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Karen named Dulan Lloyd her husband. That was unexpected for Dulan as well as Isela and Zion.

"I'll choose Dulan Lloyd as my husband."

Dulan, who remained alone in the room, sat on a chair and held his forehead with his hand. I couldn't guess what Karen was thinking.

Zion Electra and Icela Evans told Duran to help her, citing that he was a relative of Karen, but Karen and herself were too close to being in a normal blood relationship. It's a broken relationship. However, it was not clear whether the relationship was a normal relationship.

'What are you thinking?’

Karen knows about repetitive life, and she knows that Duran manipulated her memories or situations. That's why they broke up with the words "Don't touch my memory anymore." But why do they call themselves husband again now? That's a scarecrow husband.

Duran had heard several times about Prince Gwiz from Catherine. Prince Gwiz was a man of evil nature and could not handle Catherine, who had lived many years.

Why did Karen become such a government?

It was a rare scandal that Catherine's daughter Karen became Prince Gwiz's mistress. It was a fact many people remember that Catherine had a brief relationship with Prince Gwiz. But when I brought my daughter Karen into government, it was obvious that there would be countless stories that could not be told.

There is a man I want to introduce to my father.

Does that mean Prince Gwizu?

Was Karen going to introduce Prince Gwiz to the lord?

It was too low. If such an idea was discovered by others, it would have been more than ridiculous. How could you make a middle-aged man who was in a relationship with your mother as your lover and introduce it to your father? It was not the idea of the general public.

But Karen is not an ordinary person. And Duran knows that.

Is he pursuing extreme stimulation?

It's a mystery. But he knew what he was going to do in the midst of chaos. Duran looked down at the paper on the desk.

I don't know what Karen is thinking. However, he cannot reject the proposal. Whatever the world laughs at, falls into any pit, or traps. I couldn't resist myself.

And Duran named the feeling curious.

***

Raymond looked down at Karen's breathless face. Take a deep sigh. Tears are dry and won't come out. This is the reality.

It's over. In this life of the two of us, who cut everything off, the relationship between him and Karen is over. As long as you live, you will never see it again.

Death, as everyone else, separated the two.

"…carren."

But Raymond is different from others. He doesn't have to live the rest of his life longing for it. As soon as you die, you can see her soon. There is no need to fear death.

If he dies, he will start again, and he can meet her again. You can do it by pulling a finger. But Raymond couldn't shoot straight into the head.

It's because of this man.

"My Lord."

Raymond looked down at the stunned Duran. He could hardly open his eyes because he felt so pain that he passed out. He pulled out all his toenails first and almost crushed his lower body, but he did not die.

This is because Raymond took care of him from time to time to make sure that he didn't stop breathing carefully. Raymond was the only one to lose if Duran died quickly. The information he confided in was insufficient for Raymond.

"I've finally met you again in this life, and I think I should have some income."

I know what Duran did, but I didn't know how far he really knew and what he did specifically. And in his last life, Raymond couldn't get hold of him because he had been killed by Karen again and again before he could even meet Raymond.

Karen died early in succession, then gave up on her fifth and found another way. Raymond finally met Karen, and finally Duran got his hands on her.

For Raymond, hitting Dulan's head in preparation for the early morning mass was as routine and easy as tying his shoelaces.

The first thing he did was cut off the tendon in his leg. I thought about cutting my tongue, but I was satisfied with gagging my mouth because I could make a sound as long as I had a vocal cords.

He and Raymond knew that biting his tongue would not easily kill himself, but Raymond pulled out some of his raw teeth for a change.

"My Lord."

Raymond grabbed Dulan by the hair. I thought Duran, who had no front teeth, looked foolish. The blood dried up and looked messy.

"I wanted to talk to you a lot. You may not know me well now, but we've met many times."

"Quickly."

Duran managed to open his mouth. Funny, stammering teeth seemed to have improved with a few being pulled out. However, it was still difficult to understand because my pronunciation was that bad. Raymond kicked his tongue and grabbed Dulan's hair again. It was to listen well.

"Please kill me."

"Why should I be so merciful?"

Raymond grabbed Dulan's ear strongly and bent like a squeeze. It was not worth listening to. I thought about ripping it off, but I held it in because many places were already damaged.

