Ding Yi is silent to listen to, see his facial expression pain, the heart has no patience, "that day's words actually I heard."
His eyes suddenly widened, his body trembled uncontrollably, and he tried to explain in a hurry, "no It's not like what she said. I'm just because you have Nian Mo to accompany me, but Xiao Xue doesn't, so I will... "
She took his hand and felt the clear lines of aging on his hand. She sighed, "I don't mind if you love snow a little more." After saying that, she paused and said with a bitter smile: "in fact, it's just self deception. I care, and I care why you love her a little more."
Seeing that he wanted to explain, she sped up her speed and snatched in front of him, "but it's nothing. She's gone. I don't know when to come back. I'll take care of you."
Xu Haoran stood up without saying a word and said, "I'm going to have a rest."
He walked up the stairs, walking slowly, his head slightly drooping, his broad shirt covering his body looked very unfit, empty, it is not difficult to imagine how thin the body inside.
Ding Yiyi sat for a while, listening to the movement upstairs, until no sound was heard, and then walked back to the corridor and put on rubber shoes.
All the soil in the flower field has been watered. She moved the seeds and sowed them according to her previous memory. The busy time was several hours.
In the afternoon, Xu Haoran still did not appear. He stayed upstairs and never made any sound. He was as quiet as a sleeping lion.
Ding Yiyi went upstairs several times, always see the door closed, she went down the stairs, cooked food for him, put it on the table, this left Xu Haoran's home.
Back home, she was almost exhausted, did not wait for ye nianmo to come back and fell asleep on the sofa. Finally, after ye nianmo came back, she carried her to the room.
Many passed, but Ding Yiyi was more and more confident. That night, she sat cross legged on the sofa with a thick book of Botany in front of her.
When the book was taken away, she looked up and saw ye nianmo standing in front of her, pointing to the clock on the wall.
She hugged his waist and worried, "why don't the flowers I planted sprout? I read a lot of books, but they are useless."
"It's not the right way." He allowed her to hold him, gently patted her back with one hand, and comforted her while giving her advice.
Ding Yiyi thought for a while, released his hand, "I'll have a look."
In spite of Ye nianmo's opposition, she took out a book again. She looked attentively and made notes beside the book.
In the evening, when ye nianmo took her to bed again, he did not immediately go to bed. Instead, he went downstairs and opened the page where she made notes and looked at it carefully.
The next day, Ding Yiyi bought flower fertilizer according to the way he saw in the book, and spread it in the flower field according to the proportion, praying that it would work.
Xu Haoran still stayed in the room, and even didn't want to go downstairs to eat. She was only willing to talk to Ding Yiyi when she sent food upstairs.
"Leave me alone, child. I'll get a babysitter later." He was very emaciated because he didn't get sunlight, and the blue veins on the back of his hands were very obvious.
Ding Yiyi put the food into his room, helped him open the curtain to let the light in, "it doesn't matter, I have nothing to do anyway."
After she left, Xu Haoran drew the curtain again. Back to the desk, he picked up the pen and continued to write.
"In the first half of my life, I was graceful and elegant. I pursued my favorite career and achieved little. I fell in love with one woman and got involved with another woman. Two children are the best gifts God has given me, but I lost them. "
Outside the room came the sound of shovels sticking into the earth. He got up and left his chair, leaning forward slightly, reaching out to lift the heavy curtains and looking down.
Ding Yiyi is squatting in the flower field, WA = digging a hole, and then putting a pile of brown powder like things into it. He looked at it for a while, drew back, picked up his pen and continued to write, "I love them, but I've been hurting them. I don't know where she is, but I miss her all the time
After writing about it, he held the pen and thought about the words in his mind. After a long time, he continued to pick up the pen. "The second daughter finally called me dad, but this makes me feel more guilty. If she thinks of the things I did to her, maybe she would not think so. I am a coward. It is meaningless to live in the world. The sky is like gray cement, and my heart is sealed by cement
After that, he closed his notebook, got up, went to bed, dressed and lay down. A few minutes later, he struggled to get up again, went to the table, stuffed the book into the cupboard, and then returned to bed.
At night, when everything is quiet, a car stops at the edge of the flower field. Ye nianmo gets out of the car and walks to the edge of the flower field and looks at the flower field.
"Mr. Ye, may I begin?" A gentle looking man with black rimmed glasses said to him.
Ye nianmo nodded, "thank you."
He walked into the flower field and took a look at a pit. He said, "who planted the flower? This seed will rot if you put it in this way. Do you want to cultivate overlord flower with so much fertilizer?"Ye Bo has been following ye nianmo's side, watching his young master's face collapse, quietly interposed: "excuse me."
