Chapter - 436 What is Love? (11)

"Guo'er," Xiao Longnü suddenly broke the silence, "didn't you say that after we are dead, our spirits will go to the underworld? Is it true there is a Yan Luowang [king of the underworld]?"

"I do hope so," answered Yang Guo. "Even if the underworld was a sea of blades, boiling oil, or other kind torture, I would rather the underworld exist, than having our souls separated for eternity."

"That's true," said his wife, "I do too; hope that there is an underworld somethere. People say that on the way there an old granny meets the departing spirit and gives that spirit a bowl of water that makes the spirit forget everything mortal. As for me, I would refuse to drink that water. Guo'er, you have to promise me that you won't forget my love forever."

Xiao Longnü was raised and trained by the Ancient Tomb Sect, where she learned how to suppress all emotions. Therefore, while her heart was broken, she was able to speak with a steady voice. Yang Guo, on the other hand, could not hold back his tears any longer. He quickly walked away, turned his head from his wife and wiped his eyes with his sleeve.

Xiao Longnü sighed. "Ah! How can we mortals know anything about the underworld matters?" she said, "But if I were given any choice, I would rather live forever with you …. Guo'er, look! That flower is very pretty."

Yang Guo turned his head to where his wife was pointing, and he saw a beautiful red flower. It was so big, bigger than a rice bowl. The flower was swaying from the soft early evening breeze. It looked like a peony [mu dan] yet different; it looked similar to the type called 'Chinese Peony' [shao yao] yet different. "This flower is truly rare; it is still winter, but it blooms so brightly. If I were to give this flower a name, I would name it 'Dragon Lady Flower' [Longnü Hua He]." He stooped down, picked the stem of the flower, and slipped it into his wife's hair.

"Thank you, for giving me a beautiful flower, and for giving the flower a beautiful name," Xiao Longnü smiled.

After walking a little bit longer they sat down on a grassy hill, resting. "Guo'er, do you still remember everything you promised when I took you as my disciple?" asked the young madam.

"Why wouldn't I?" he answered.

"Well, do you remember taking an oath to always obey what I command as long as you live?" she continued, "Whatever I say, you cannot disobey. But I have become your wife now. Tell me, do I have to obey you, or will you forever obey me because I was your master and teacher? What do you think?"

"I will always obey you," promised Yang Guo. "Teacher's word has to be obeyed. Wife's word even more, I cannot disobey."

"Hmm!" said his wife, "It's good to know you remembered."

They sat shoulder-to-shoulder, leaning against each other, enjoying the beautiful dusk scenery around them. From a distance they heard Wu Santong calling them for dinner. They looked at each other and smiled. Who would want to eat while enjoying this breathtakingly wonderful time?

Eventually, the sun set, and the moon slowly rose. Night was falling. They were tired, and unwittingly fell asleep.

Yang Guo stirred and opened his eyes around midnight. The weather had turned cold. Half-asleep he asked his wife, "Long'er, are you cold?" He stretched out his arm, wanting to embrace her. With a sudden jolt he felt like his blood was drained completely from his body, because his hand only grabbed a handful of dirt! He leaped up instantly. His wife was nowhere to be seen! He looked everywhere, but all he could see were mountaintops and trees, gleaming under the silver light of the moon. He stretched his neck, trying to listen; but all he could hear was a gentle breeze, carrying soft chirping and buzzing of the little critters. Where could Xiao Longnü be? His heart was pounding very hard! He exerted his internal energy, ran to the hilltop and shouted at the top of his lungs, "Long'er! Long'er!"

Frantically he dashed to another hilltop. "Long'er! Long'er!" His voice echoed throughout the valley. "Long'er! Long'er …!" but Xiao Longnü did not answer. Yang Guo's heart turned cold, "Where could she go? She slept next to me; it is impossible for an enemy to capture her, or even a beast to harm her without my knowing."

His cry had awakened Yideng, Huang Rong, Zhu Ziliu and the others. Knowing what happened, immediately they spread out around the valley, trying to find the young madam; while their hearts were puzzled. Xiao Longnü was nowhere to be seen, even after searching high and low.

Yang Guo was running around like crazy. A moment later they gathered together again. Yang Guo also stopped running, he thought, "She must have left of her own will, otherwise I would certainly know; but why? I believe Mrs. Guo had something to do with it. She once ran away from me and went to the Passionless Valley because of her." Because of this thought his blood boiled and he exploded, "Auntie Guo! What exactly did you say to her this afternoon?"

Huang Rong herself was confounded; she did not have any idea why Xiao Longnü would suddenly disappear. She saw Yang Guo's veins showing on his face and neck, and realized how critical this moment was. "I only advised her to persuade you to take the 'Severed Intestine Grass' to neutralize the poison inside your body," she explained patiently.

"Since her life cannot be saved, do you really think I would want to live alone?" Yang Guo screamed.

"Don't you worry," said his auntie soothingly, "Miss Long possesses a very high level of martial arts. It is unthinkable that something bad has happened to her that she could not overcome. Why did you say 'her life cannot be saved'?"

In his unbearable grief Yang Guo lost his temper and snapped, "Huh! This is all your precious daughter's doing. She struck her with a 'Soul Freezing Needle' while she was reversing her blood flow, so that the lethal poison attacked her internal organs. My wife is not a deity, how could she endure that?"

How would Huang Rong know what had happened? Her daughter indeed told her that she had accidentally injured the Yang – Long couple with a Soul Freezing Needle'; but those two were from the Ancient Tomb Sect, the same sect Li Mochou was from. Certainly they must have the antidote. Yes, they would be hurt momentarily, but she did not think the poison would threaten their lives. Yang Guo's answer was like a thunderbolt from a blue sky. Her countenance was sheet-white. Now she understood, "So it turns out Guo'er was adamant about not taking the pill because he would rather die than live alone. But where could Xiao Longnü go?" She looked up towards the hill where Gongsun Zhi and Qiu Qianchi met their tragic ends. She shuddered involuntarily.

Yang Guo had kept his gaze on Huang Rong and understood why she shuddered. He was shocked and angry beyond any reasoning. "You knew it! You knew she is beyond help and persuaded her to kill herself to save my life, didn't you?" he screamed. "You think you are doing me a big favor, but … but … I HATE YOU!!!" His chest tightened, he fainted and collapsed to the ground,. Reverend Yideng immediately gave him a massage and after a moment he regained his consciousness.

"I only persuaded her to save your life," said Huang Rong, "I have never told anybody to commit suicide. Whether you believe me or you don't, it's up to you."

Everybody was looking at each other, they did not know what to say or do. "Let us go to that hilltop and take a look," Huang Rong said. Everybody left at once. But the hole on that hilltop was deep and so dark, they could not see anything.