Chapter 279 Repressed Or Withdrawal

"First off, you left the forest while not telling anyone but Juilam, someone everyone for some reason feels extremely scared of, about where you were going. Secondly, you lied to everyone about your affinities, something I can clearly see through the fact that you just used light magic alongside the God energy that you used out there. You can't say that you are the victim while having continuously lied to us for your whole life!"

Gritting my teeth, I looked towards Throid and almost spat on him out of anger.

"You know I am right"

"You aren't though" I replied calmly

Before he could say anything else, I continued "None of you would have understood. You saw how my mother began freaking out after I beat that prodigy. If I were to tell you that I am some kind of fucking god or something, there was no way that any of you would believe it. That's why I like beasts more. They think before they start crying out like infants who had been kicked in the balls" I snorted while a cold glint passed through my eyes.

"You know what... I don't care about any of that" Gold pushed Throid aside and walked up to me with her machete in hand before aiming it towards my throat.

"Why didn't you come earlier? Because you came late, my best friend had to die" The gold steel blade pressed along my throat, yet before anyone could interfere or so anything stupid, I simply looked towards gold with an uncaring expression, one that showed no emotions, one that I would put on before coldly killing someone and throwing them onto the curb of a random street, waiting for them to get take or collected by some officers or knights patrolling.

"That's like asking the beast tide why it didn't come later. Stop being stupid" I moved her blade away from my neck, yet the next moment a scene flashed past my eyes causing me to throw Zack away while sidestepping as a blade struck the ground.

"GOLD! STOP!" Throid tried to reason with her but Alan simply held his shoulder and shook his head.

​ "What are you doing?" I asked as my hands slowly entered my pockets.

"Aren't you some kind of god? You would have known! Why didn't you do anything then!?" She roared back before lunging at me with a swing of her blade.

"What? I didn't say I was a god..." I swiftly create a blade out of pure mana, causing the blade to come out golden before using it immediately to flick towards her blade and cut it in half.

"Why do you have the god energy then! Why do act like you know nothing!"

' I can't be arsed to deal with this... Eyes of vanity: Erase'

The next moment, I watched as her body tensed up for a second before dropping to the ground, almost lifeless.

"What did you do!?" Clara shouted in panic

"Don't worry" I waved it off before continuing "I just knocked her out"

"Without moving a finger?" Alan raised a brow, seemingly confused at how such a thing could have happened.

"You were hailing me as a fucking god a second ago, this is the least I can do" I snorted at the hypocrisy of the situation.

"So you are a god?" Zack asked

"NO, YOU IDIOT! I JUST SAID THAT YOU GUYS HAILED ME AS ONE! THE LEAST YOU COULD DO IS BELIEVE THAT I CAN DO SOMETHING AS JUVENILE AS MAKING HER SLEEP!"

[You know you erased her memory of her best friend and all the emotions she had for him before she died]

"IT'LL WEAR OFF!"

[No it won't... Memories don't just come back after being erased]

"OH MY GOD HELA, SHUT THE FUCK UP AND SHOVE YOUR PESTERING ASS UP YOUR ILLUSIONARY-..." Looking around, I saw how everyone, including Zack, the only person who believed in me, was backing away from me in a mixture of fright and confusion.

"Oh god... Okay... Okay. I am sorry. I'm just not in the right state of mind. Just, you know, let me handle the shit I'm going through, don't be dicks about everything I say, and shut the fuck- I mean, shut your mouth when I tell you... Okay? I don't want to be here anymore than any of you. It hurts me to see my grandmother in pain. It hurts me to hear what I had made my family feel by disappearing. I am sorry but I can't have any of you saying anything about what happened here to them"

"Oh fuck you! You think that-"

"Oh my god, Zarch!" I looked towards the ceiling and raised my hands "ZARCH! If there is a god I beg you, Zeus, smite his ass until he shuts the fuck up"

*Silence*

'Alright, there is no god and Zeus is an asshole who likes to touch kids'

[Wow... You good bro?]

'When the fuck did you start calling me bro'

[I dunno... Since today? You good bruda?]

'I know you are trying to change the mood by changing your accent. It doesn't really work that well when your voice is half robot half-human/creature that can talk, I don't know, I am just trying to touch the edges of racism right now. Like, I kind of don't wanna be racist, but I feel like exterminating an entire race while going all 'doctor when' on that shit.' I shrugged while finally getting out of the tent, allowing everyone inside to rethink what they were about to say before actually saying it. For all they knew, their lives might have been on the line.

[I just analyzed your brain and hormones and crap. HAHAHA! See what I did there? I just spoke like you?]

'Wow... I sound like a fucking moron'

[Well, I didn't use any curse words because I would have to censor them.]

'What why the fu-'

[Anyway, I am not sure which one it is, but you are either having a mediocre case of withdrawal-]

'Withdrawal? With-Fucking-drawal? What do I look like to you, A fucking child? A human? I am a fucking god! I can do anything!'

[-Or you are having an extremely minuscule or even abysmal outburst of withdrawn aggression. And since you are so stupid, let me say this in human terms. On the one hand, the fact that you just watched hundreds if not thousands of tasty soul energies runaway might have caused you to have a case of soul-blue balls. On the other hand, you are about to erupt out with all the bottled feelings that you had felt in the last 7 months or so, or in particular, ever since you had absorbed that demi-god bloodline. In conclusion, if it happens to be a mix of both, everything within a mile radius of you is f*cked... Wait for no... everything within a 5-mile radius is f*cked]