As the saying goes, Xia Yihan's heart aches as if there is no way to breathe, and she has almost forgotten to breathe.
Is it really Ye Zimo who said such unfeeling words? He said he would love her forever? Did she take the initiative to leave, hurt his self-esteem, so that he would protect himself?
Haizhixuan's eyebrows are also twisted together, and ye Zimo's indifferent attitude is just the opposite.
"Are you sick? Is that what you said? Didn't you say I'll never be allowed to take her advice? "
"At one time and another, this time she wants to leave. Do I need women? She left, I will not go after her, who she will love in the future, is her own business. Don't try to fix us up in any way. It's boring. "
"No, ye Zimo, you haven't told me why you broke up. I can't imagine the reason why you want to break up after so many storms. "
Ye Zimo took two puffs of smoke, which might paralyze his pain nerves a little.
Every word he said now was bound to make the woman sad, but he had to say that it was good for him to make her hurt once and for all.
"She threatened me. You should know that I am not threatened by women. She said that if song wanting was there, she would go. She didn't want to be a stepmother. " Ye Zimo said calmly.
"I can't see what's wrong with her threatening you so much. She has done well enough. Which woman can tolerate such a chaotic relationship? Besides, song wanting, who doesn't know, is not an honest person. Xia Yihan must have been upset by her. She couldn't help saying this. You are usually so smart that you can't even think of it? She doesn't like song wanting. Why don't you just let her go? "
Ye Zimo can hear that haizhixuan is really anxious. From his excited attitude, he really cares about Xia Yihan.
He took two more puffs of smoke before slowly saying, "it seems that Mr. Hai can only think about the love between men and women. When you become a father, you will know why you want to make this decision."
"What's wrong with being a father? As a father, you can let song wanting do nothing in your house? Let her teach your child bad? There are so many divorces that no one has to leave his ex-wife at home... "
"No more. My child needs breast milk, needs a mother, and the parents have no choice. " Ye Zimo impatiently interrupts haizhixuan's words.
"What do you mean? So you're not going to be responsible for Xia Yihan? It's not like your character
"To my son, I am the only father. For a woman, there can be someone else without me. For example, you, and Li Hetai, can have many people pursue her, there is no need to ask me to be responsible for her. I think she left so firmly, I'm afraid she also wants to find a simple man's life
Xia Yihan doesn't know when the tears began to overflow. She only knows that her heart has been in pain. If it wasn't strongly suppressed, she almost wanted to rush out and question Ye Zimo.
Does he really think so? Why is he so heartless?
But what reason do you have to question him? What's wrong with him? It's because you can't tolerate song wanting. It's you who want to leave. Do you still want to leave and you can't forget it? Who has the duty to love you forever?
Haizhixuan couldn't help but burst out a rude remark. He grabbed Ye Zimo's collar and said: "you don't talk nonsense here. What's your bullshit reason? I can't think why you have to leave song at home. Are you still interested in her? "
Ye Zimo reached out to break the hand of haizhixuan, and his attitude was still not impatient.
"I'm not sure. If it's for the sake of the child, the child's biological parents can love each other, which is the most beneficial to the growth of the child."
"Fart!" Haizhixuan hits Ye Zimo's face with a fist, and he turns his head away. He really wants to be beaten, but he doesn't want Xia Yihan to see that he is looking for a fight on purpose.
"Don't be crazy. You've called all the people. Go back to entertain the guests. I'm gone too."
Ye Zimo wants to go, and haizhixuan's hand uses more force. He is very angry at his behavior of not telling the truth.
"Tell me the truth. If you don't tell me, I'll teach you a lesson for Xia Yihan." Hai Zhixuan said and raised his fist.
"Let go of him!" Xia Yihan couldn't see it any more. She dried her tears and ran to them.
When haizhixuan looks back to Xia Yihan, ye Zimo's eyebrows are tightly wrinkled, and they are released only for a moment.
He turned his head and tried to cover up the throbbing mood of seeing Xia Yihan again. He just glanced at her indifferently.
"Did you hear what he said? Don't believe him. He said it to you on purpose Haizhixuan let go of Ye Zimo and turned to Xia Yihan.
When the light was not on, he could not see the tear marks on her face, but he could think of hearing Ye Zimo say such heartless words with his own ears, and she must have cried.
How much does Xia Yihan love ye Zimo? His haizhixuan is the most clear. As early as ye Zimo did not know that this little woman fell in love with him, haizhixuan had already found out.Xia Yihan didn't know where the strength came from. He even pulled his lips to smile and said: "Zhixuan, what he said is not wrong. You should also be able to think clearly, if he is willing to let song wanting go, I will not leave. I thought I'd never forget him after I left. It's OK. It's just that in such a short time, I've almost forgotten him. "
"Why is the nasal sound so heavy?" Hai Zhixuan asked.
"I..." Xia Yihan was asked by Hai Zhixuan, but he didn't know how to reply.
