CH 21

Chapter 21: Vampire have a dream

Fluffy consciousness. Fluffy world. 

Just like to be buried in big cotton candy. I think such a thing. 

Right now I only light sleep. It is time I realize that I am asleep, yet I can not move. Beside, I do not want to move. 

I will dream at this time with awareness. Feeling it is a dream, you can stay asleep. 

A nostalgic voice. Nostalgic time. Soaked tenderness. The world that you could immerse.

He accepted that I did not do anything. 

I do not have to do anything. Because, people other than me are excellent.

Certainly everyone was excellent. He do not care if I do not do anything. 

“That child can not be put out, because it will be a shame of our house, even he also have the excellent genes like everyone else, such a child has been born”

Someone said such a thing. Were she the mother? Was he the father ? 

I kept sleeping. Because everyone will let me do. Because I was told to do so. 

You do not have to do anything. 

You do not have to go anywhere. 

So – do not appear in anyone’s eyes. 

Every adults said so. 

Among them, there’s a child with a compassionate eyes, she sometimes watched me with a wet eyes from the other side of the iron lattice. She really feel sad for me to the point she can’t bear it, I thought it would be easier if I got ridiculed instead.

“Do not mind, please do not mind.The rice will come out and you can make it yourself if you feel like … You can also order a snack, so do not cry. Ah. Oh, yes, I recently learned a variety of voices without changing their facial expressions.  (MC also show Felnote)

I told such a thing across the iron grating, to a child that was about to cry. Although I was always sleepy I do not remember much. I think I did such a story. 

It is quite a nuisance after all. Thanks to that, I have to search for parasitic objects again. 

It became a chance to use the housekeeping skills that I remembered for the moment until I found a person who feed me three meal with snacks and let me sleep freely.

Even though I did not feel motivated, even though I have been made to reincarnate by surprise. I would rather like you give it to a more serious person. 

There would have been plenty of people better than I am. 

There must have been a lot of people who have more obsession than I am.

“N, ni ~yu…”

My body moved quickly. Words that are meaningless will leak out of my mouth. 

The time of a slight sleep is over and I am about to wake up from sleep.

… It is troublesome.

I wish I could stay asleep. 

While thinking about such a thing, the fluctuating consciousness slowly emerges. 

It was annoying even to forcibly raise a conscious rise, I just left my heart to that feeling.

Oh. 

I wonder if someone will feed me.