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The wedding was being prepared quickly and roughly. The wedding to be the king's mistress didn't have to be fancy. The wedding dress worn at the wedding was also shabby.

Karen's dresses from Gwiz were all difficult to calculate, but the wedding dresses were different. It was cheap. Women of any country, women of any age, wore the best clothes only at marriage, but not Karen today.

Because it's not a real wedding. Prince Gwiz asked if he was bothered by clothes that seemed to be too big even though he had prepared them, glancing at the wedding dress hanging on the mannequin in front of Karen.

"Do you need something better?"”

"No, it doesn't matter because it's not important."

Karen was willing to receive a piece of paper-like cloth and a decoration-free white dress. Everyone knows that weddings are not important. It's just a formality. The important thing is to be Prince Gwizu's mistress.

So you don't have to pay too much attention to the wedding. On the contrary, the government should relax. To show Prince Gwiz that he is not paying attention.

"Katherine left me after the wedding. The wedding will be held in the backyard of the palace. We won't need much time, so we'll take it as a summary."

"I'm not going to make the same choice as my mother.”

"You don't think I'll believe you, do you?”

Prince Gwiz held Karen's chin. And then turn around. Karen had a sore jaw, but she relaxed and just shook as he shook. It's not good to build your self-esteem for nothing.

"I'm suspicious of being too obedient."

What am I supposed to do?

Karen grumbled inwardly and lowered her eyes. Complaints. Discontent. It's hard to understand how my mother got entangled with such a man. Karen blamed Catherine for not dealing with the problem properly and leaving it to herself.

"How can I be more satisfied than this when you have given me as much treasure as I want?"

"You're saying something funny. I'm not craving your affection. I'm trying to reflect on how Catherine felt through you."

"That's all?"

"Not just that."

Gwiz licked his lips and pressed Karen's stomach hard.

"But I'm not crazy enough to believe you unconditionally.”

Then the hand went down. Prince Gwizu's lips twisted as he went down close to his vagina.

"I never put it in, and I had a baby."

Karen laughed face to face.

"Yes, she's your child."

Believe it or not.

Laughing at each other was acrimonious.

***

Karen first thought she had to hide her pregnancy. Prince Gwiz thought he might cut his stomach if he knew he was pregnant. He was a good enough man.

"I've been curious about people since I was a kid. Everyone looked different on the outside, but when you open it, the inside was the same...It was good to see it."

But soon I realized.

Prince Gwiz was someone who would want to split his stomach even if he wasn't pregnant. Prince Gwiz whispered as he touched Karen's shoulder.

"But I think you have a beautiful speed.”

"Don't you think it's okay on the outside?"

"Of course the outside is fine. But that's for a while. Beautiful things wither quickly. So I like to preserve...You know, maybe you could change it little by little. But if you do that, it goes bad quickly again.”

"That's too bad. What do you think about taking me as a pet instead of screaming hostage? If you continue to decorate me, my appearance will last longer.”

Karen was willing to use her body as much as she could to survive.

It was still repulsive and disgusting to use what my mother used to write, but now I was in no situation to argue about it. Karen had to survive whatever she did, whether she was a pet or a dog. I didn't want to miss this life where pregnancy succeeded in a hundred years.

"I want to be the only one who can understand you."

But Prince Gwiz closed his eyes with a smile as if he were tearing his lips. It was a smile that I could see your insides clearly.

"My dear, I don't expect anything from anyone since Catherine left. You're not Catherine, you're just her by-product."

"How can I not like you that Catherine left to me?”

The process is different, so there is no answer like the past.

Prince Gwiz had no choice but to admit that he was different. Karen's presence here now was due to an accident, which was different from when Gwiz was 117, who intentionally attracted her.

"It was better for Park Je-je to start with a clean breath and then work on it."

“…….”

How can we avoid the imminent death? How can I please Prince Gwizu?

Prince Gwiz had approached first last time. He examined Karen's back in detail and even found out that Karen was involved in the murder. And he thought only Karen could understand him and asked her to understand him.

But not this life. Karen has never been involved in a murder, and he doesn't know what he thinks of her.

In addition, since he was kidnapped like Isela, Prince Gwiz would think that Karen is using her means to live, no matter what Karen says.

And that's right.

"Have you given up?"

"No."

Karen looked up at Prince Gwiz and said,

But she has a memory. Have knowledge. Over the years, there is something I have heard and experienced. She was not just 17 years old in the capital city, but more than 100 times in the social world, who broached the situation of this time.

"Your Grace, don't you wonder why your mother left?"

"As I said earlier….”

"Because you didn't get any children from your Highness.”

Bang!

Prince Gwid grabbed Karen by the head and hit her on the floor. My head tingled. Karen opened her mouth in shock. Rather than being sick, I was dazed by the sudden shock.

