Tea scalded her tongue, she frowned, looked a bit painful, with a trace of urgency put down the quilt, took out a silk handkerchief to cover her mouth.
Ding Yi Yi thought that the tea was hot and quickly stood up, "Mom, are you ok? Wait a minute. I'll get you a bottle of ice water."
There is a simple kitchen on the second floor. Ding Yiyi takes out a pot of distilled water from the small kitchen and runs back to the balcony of the passenger room in a hurry.
Xia Yihan drank the water, his face was much better, and his brow was gradually extended. He waved his hand to her to indicate that he was OK.
"I'm sorry, mom. I should have reminded you in time. It's all my fault." Ding Yi looked at her uneasily.
Xia Yihan shakes his head, "can't blame you, it's my own carelessness and carelessness."
She calmed her mind and took the initiative to lead the topic back to the front. "My child, tell your mother why you want to kill the child. Is there any hidden trouble?"
"No, I just don't want to have children so early. My career has just started, so I want to spend more time on my career. I will have children in the future."
Xia Yihan sighs, the woman in front of her and her original idea are so similar, but she is not willing to do so, and the other side has done it.
"Do you know why nianmo is so angry?" Xia Yihan softened his tone, "it's not easy for you to get married. For a long time after marriage, you didn't have any children. At that time, you always wanted to have children, and even felt very guilty because you couldn't have children. You wanted to divorce nianmo, but in the end, you survived."
After a pause, she continued, "it may be a slow thing for other ordinary families to have a child, but at the beginning you really wanted to have a child and suffered a lot from it."
"You said that at the beginning, we wanted children very much, but I couldn't bear them all the time. Now I have a child very hard, but I have knocked her out?" Ding Yiyi looks a little trance.
She didn't remember these things, so naturally she couldn't understand the feeling of wanting children, so she naturally felt that it was very easy to have children again.
"I'm sorry, I don't know." Ding Yiyi some incoherent words, the mind thought of Ye nianmo alone on the sofa back, so lonely, so sad.
Xia Yihan found that she wanted to sigh again. It's a done thing, and it can't be retrieved. She got up and patted her shoulder, "you have this idea. Mom can understand it. You'd better talk to Nian Mo well."
She is also very sad, after all, the good grandson so no, but see Ding Yiyi feel lost, and ruthless to blame her.
Downstairs, ye nianmo saw Xia Yihan go downstairs and help him consciously.
"Nianmo, mom wants to talk to you." Xia Yihan took ye nianmo to the garden, "mom knows."
Ye nianmo frowned, "Mom, I can handle this by myself."
"I believe you can handle it, and I know you're sad, but it's already the case. You hurt her and you hurt yourself." Xia Yihan's worried persuasion.
Ye nianmo's calm expression slowly opened a hole. He finally opened his heart to the people he loved and respected, and his painful look gradually appeared, "how much I look forward to, how sad I am, and when I see her, I will think of that lost life."
His fists were clenched tightly, and his strong back was stained with a trace of fragility, but soon, he drove the fragility out of his body.
The original look of pain turned into a consistent indifference, even with a trace of cold, "Mom, don't mention this matter, let it go."
Seeing off Xia Yihan, he got up and walked out upstairs. As soon as he opened the door of the reception room, a figure rushed over and held him.
"I'm sorry, I don't know that children are so important to you. I can't remember the past, so I don't know that it's so difficult for us to have children. I'm really sorry."
Ding Yiyi's tears soaked his shirt, and her remorse and apology all rushed towards him.
Ye nianmo's body was stiff at first, standing in place, listening to her cry and apology. For a long time, he slowly raised his hand on her back and whispered, "everything is over. Don't mention it in the future."
He really did not mention this matter again, all day, Ding Yiyi has been accompanied by his side, her heart is sorry, then want to atone.
But the other party seems really unwilling to mention this matter, he is as usual concerned about her, gentle expression, but she thinks there is something different.
At night, she went outside the study, where the people were still tapping the keyboard, and the clock on the wall showed that it was eleven o'clock.
She knocked on the door and went in carrying the supper. "Have a rest."
"Why don't you sleep?" Ye nianmo stopped his work, stood up and pinched the bridge of his nose, then went to her and took the tray.
Ding Yiyi smile, "can't sleep, so come to see what you are doing."
Ye nianmo said: "it happens that there are still some work to be completed, and it is still very late today. You should go to bed first. I may sleep in my study.""So busy." Ding Yiyi looked at him with some embarrassment. The two sides were quiet for a while, and the atmosphere of embarrassment spread.
