[AWUOR]
Standing so close to her mate, Hawi couldn't think straight. Her mind was foggy and she was stuck between mourning her dead and fucking her mate senseless. Maybe it was insensitive of her, but then even she knew Rukiya would always win over her grief.
She could let her grief be on the side because she wanted something else. She couldn't quite remember the last time their scents had been this thick around each other and she loved it.
Hawi could smell her mate's arousal and while it was driving her to act, she wanted to reign in it. She wanted to breathe in more; she wanted to get as much of Ruru's section as she could because she was hungry for it.
She wanted Rukiya in ways that would bring the sex gods to shame, but she had to remind herself that this wasn't the right time for the both of them.
She knew Rukiya Greyson was still stuck on some fantasy of having a special first time, and like a law, Hawi was determined to follow that unspoken rule. She would make that first-time special, but until then, she would find a way to ease them both into a release, one that didn't have them curing out the world.
"Ruru—" Hawi whispered desperately as she pulled Rukiya closer to her. She was addicted to the woman, like a drug to the point that even when she was Ruth in the dungeons, there was only one place she was sure she would find her peace – next to her Ruru.
Maybe she was giving the woman too much credit, but she couldn't deny it this time. Rukiya Greyson was her bane and she was painfully aware of it too.
"Don't shut me out, Hawi, please," Rukiya said.
However, Hawi's mind was elsewhere, especially with one hand draped around Rukiya's waist, while the other, was tracing her physique, graciously ignoring the fact that Hawi looked like a walking dead.
They were both also ignoring that Hawi's hair was turning into a darker shade of red, something that Rukiya had gotten to learn; it was the reminder that Awuor Hawi would be unstoppable, even by the fates.
She would be a murderer on the loose and she would probably lose herself to the pain and agree she was feeling. It was something the sacred Rukiya, but even Ruru knew when to not push.
"Ruru..." Hawi called out to her mate sensually as she pushed her closer, so much so that their lips were touching each other she could feel Rukiya's breaths on hers, and boy did she love how shaky they were like Rukiya was trying not to let herself be.
"I think it would be best for the both of us," Hawi said, as her lips brushed Rukiya's gently with every word that came from her mouth. The tingles were enticing, not to mention the sparks they were both feeling. It was dangerous and yet at the same time, it was a beautiful moment for the both of them.
"I don't know how to live my life without you anymore Hawi," Rukiya whispered against Hawi's lips before she let out her tongue to lick her lips that she was feeling dry up.
The again, that simple act got her tasting Hawi, and reminding her of just how fucked she was. The rebellious woman would be her undoing, not that she was complaining. But what was she supposed to do then?
"Oh baby... I can teach you how to," Hawi said as Rukiya whined against Hawi's lips, as she leaned her body so close to Hawi that there was literally no space between them.
Even then, Hawi didn't mind. She knew she would have to do something. Granted, she had always done whatever she wanted, but just this once, she wanted to know what Rukiya would want with her.
If Rukiya wanted her to not avenge her fallen, then she would have to make the hardest choice ever. However, if the woman agreed, regardless of the oath, she would do whatever it was to make sure that by the end of the day, she came home to her.
"Pred— " Rukiya forced out, but her voice faded into moans as she felt Hawi trace her abdomen, drawing tiny circles and flowers.
"Come on love, tell me something, you know I trust your judgment. What would you wish for me to do?" Hawi asked knowing so well she was forcing the woman into a corner.
She was trying to see if Rukiya could think rationally with her desire pooling between her legs. She could feel the slick coming out in bouts and she wanted to touch her, but she had refused.
"I'll kill you for this," Rukiya said defeatedly as she arched herself desperately. Hawi just smiled at her, before she let her fingers circle Rukiya's swollen clit, as if that was ever going to be enough.
"I know. But tell me what you want me to do first."
"Fuck," Rukiya drawled out, before adding, "Burn them all, Hawi. Burn them all."
"Good choice sweetheart. I guess it's time for your reward, baby, huh?" Hawi asked, as she grabbed one of the endless pillows she had conjured with the house, and put one of them under Rukiya's waist, making the Greyson Alpha lift up a bit.
Hawi didn't hesitate to spread her mate's legs as wide as she could before she began eating her out like she had waited an eternity for all of this. Oh, but she had, and Rukiya knew she would feel it all this evening.
"Give it to me, please," Rukiya whined moments later when she had had countless orgasms just from Hawi's mouth. She wanted more, she needed more, and Hawi could give it to her, but would she?
"Your wish is my command, love. However, I can't burn them all if I give you what you want right now. Just bear with me, a few more weeks and you'll have everything you want with me and from me."
"Then burn them all first," Rukiya said even though she knew she was giving up her high at the moment. But she knew in the end, it would be worth it.
"Rest well love, we have a pack to bring down when the sun comes up."
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[A/N]
* All I'm saying is, Rukiya's better than me coz I wouldn't give it up for a world to burn lol. the world can go f itself if it means getting THAT