Chapter 347： confession

Lin Yuelan subconsciously felt that she should stop what he was about to say, but a certain voice specifically prevented her from doing that.

In the midst of hesitation, Jiang Zhennan saw softness, restraint and seriousness on his cold face, he said, "Miss Yue'er, I don't want to deceive you, let alone deceive myself, I feel myself... myself. I love you so much!"

As soon as his voice fell, he immediately felt that the whole world was quiet.

The cold and sharp handsome face looked as usual, very calm and calm.

However, if you find out carefully, his hands are tightly clenched into fists, the blue veins on the wrists on the back of his hands are bulging, and his sharp eyes reveal seriousness and caution.

In his heart, he was not consciously very nervous, and even more uneasy.

Because he had never felt fear before.

When he was three years old, he was locked in a small dark room where mice were running around. He didn't know what it was to be afraid, and he always wanted to escape.

After the death of his six-year-old nanny, after he escaped from the Duke of Zhenguo's mansion, he was wandering outside, starving, and encountering bad people.

When he was ten years old, he went to the battlefield and faced the tragic situation of rivers of blood and mountains of corpses. Even if it was the first time to kill someone with a big knife, the blood of the enemy spewed out, dripped on his blade, sprinkled on his face, and fascinated his eyes. When there was only blood in front of him, he didn't show any signs of cowardice.

After becoming a general at the age of eighteen, he fell into the enemy's treachery on the battlefield and fell into the enemy's encirclement. When defeat seemed to be a foregone conclusion, he was unusually calm, analyzed the situation that was most beneficial to him, and never disturbed himself.

At the age of twenty-four, he was poisoned by someone close to him. The poison had already attacked his heart, and he was about to face the moment of death. He was not afraid at all, and he was just sorry for his brother.

Twenty-five years ago, Lin Lin had never made him feel any fear or cowardice.

But now, facing a child whose shoulder height is not as high as his, with fair skin, and a beautiful face that has not fully grown, he was really nervous, but for the first time he was afraid.

He didn't know if it was Lin Yuelan's rejection that he was afraid of, or what was more fearful was that even if he refused, in the end, even his friends might not be able to do it.

However, since he has made up his mind to give his own warmth and happiness a chance, he is afraid and will never allow himself to retreat.

When Lin Yuelan heard Jiang Zhennan's words, she was stunned at first, and then her face turned slightly red for no apparent reason.

However, Lin Yuelan quickly reacted, she regained her composure and wanted to speak.

As a result, Jiang Zhennan clenched his fists tightly. He didn't wait for Lin Yuelan to say refusal, his voice fluctuated and said, "Yue'er, don't rush to refuse. I heard that you have finished speaking, okay?"

Lin Yuelan was stunned for a moment, then nodded, "Okay!"

Jiang Zhennan said very seriously, "I'm old, I've been disfigured before, and I have a bad star, but you are young, beautiful, and a capable person. Just these, I know that I am worthy of No, anyone who looks at it will say that I, Jiang Zhennan, are not worthy of you, Lin Yuelan.

However, even knowing this, I don't want to give up at all! I want to fight for my own happiness to marry once.

Yue'er, the first time I saw you, you gave me the same feeling, but at that time, I didn't know what those feelings were, and then I slowly let myself ignore the past.

But when we met for the second time, when I was on the verge of death, you were dressed in light green clothes, like a little fairy, and when you appeared in front of me again from the sky, my heart was really really shocked.

Later, in the slow contact, I was deeply attracted by your every move, glance and smile.

However, I deeply know that I am not worthy of you, and even worse, it may harm you.

So, on the one hand, I am deeply attracted to you, and my feelings for you are getting deeper and deeper, and on the other hand, I must push you away, because I can't hurt you.

However, I only now know that this emotion is not something that is said with words, but comes from the depths of the heart, like lava, and no one can stop it.

In the days when I left Linjia Village, oh no, I was leaving you, I was deeply tormented by longing!

Seeing each other for a day is like every three autumns!

I just realized the true meaning of this sentence!