"Then you are busy. I'll go first and I won't disturb you." She said it in a hurry, almost as if she were fleeing, and then headed for the door.
Ye nianmo looked at her back, did not immediately return to the desk, gentle look gradually faded, replaced by a thick pain.
The next day, Ding Yiyi wakes up leisurely. The weather outside the window is gray and bright. At this time, it is only five o'clock in the morning.
She opened her eyes and gradually adapted to everything in the dark. Her body did not move, and her consciousness gradually came to her senses.
At half past five, the people around her woke up on time. She turned and drew back into his arms and rubbed with her warm body.
She smiles in the dark and raises her body to get close to it.
Outside the window, the blue sky is still decorated with moonlight. The wind rolls up the screen, and the hanging orchid on the screen flickers, as if in the listener's room gradually thick breathing.
One deep and one shallow, like a symphony, and when the wonderful moment is about to come, everything stops.
"What's the matter?" Ding Yiyi asked softly.
Ye nianmo gently let go of her hand, turned over and closed the quilt in time to prevent the wind from penetrating into the quilt. "Nothing. It's still early. You can sleep for a while."
He turned up and turned on the floor lamp beside him. The light cast on him, stretching his shadow very long.
Ding Yiyi watched him walk into the bathroom. After a while, the sound of water came from the bathroom. The sound lasted for a long time. After he came out, his suit was straight.
"I'll wait for you at home." Ding Yiyi is standing by the bed.
Ye nianmo walked to her side, reached out and hugged her for a while, but quickly pulled away, "it's all over." His thick black bright eyes fixed at her, "you go to work."
He left, he said he was not angry, he said everything was over, but Ding Yiyi felt disappointed. She cleaned up and drove to the company.
When she came to the company, everything was different. She stood at the door of the company and looked at everything inside through the glass door. The feeling of being ambitious in the past had disappeared miraculously.
She gave up her child in order to go to Europe. This child may be a hard won opportunity in their life. She thought she had grasped the career opportunity, but she gave up another real life opportunity.
"Yiyi!" When sister Xu saw her, she was glad to welcome her, "Manager Gao said you were sick. How do you feel now? Is it better? "
"Manager Gao?" Ding Yiyi looked at her suspiciously.
Sister Xu nodded, "when you were ill and didn't come to the company, Manager Gao came back temporarily to arrange these matters. When did you have such a good relationship with Manager Gao?"
Ding Yiyi can't care about other things. After greeting sister Xu in a hurry, she goes to the office. As expected, she sees Manager Gao sitting in the office.
He didn't move everything in the office. Even though he didn't work in Ding Yiyi's position, he just chose to correct the documents on the tea table next to the office. Seeing her, he was a little surprised, "Yi Yi?"
"Manager Gao," Ding Yiyi looked complicated, and she felt very strange, "how do you know I didn't come these days?"
Manager Gao smiles, "the company can't have a day without a person in charge. If you don't come, I'm going to replace you temporarily. Now that you're back, I'm ready to retire."
"I'm not qualified for my job," Ding Yiyi said in a dejected voice. "I'll hand in my resignation and quit this job."
Manager Gao was surprised, "because of this leave incident? I don't think it's necessary. Everyone will encounter something. You've done a good job. You've got the company running again. "
Ding Yiyi shakes her head. She looks at everything in front of her, feeling familiar and strange. "I did a wrong thing, which hurt my husband. I want to quit and stay at home at ease to make up for the mistake I made."
She said it with sincerity and sadness on her face. Manager Gao did not know what to say. "There is still one month to approve the resignation application. Take advantage of this month, you can think about it."
Director Gao left, Ding Yiyi returns again, which makes the whole office jubilant. Du Ya and Xiao Qiang specially set a cake to celebrate Ding Yiyi's return.
In front of people, she forced to smile, in the office, she can take off the disguise, sitting in front of the office desk, she looked at the computer, looked at the surrounding documents, even did not want to work.
There is a pencil beside the table. She takes it with her hand and paints on the paper unconsciously. When she comes back to her senses, a necklace on the paper has already taken shape.
Necklace has thin ears of wheat, she looked at her achievements, more and more confused. What does she really want to do? Is her present job meaningful? Did she really love jewelry design before?
She wanted to have a headache, so she opened the document and began to type the resignation report. After it was written, it was sent to the mailbox of the big boss left by Manager Gao, which she did not know.To do all this, she took out her mobile phone and sent a mailbox to ye nianmo, "can we have dinner together in the evening?"
The message was answered quickly, but there were only a few words, "meeting, returning late."