As soon as the man worked, he finally shut his mouth and pulled out all the seeds cleanly, and replaced them with new seeds that had been mixed with fertilizer.
"Our agricultural college makes these flowers like fun. I can make them with my eyes closed." The man seems to be too busy, muttering and working neatly.
A person's speed is limited, ye Bo sees the young master rolled up his sleeves to go to the flower field, and quickly follows up.
"Ye Shao, are you?" The man straightened up and looked at him with bright eyes for a while, "are you coming too?"
Ye nianmo rolled his sleeve up to his arm and looked at his pit for a while. Then he took the seeds and put them into the pit. Then he took the fertilizer and sprinkled it in the pit. "Is that right?"
"That's right." The other side looked at a young man of the same age in front of him, and his expression was serious and serious in sowing seeds. He pulled his mouth and couldn't help laughing.
A sharp glance swung over. It was the assistant of the president. He also came to the flower field and learned to pick a piece of flower field to play with.
He hastily drew down the corners of his mouth which had been raised upward, and then went on working. For a moment, only SISO's voice was left on the scene.
It was early in the morning when ye nianmo came home. His body was covered with mud and his hair was a little messy.
He went to the bathroom first, cleaned up and then returned to the room. Ding Yiyi is already asleep and has a flower encyclopedia on hand.
He put the book aside. As soon as he lay on the bed, people in his sleep had a tendency to wake up. She shrank back and took the initiative to hide in his arms. After rubbing, she fell asleep again.
After a week, early in the morning, Ding Yiyi drove the car to the flower field, far away to see the flower field position has a light green.
She moved in her heart, even the car key was not pulled out, so she walked to the flower field. It was a bunch of small green leaves,
the leaves curled together and fluttered in the wind, like a naughty child. At this time, her happy heart was no different from that of a happy child.
She ran upstairs and knocked at the door, "Dad? Are you awake? "
When the door opened, Xu Haoran was still in a state of low spirits. He was wearing a broad dark blue, and his ribs were covered with thin skin.
"Child, what's so happy about?" He lifted his eyelids and seemed to be happy with Ding Yiyi's happiness, and his tone was a little lively.
Ding Yiyi took his wrist and said, "come on, I want to show you something."
She took him by the hand, knowing that if she did, he would never refuse. Down the corridor, she cunningly winked at him, "this is a surprise, please close your eyes."
Xu Haoran smiles faintly. He knows that nothing can surprise him, but he doesn't want to disappoint his little daughter, so he closes his eyes and smiles.
Ding Yi led him to the corridor and whispered in his ear, "Dad, you can open your eyes."
He opened his eyes, pupils slightly enlarged, staring at the young leaves swaying in the wind in a daze. It was the leaf of Viola bicolor. He recognized it. In order to plant this kind of flower, he specially invited professional agricultural experts.
In the flower field, a piece of green swayed with the wind, as if telling something, as if encouraging something.
"Dad, you see, withered flowers also have a new day, as long as it is good, there will always be a good day." Ding Yiyi looked at the green slowly said.
Xu Haoran stupidly looked at the green in the flower field, and suddenly put out his hand to cover his cheek, and the back of his hand was shaking constantly.
"Thank you, thank you." He choked, and two lines of clear tears flowed down his finger's analysis.
Ding Yiyi's eyes were moist, and she knew that she had done nothing wrong this time, whether it was the flower field or the choice to forgive him.
After returning home, ye nianmo did not come back. She couldn't wait to call his office immediately.
"Read Mo, I want to tell you." She said excitedly.
At the other end of the phone came Ye Bo's voice with a smile, "young lady, the young master is in a meeting. If there is something important, I can help you convey it."
"Mr. Ye, I'm sorry. I thought it was reading ink." Ding Yiyi some embarrassed, and the other side said a few words before hanging up the phone.
She felt very happy, the whole heart has been beating happily, eager to do something for herself. She went upstairs and decided to tidy up her clothes. It was just a season change. She could change her clothes.
Ye nianmo's wardrobe brought out a lot of new suits, and many of the previous shirts were missing, "strange, where are those shirts?"
She went to the laundry room and found some clothes in the dry cleaning room. There was a brand-new shirt in the garbage can next to her. She picked it up and looked at it. There were traces of soil on the shirt.
"Where did he go, where did he get so much dirt?" She had some doubts, but she became curious again. She was curious about what ye nianmo had done.In the evening, when ye nianmo came back, she said it excitedly to him. The other party just touched her head and said a few words before continuing to deal with official business in the study.