She doesn't want Ye Zimo to think she can't forget. She also has self-respect. She shows that she doesn't care about her any more. He always emphasizes the importance of children and song wanting. If she still thinks about him, what is she?
"I think you just said that to me. I'm very moved. Hai, I will consider your proposal carefully. In fact, I don't feel completely indifferent to you. Do you still remember? At that time, we were in Hainan. We went for a walk on the beach. You take me to the best restaurants, and it's really romantic in retrospect. "
Ye Zimo's hand secretly pinched into a fist, but Xia Yihan had no courage to look at him for a long time.
She had to keep talking to make her heart feel better. Hai Zhixuan only remembered that she was always in a daze, always thinking about ye Zimo. He would not think that Xia Yihan was interested in him.
Both of them were insincere, and he was really worried.
"Yi Han, it's not good for you. If you are really interested in me, I'm very honored, but I still want to wait for you to be completely finished before I really pursue you. You can talk about it. I'll go back first. " Haizhixuan sighed in his heart and turned to go. Xia Yihan walked to him and said obstinately, "we talked about it. There's nothing to say. I'll go back with you."
She took haizhixuan's arm. Haizhixuan felt her body trembling. She thought that she said so many unkind words to Ye Zimo, which consumed her energy.
"I'd love to take you back." Hai Zhixuan looks at Xia Yihan's eyes and says it sincerely.
"I'll take you back now. You won't sleep well at night. Talk about it. I'll come out to pick you up when I need to. " Hai Zhixuan reaches out and gently takes off Xia Yihan's hand.
Xia Yihan wants to rely on his arm to give himself a little strength. Haizhixuan insists that she has to take two deep breaths to stabilize her body.
Ye Zimo always looked at Xia Yihan indifferently, but his heart was tearing fiercely. The more calm the surface was, the more turbulent the heart was.
Seeing his woman holding haizhixuan's arm for help, he really wanted to beat them both.
Xia Yihan stood quietly, also pretending to look at Ye Zimo calmly. Their eyes looked at each other in the air.
Indifference, at the same time hurt each other's heart, but they all hope their eyes can be colder.
The silence continued, and she heard his heavy breathing, and he heard her.
Close at hand, as long as he takes a step forward, hugs her tightly and kisses her, she is still his woman.
This step, but more difficult than the sky, that day Xia Yihan's tears, and her words shook his heart, he will not take this step.
Perhaps they are reluctant to leave each other, so cold standing, at least can see each other's appearance, hear each other's breathing.
I don't know how long it took, Xia Yihan seemed to be very calm and said: "I really don't want to talk to you. I guess you don't have any. Goodbye, and Taige are waiting for me."
Of course, he could hear what she meant to say and Taige. Throughout the dinner, she had been trying to find a way to match Li and Tai with Zhong yunshang. He didn't know that.
"I have a few words I want to talk to you, or I'll sit down there." Ye Zimo's eyes look in another direction. There is a long leisure chair, which is similar to the chair under the lilac tree in Ye Zimo's villa.
The two of them had many memories under the lilac tree. They often walked there after dinner and depended on each other.
She remembered that he would put his hand into her hair and gently rub her scalp. She would always close her eyes and enjoy his unique love.
Why, the beautiful things are always so short, so fast, then all become memories?
If she knew there would be today, she should have asked him to sit there with her for a while. Or she shouldn't close her eyes, she should look at him.
Xia Yihan, at this time, you are still thinking about these.
She did not object, ye Zimo will go first step, she looked at his Weian back, heartache and pain.
If she took a step further, she hugged him from his back and said to him, in fact, she couldn't give up. What will happen to their tomorrow?
Just thinking about it, she won't do that again.
She should immediately turn around, should not follow him, after all reluctant to give up his back, she still quietly follow his steps.
The two sat down on the bench, at least one person apart, the furthest they had ever sat.
There was another silence. Xia Yihan was about to say that if there was nothing wrong with her, she would leave first. He saw her intention and said softly, "I want to ask you, why don't you agree with him? Haizhixuan is a good place, and his family is also very good You know all this. If you don't think about him, you want to think about Li and Tai? "Xia Yihan grinned bitterly and asked, "does this matter have anything to do with you? Or do you think you want to look at me and find someone else, you can be at ease, do not feel betrayed their own oath? Ye Zimo, please don't ask me such questions in the future. Like you said, we broke up, and I don't think it's necessary for us to meet again. It happened today. I hope we'll never meet again. I can't make friends with you as if nothing happened. Goodbye
She got up in a hurry, but she almost fell down because she got up too quickly. Ye Zimo stretched out her hand, and before she could meet her, she had already supported the chair and sat back slowly.
His heart was tight by her, I don't know how hard he tolerated the impulse to hold her.
"You don't have to go in a hurry. Didn't Hai Zhixuan come to pick you up? I'll go first. " Ye Zimo said indifferently and got up without any nostalgia.