Prince Gwiz snarled as he crushed Karen's head on the floor. A moment ago, I couldn't find a relaxed posture even after washing my eyes.

"...you're making fun of me. I'll cut your tongue first."

"Did you say something wrong? Oh, don't do that because I have a headache, Your Highness. Torture is not too late to slow down."

"Shut up."

Hands grab the hair again and lift it up into the air. Karen tried not to make an impression and spoke as boldly as she could.

"My mother told me about her life again, but she didn't believe me."

"I wonder if you're older than you look.”

Prince Gwiz had definitely said so to Karen at the time. Katherine must have told him about someone who lived again or who was more experienced than she really looked. But from his tone of voice, he didn't believe it.

Catherine knew that, too. I tried to choose him in consideration of that. But I couldn't.

In the days when only Raymond and Karen were in the mansion, Raymond thought carefully about what Karen had to say.

"When you give birth to a child, you're free...That's why you didn't choose your Highness.”

"What? Oh, don't move. I'm still drawing."

Raymond frowned as he listened to Karen. Karen sat down, focused on the canvas, and spoke urgently as Raymond moved. If the model moves, you can't draw it properly. Raymond removed the hair that poked him in the eye and said, avoiding Karen's glare.

"Your mother, Catherine."

"Yes... isn't it because your mother didn't choose Prince Gwizu because she had a lot of problems? A serial killer, a pervert... His government hurts his pride."

And as I got older, I had less hair. Karen watched Raymond's abundant hair for a moment and worried that he would have less hair when he got older, but she was relieved to think of the rich heads of his ancestors hanging in a row in the mansion. Hair is life when you get older.

"Maybe it's more urgent and direct than that."

"Do you know anything more about your mother?”

"No, I'm not talking about him, I'm talking about the prince. Rumor has it… he's a man who can't see his children."

The clerk was standing. Karen frowned and thought of his slightly withered bottom.

"Then... Prince Louis...?”

"He is not the son of Gwiz."

Karen recalled a king who loved Louis. That's why it was. Karen was convinced.

"What a useless stick... No, it was a person.”

"That's right."

If then,

Karen recalled Prince Louis, his son. It was an understandable moment why he hated his son so much, was jealous, and even put a knife to kill his son at the end.

Lewis is not the son of Gwiz, but a younger brother. The king intentionally made it and disguised it as his son.

That man was unnecessary to his mother. A man who doesn't meet the minimum requirements. a man who can't bring his children Gold and silver treasure have no meaning and power has no meaning. Because he can't give Catherine death as a gift.

His low taste may have been a secondary problem for his mother.

"Your Highness."

How could this worthless man.

"My mother loved Your Grace.”

Catherine apparently said in her diary, 'Guys, you're dead.' Do you think that Catherine loved Gwiz? I don't think so. I didn't think anyone could love someone like Gwiz. If you're out of your mind.

But now she can always tell lies. If he can live by saying what he wants, he can make up dozens of things.

"But I had to leave because you didn't believe in her and couldn't give her a child to end her life again...Why didn't you tell your Highness?"

I don't have to say it.

"She didn't even want you to get hurt.”

Gwiz's hand, which was shaking his head, stopped. He seemed a little confused. This is the beginning.

"Your Highness, my mother is alive again, and I am. I'm not afraid of death because it comes back."

"…then it's okay to die one more time. In return for the funny story, I'll hang your body with jewels."

"Even though you have a child in this ship?"

"…what?"

Karen looked down at her boat and said,

"Wait a few months. It's not obvious yet, but there will be a baby who looks just like you. I've had something to do with you in my life."

"…oh, dear. I don't like crazy girls like you."

"Don't you believe it?"

"There's no fool who believes that."

Prince Gwiz was smiling with a puzzled look on his face.

"Didn't you just say it yourself? I do, I don't have the ability to fertilize my child. Louis is not my child. And that's why Catherine left me? Oh, yeah. Let's say so. Then why does it say that you are pregnant with my child? It doesn't add up and I've never put my stuff between your legs!"

"You've done it before. It's hard to have children, not impossible at all. It's different from 20 years ago. Medical technology has advanced."

Steady, slow. Let's keep talking. Karen licked her front teeth with her tongue. Licking your lips will make you look like you're lying too blatantly.

"Why wouldn't I be so afraid to come here?”

"Ha…."

"I'm not afraid of death, I'll come back to life. I'm not afraid of this, I've been here many times. And I'm not afraid of you."

Karen held the hands of the tired Gwiz. Before I knew it, the knot I had tied came undone. That's because Gwiz grabbed his head and hit him and fell out.

I wanted to pierce his head with a gun right away, but Karen held back. Now he has no gun. Let's just think about living now. I pulled up the corners of my mouth that didn't force me to go up.

"Because you're my husband."