said that she loves him and that she wants him to be happy every day? This is not just saying, but she really thinks that.

She left and left him alone. Would he be happy with song wanting?

Xia Yihan knows in fact that he doesn't love song wanting. Otherwise, why should he abandon her and stay with her?

How can a man like him force himself to live with a person he doesn't love.

"Fool, how can I blame you?" Ye Zimo's voice is incomparably gentle. He reaches out his hand and gently wipes the tears on her face.

This time she did not avoid, such tenderness, she did not have a chance to experience.

"It's my fault. I shouldn't have forced you to leave." Ye Zimo said in a low voice. His words made Xia Yihan a little surprised.

"You mean, you let me go?" She asked, the leaf son Mo mouth side son curved up a wipe smile, full of helpless and sad.

"Yes, I let you go, and you will be free. No matter who you choose, Li Hetai, Hai Zhixuan, Mo Xiaojun, they are all excellent men. Any one is better than me. You're right. They don't have any other children who can love and take care of you with all their heart. "

Ye Zimo's words make Xia Yihan's heart incomparable pain, the pain is hard to control.

Tears, he wiped off, and again overflow.

She knew that he would give up and keep her locked up. She just didn't know how long he would give up.

I can't believe that he let her go so soon. This is what she has been looking forward to most in recent days.

She got what she wanted. She won. Why is she not happy at all.

On the contrary, she was so miserable, as if she had gone, and she would not even have the strength to breathe.

He never said that she was not allowed to look at other men. Now he told her personally that she could choose others in the future. He added that they were all better than him.

Ye Zimo, what kind of mood do you have to say these words? Will your heart hurt like me?

"Let me hold you again." Ye Zimo said in a hoarse voice.

"Well." Xia Yihan nodded and tears poured down like a spring.

Ye Zimo gently held her in his arms. She was in tears, but his heart was bleeding.

Hugged for a long time, Xia Yihan has no way to calm down.

Ye Zimo grabbed her shoulder, took her away a little, and looked at her gently, "don't cry, silly girl. It's all my fault. I really don't know what to do to make you happy every day

How can she not be happy? How can she be happy after her love with him?

Just like these days, ever since she knew the existence of song wanting's child, she felt miserable every minute.

Can time heal this wound?

She didn't know, and she didn't even have a little confidence in herself at this point.

Her face is still Yingying tears, ye Zimo head down to kiss her tears.

He wanted to kiss her and leave more beautiful memories of his contact with her. Xia Yihan bit his lip and tried to push him away. He didn't act because he was about to leave.

She closed her eyes in silence, and ye Zimo's kiss slipped from her small face to her lip and pressed it gently.

At that moment, Xia Yihan's heart thumping, but suffocating pain.

Ye Zimo hugged her and began to kiss her heavily. They kiss wildly with a feeling of despair. Every time they communicate with each other, they tell a kind of helplessness and reluctance.

His body reacted violently, and he wanted to have her again, but he didn't want her to feel that his love for her was due to his body.

He restrained himself, pushed her away, and said in a hoarse voice, "OK, you can sleep for a while, and you can go when you want to go after daybreak. You can stay, if you like. You can come back at any time. No matter when you come back, you are still the hostess here, the only one. "

With that, ye Zimo got out of bed, put on his slippers and opened the door to go out.

Xia Yihan didn't cry any more. She stood up and said to herself that since she had to go, she would go straight and crisp. She would not miss anything.She will start her life again, she will have her own career. Love is not the only emotion in life. She doesn't want to talk about feelings any more. It hurts people.

She will spend more time with her mother. When she has a certain strength, she can do something for more people, such as those poor orphans.

In this way, she seemed to feel better.

Ye Zimo went to the study. He sat quietly in the study and thought a lot.

Later, he picked up a pen on his computer desk and handwritten a property transfer book. He divided at least half of his private property, whether it was chattel or real estate, to Xia Yihan.

After going to work, he will ask Lin Dahui to do it.

In his mind, Xia Yihan is his wife. Even though the new marriage law does not require equal distribution of property before marriage, wealth itself is dispensable to him.