When I decided to come back to you this time, I made up my mind that no matter how old I am, whether I am destined to be a male star or not, no matter my background, I just want to give myself a chance to fight.

I don't want to regret it, and I don't want to leave any regrets in my lifetime.

So, I decided to tell you how I feel about you.

Yue'er, I swear I'll be really nice to you!

In this whole life, I will only have you as a woman, just my wife, without any concubines, let alone any concubines, or other women, I just want to take good care of you and protect you.

As long as you give me a chance! "

Lin Yuelan, "..."

With Jiang Zhennan's cold temperament, perhaps this is the longest thing Jiang Zhennan has said since he was born.

And these words were used to confess to her.

Lin Yuelan suddenly felt funny when she thought about it.

But when she thinks that now, she is the object of confession, she can't laugh anymore.

Jiang Zhennan stared at her tightly and earnestly with persistent and affectionate eyes, not even blinking his eyelids, for fear of missing the answer Lin Yuelan gave him.

Lin Yuelan didn't immediately respond to Jiang Zhennan, her face was serious and serious, she just stared at Jiang Zhennan with sharp and shrewd eyes, as if to see a trace of falsehood in his eyes, and then used it to refuse he.

However, Lin Yuelan did not see any falsehood and guilty conscience.

What she saw was full of seriousness, persistence, affection, nervousness, fear and other expressions intertwined, making her at a loss and dazed for a while.

She didn't know that such a confession was a rejection? Or accept?

It's just that she can now think of everything that happened when she was with Jiang Zhennan, from the first time she was found by Jiang Zhennan when she hid in a big tree, to the moment when the two ran hand in hand when they met a big tiger running in the mountains.

From the second time, he was rescued in the deep mountains and forests at the request of the strong wind. Later, the two walked side by side many times, talking loudly and talking about the future.

After that, he left Linjia Village.

When I heard that she was in Qingfeng City, I immediately rushed over to find her, just because I was afraid that she would be poisoned by the third prince, and then I kept protecting her by my side until the end of the year, and each went back to their own needs.

In the same way, Lin Yuelan also thought about the embarrassment of Jiang Zhennan throwing her on the ground twice.

She knew that he didn't mean to throw her away at all.

He was just afraid.

Afraid of his contact with her, his death from the evil star killed her.

But he was deeply conflicted.

Because, he wants to have a deeper contact with her.

Between the push and the contact, he was deeply tormented and in pain.

Lin Yuelan knew all this.

For herself, she is not disgusted with Jiang Zhennan.

In terms of age, in fact, according to her real age, she is not younger than Jiang Zhennan, but several years older, so if she really wants to find a man, she will definitely not find a man of the same age as her current body.

Because she herself has not passed the level in her heart, she always feels that she is an aunt who has harmed a little fresh meat boy, and she can't say anything about such a little husband.

Therefore, she will find a man, and she must be looking for a man who is older than this body, mature, stable and strong, and looks very secure.

Jiang Zhennan complied with his own demands both in terms of age and personality.

Therefore, in terms of age and personality, Lin Yuelan did not feel any difference to Jiang Zhennan.

However, she came from the apocalypse where people kill people, people eat people, there is no family, friendship and love, only killing Miao and living, and she is very indifferent to the feelings themselves.

Besides, she blew herself up because she was betrayed by both her lover and best friend in her previous life, which caused her to suffer torment.

After crossing over, she told herself that she didn't want to believe in that **** love anymore.

She didn't even want to believe the man's mouth.

If the man's sweet words are to be believed, then the sow climbs the tree and the woman suffers herself.

However, in the face of Jiang Zhennan's confession, she didn't know what to do?

What kind of person will Jiang Zhennan be?

In fact, just look at how he treats his brothers and subordinates.

Loyalty and righteousness!

No matter how usual, Jiang Zhennan is not a glib man.

He has always cherished words like gold!

Whatever he says, he always counts and does what he says, and is very strict with himself.

To be honest, if she wants to get married in this era, marrying Jiang Zhennan is the most suitable!

But……