She didn't dare to look at his back. Tears were rolling down when he turned around.
Xia Yihan thought of a song in his heart: we said that we would never let go of the hand holding each other, but the reality said that love was not enough. When we came to the fork in the road, you left me and I went right. We all tried to bear not to turn back
Ye Zimo, will time make us forget each other? Will one day, I face you, no more tears, the heart will not rise waves.
If there is really that day, I think, I can not understand the pain, also certainly can not realize the happiness.
You bastard, you took away my heart. From now on, my heart is empty, empty Where he could not hear, she allowed herself to cry low.
Xia Yihan, cry, tears can't represent vulnerability, after crying, you can't shed a tear for him. Anyway, he has his son and his son's mother. You are the one he doesn't need. What's the point of your grief and despair for him?
That is to understand that no one has the obligation to love himself all his life, in the face of his decisive turn, she will still have a little resentment.
In August, it was so hot that she felt cold all over her body.
Ye Zimo can no longer warm you, Xia Yihan, you should learn to warm yourself.
She fell on the chair and cried for a long time. At last, she felt a warm hand covering her hair and caressing it gently.
This kind of touch is really like Ye Zimo, but she knows that it is not. She knew him so well that she couldn't take anyone for him.
Looking up, he saw Li and Tai looking at her gently. His eyes were full of love. Xia Yihan felt sad and called in a low voice: "brother Hetai, I'm sorry..."
"Silly girl." Li and Tai fondly called out, stretched out his hand over Xia Yihan, so that she could lean on him.
She just looked cold and even shivering. This hot summer, she can be so cold, we can see how much influence that man has on her.
He really shouldn't have brought her to see ye Zimo. I'm afraid it's really difficult for the two people to get along now, at least in a short time.
"Yi Han, I'll take you to Australia." Li and Tai's voice sounded on the top of Xia Yihan's head. She was tired. She really didn't want to go on like this. She couldn't stand it.
Xia Yihan nodded and said, "OK, go to Australia."
"Let's go home now." Li Hetai takes Xia Yihan's hand and moves naturally.
It was a feeling between brother and lover. At this time, Xia Yihan couldn't tell why he was so good to her.
Take him as his brother. She wants to be selfish once. Even for a short time, she wants to rely on the help of another person and forget Ye Zimo temporarily.
It takes time to apply for a passport. In the process of waiting, Xia Yihan almost takes the job of assistant Li Hetai. She keeps herself busy, as long as she has a little leisure, she will think of that person.
The feeling of regret is growing day by day. If she can't go abroad again, she may impulsively go to Ye Zimo.
It is said that ye Zimo has also gone abroad, which is the gossip she overheard in the company. She does not know or want to know where to go.
All in all, since the separation that night, they have been completely disconnected.
Li and Tai are carefully protecting her, trying to make her have no chance to think of that person.
Li Hetai personally made the itinerary planning after completing the procedures for going abroad.
He is very familiar with Australia. He has read there for two years. He has been to Australia's famous scenic spots more than once and twice.
Such a leisurely environment would certainly help Xia Yihan.
On the flight to Melbourne, Xia Yihan looks out of the window when the plane goes through the clouds. The sky is particularly blue, the sun burned her eyes, so she can't help crying, she told herself, this is no longer the tears for ye Zimo.
She didn't want people to see her in tears, so Li and Tai pretended not to see anything, just quietly picked up the magazine on the machine and flipped through it.
More than ten hours of flight, very tired, but the biggest advantage of fatigue is that Xia Yihan can fall asleep.
Even if you fall asleep, you still can't escape Ye Zimo in the dream. In the end, you are not as sad and helpless as you are in reality. You will always dream of some beautiful pictures.The hotel was already reserved, and when they arrived in Melbourne, they checked in directly.
The next morning, they began to travel. The air in this country was very good. When they came, it was early autumn. The weather in September was pleasant.
Xia Yihan feels the purity in the air, always tries to smile, but his heart is still sad.
It turns out that if you want to forget a person, you will never forget it if you go to the ends of the earth.
The scenery on the street is different from that in China. Many things are very novel. For example, the local truck is a bit like transformers, and its shape is much better than that in China.
However, Xia Yihan turned a blind eye to these novelties.
Fortunately, Li Hetai is totally relaxed with her. She doesn't talk much. Sometimes she introduces some interesting stories here. She pretends to be very interested.
Xia Yihan has been in bad condition recently. He has lost a lot of weight, so his physical strength is not good.
Afraid that she would be tired, Li Hetai arranged the trip very slowly. In his words, he wanted to take her on a deep journey.
They stayed in Melbourne for two or three days, during which he took her to the University of Melbourne.
Xia Yihan occasionally feels that other people are paying attention to her. She doesn't know who the other person is. When she turns to look, she doesn't seem to see any familiar faces.
After arriving in Melbourne, this has happened several times.
Sometimes she would think in a trance whether ye Zimo was worried and came to Australia with her.