He's a man. He can start from scratch at any time. It doesn't matter if he doesn't have money.

His woman is different, after leaving him, she wants to survive, she wants to have a foothold, she needs to have strength, will not be controlled by others in the future.

Xia Yihan didn't go to bed again. She got up early and rearranged the things that had been sorted out. Finally, she took out a note paper in the drawer, copied all the phone numbers in her mobile phone and put them in a handbag. She left the phone in the drawer after turning off the phone.

After all this, she sat in bed thinking about her future.

She won't work at Fu's anymore, so she needs to find a new job. It was difficult for her to start from the beginning in other places. After all, she didn't even get her diploma because of Mo Xiaojun.

Now a little more formal companies, no education is not willing to hire.

Fortunately, she didn't get her college diploma, but she still had high school. At most, she found a place to start from scratch and take a new degree while working.

Only by constantly thinking about these things can Xia Yihan disperse his melancholy mood about leaving Ye Zimo.

She forced herself to think about something else, just thinking about it and turning it to him.

At breakfast, wine knocks on the door. At that time, Xia Yihan has finished washing and changing clothes suitable for going out.

"Yihan, did you cry? He bullied you? " Wine asked angrily.

Xia Yihan smiles and shakes his head, "no, on the contrary, he not only didn't bully me, but also promised to let me leave!"

"Really? How could he? What a disappointment! The solution should not be like this! " Wine frowned and said indignantly.

"Don't you say that, do you want me to keep going? Silly girl Xia Yihan rubbed his hair with wine.

"Oh, who really wants you to go? I just want to..." She just wants Xia Yihan to insist on this, and then the prince finds out that the person he loves is still Xia Yihan. He was willing to kill that damned child for her, and they continued to be perfectly happy together like fairy tales.

Who could have thought that that bastard would rather have Xia Yihan go than let the child go.

Too much! He also said that he would always love Xia Yihan and love a fart. It seems that men's words are really unreliable.

Why should he let go when he loves so much? He should be a rascal in the end. If he does something wrong, he should do it right again and strive for Xia Yihan's forgiveness.

"Come on, I don't think it's any use. Yihan, if you really want to go, just take me. I won't stay here. I get angry when I see that guy. "

Xia Yihan has considered not to separate from wine and wine. She is her friend, a very rare friend.

However, after repeated consideration, she still felt that she took the wine, which was really not good for the wine.

"I want to find a job myself. You can stay here. He treats the people who work for him well. You know that. If you go with me, I don't know how much hardship it will take. I don't even have a bachelor's degree. I don't know what will happen in the future. "

Although everyone around her is so strong, she doesn't want to rely on others.

Once upon a time, she was eager for self-reliance and had to go to work.

"Well, I'll follow you. Yihan, maybe we can start a business together. I'll tell you quietly that I've saved a little money. Then we'll open a small shop and make it bigger. Isn't it good? I don't want to stay here. I used to come for idols. Now, that guy is the object of vomiting

Of course, she is not crazy about wine and wine, just for idols. She also looks at her salary.

But now, she feels that Xia Yihan is too pitiful. As her good friend, even if she abandons her high paid job, she should accompany her to spend the most difficult time of lovelorn with her.

Xia Yihan is amused by the words of wine and wine. Ye Zimo, who walks upstairs at this time, just sees her smile.

It was probably their last breakfast together, so he wanted to come and ask her to eat it himself.

Her smile let him flash, her smile is always beautiful, he likes to see. It's just this time, she can smile so happy, he should be happy for her, but his heart is a little lost.Xia Yihan, I thought you would be very reluctant to give up. You could have been so happy so soon. You were more powerful than me.

Two people's eyes meet in the air, Xia Yihan slightly pulls the angle of his lips and smiles at him.

They're going to be separated. Anyway, she thanks him. He let her understand what is love, he has done so much for her, let her taste the best woman was held in the palm of the hand pain good taste.

Even if it's all over now, she knows it's not his intention. He wants to be nice to her according to his promise.

Therefore, she should thank him and bless him. Isn't there a saying called "get together and disperse"? Fate is done, even if can not be friends, she will not hate him.

She always felt that life should be more tolerant.