"A little while ago, Karen died. Karen, your relative, your original fiancee and my lover."

"…uh, why…me….”

Duran stopped talking. And his face was distorted. It was unclear whether the pain was severe or whether Karen's death was shocked. Raymond waited, but Duran didn't say any more and looked up at Raymond.

Why would he want to say something behind me? Why did you do this to me, or why didn't you see me as a doctor? But I don't know.

"This is not the first time. And I'll continue to die."

“…….”

"Would you tell me how to end it?"

Won't you be merciful?

But Duran's face was contorted with pain.

"Ca, to you... That's all I said."

"I see."

It is important for torture to be efficient from weak to strong. Put the water in your nostrils and let out light electricity.Even if it is not too bad for the body, it is effective to hold a person's mind and shake it by gently rubbing a continuously thin iron cord near the neck.

However, weak torture is not enough. A person's body is inert, and the neurological method of torture becomes dull when it is used for use. So sometimes I need a hammer, hook, and knife. Hitting yourself quickly makes you tired. The use of tools can effectively cause violence.

And revenge is needed, not purely to extract information.

If you can't get rid of your vengeance, you won't be able to stand it.

Do they really not know?’

Raymond looked at his legs as they approached the ornaments. It may be better to cut it off. Shortly after being held in Raymond's hands, Duran shed tears and sought mercy. Raymond looked down at him and hoped that the answer might come sooner than he thought.

But until today, when Karen died, Duran did not come up with a proper answer.

It was not without information at all. Torturing Dulan, he could hear several things.

It's like the fact that pregnant women can be released.

Karen was not surprised when she hesitated and confessed that she was infertile and could not be solved. Because it was already from Duran.

But there was nothing decisive.

Raymond agonized for more than a year of torture.

You may not really know the interest of 'now'. At this point, he may really know little.

If you can't find out no matter how you torture him. If what you do is not more than just anger.

So how can they be saved?

Puck.

"…oh, hell."

Raymond looked down at the nail. Fat stuck between the blades of the saw and did not lift properly. Even though it was a bone-like body that was not seen as fat on the outside, blood stuck between the saw blades and flowed. It showed that he was a living man with flesh. It was uncomfortable for Raymond. I needed a new saw blade. Bubbles were running from Duran's mouth. He will need treatment, too.

"Take a break. Bride."

He left the room to change his tools.

Raymond looked at the garden outside the window and thought of Karen's body. The body is just what's left of it. If left untreated, it will rot and become a white bone, so you have to deal with it somehow. Like he did it over a hundred times. I didn't intend to embrace the body and mourn the death forever.

"Do you think makeup is good? It's the cleanest thing. Or the store is fine. I'll put it in my family grave. Come to think of it, it might be a little too much to be buried together. I didn't get married formally... Well, once you've set up a tombstone, you'll have to pull it out."

Raymond murmured. But there was no answer. Raymond shut his mouth. There is no one beside me.

"…I was next to him not too long ago.”

From the time he regained his memory until he met the real Karen, Raymond suffered from Karen's memories and fantasies. By his side, Karen always looked the same and repeated what she had said in the past.

"Look, you said you'd forget."

Sometimes he muttered what he would have said. It was all for nothing after all.

There were times when I felt a little uncomfortable in my daily life. But soon he started to enjoy it, too. I realized that my mental condition was not very good, but I didn't want to be treated. He loved Karen's fantasy and got comfort from it.

"I think it would be okay to plant trees after the burial. Would roses be good? You might think roses are too cliche because they have red hair, but....”

Damn it.

Raymond shut his mouth. I can't see any illusions.

I felt like a fool to myself. It'll be all right now. I met Karen. Karen will never choose to die quickly again, although she is not by her side now. Then she must prepare herself for the rest of her life. There is no need for illusions. Memories are enough.

Raymond replaced the saw blade and wiped the hammer away. Then he took the anti-inflammatory and painkillers and went back to his room. First of all, we have to keep drawing it up. Karen has closed her eyes, so she could try to torture more seriously.

“…….”

Raymond approached the open door without making a noise.

There was Duran in the room.