Chapter 1117

"You are about different from this palace." Without waiting for Shen Miao to answer, empress Xiande said to herself, "once upon a time, your majesty didn't know who you are. She inquired about your affairs. If you listen to me, you will know that you are a man of ideas. When you deal with the royal family of Ming and Qi and protect the Shen family, you probably have your own ideas at the beginning. As for meeting Jingxing and getting married with him, they were all made by chance and let it be. If you don't meet the scene, you can live your own life, because your original goal is not to be someone's wife. "

"But this palace is different." Looking at the ruby on her long armor, she said, "my family is rich and stable, and there is no spearhead for disputes with the imperial court. She is born with no worries. When we met the emperor, we felt that the most important thing in life was to be his wife and to live with him for life. " With her head on her elbow, she spoke slowly, as if she were going to sleep the next moment, but she was still talking.

"Perhaps it was because I had been too carefree in the first half of my life that I didn't know it was such a difficult thing to be a wife."

Shen Miao doesn't speak.

Empress Xiande is too bitter. These days, she doesn't speak anything, but Shen Miao understands the taste. Because telling can't change anything, but sometimes it's good to be able to say it. Empress Xiande is willing to say it now, at least better than to keep it in the bottom of her heart.

"If the emperor is gone, I don't know what to do. The women in the harem have also been dismissed. The Palace used to be noisy and vexed, but now it is cold and lonely. The palace thought that it would be better if I didn't meet the emperor at the beginning. I would rather fight with the royal family and be careful to protect the Shen family, just like you, than this doomed sad ending. "

What she said was too sad and hopeless. Shen Miao comforted her and said, "it's the same with my wife. In fact, no one's life has been safe and smooth. Since the birth of the minister's wife, in addition to the concern of parents and brothers, there has never been a moment when God has given a good time. The minister's wife has never dared to look forward to these things, so they have to believe in themselves. Meeting your highness is a blessing for your wife, but if you don't have your highness, you will go on, even though it is difficult. " After a pause, she said, "the Queen's mother is the same. Even if the emperor leaves first, she should think about herself and live for herself. No matter how difficult the road is, she will go down and have a look. This is what the emperor is willing to see."

Empress Xiande was silent for a long time. Shen Miao thought that she had not heard her words at all. Then she heard her say: "dear princess, thank you."

"I understand all these things you said."

"It's just, it's too hard, it's too hard."

That night, Shen Miao and empress Xiande sat for a long time. They say little, but they seem to say a lot.

After Shen Miao left, Queen Xiande sat alone in the palace for a long time.

It was not until aunt Tao came to urge her to collapse and rest that empress Xiande got up. I saw with my own eyes that she washed up and collapsed before aunt Tao left.

After closing the door, the people on the couch sat up again.

She lit the lamp and rummaged through the cupboard to find out the dress. It was not the Queen's court dress, but a moon white plain dress. She loves such simple and refreshing colors, but after becoming a queen, she can no longer wear these styles. If she is not exquisite and grand, she will be unable to suppress other concubines.

She looked calm, but in fact she was just a quiet, reserved girl.

She was wearing a simple dress, sitting in front of the mirror, sweeping her eyebrows and wiping Rouge lightly, which made her look very pretty.

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