CH 143.2

When Shen Ye returned to the company, he was thinking about Ye Ming all the way. Although he had just left the hospital, he wanted to go back immediately.

But he kept warning himself that the current Ye Ming couldn’t remember anything. He just said that casually, perhaps even out of goodwill. If he really had stayed there all day, Ye Ming would probably feel trapped. Or maybe… that was just a polite remark from Ye Ming, maybe he thought too much.

Shen Ye has never been so entangled with one thing. Even in the face of billions of corporations, he could make a decisive decision without changing his face, but he just had to struggle with whether to see Ye Ming, feeling a never-before-seen indecisiveness.

Shen Ye went through two days with this indecisiveness, checking the date on his mobile phone occasionally, before finally driving to the hospital again. 

Since Ye Ming said those words, he probably… hoped that he can see him again…

When Shen Ye passed by, Ye Ming was sitting on the hospital bed and eating. The nurse next to him was taking care of him, but Zheng Sen wasn’t there.

When he saw Shen Ye coming, his expression was calm, and he smiled faintly, “You came.”

Shen Ye nodded. He felt that his throat was a little dry, and he couldn’t speak. He fidgeted and put the flower basket on the table next to him. He looked as if he was here to see the patient while working, asking hoarsely, “Are you feeling better?”

Ye Ming smiled and said, “Much better. The doctor said that I had a mild concussion and will be discharged from the hospital in a few days.”

Shen Ye nodded but didn’t know what to say next.

Ye Ming didn’t take the initiative to speak either, just sitting there, and reading a book for a while. Although he was now using a mobile phone, he still felt more comfortable holding a paper book occasionally.

Shen Ye sat at the side without saying a word, looking greedily at the person in front of him. 

The afternoon passed quickly, and when Zheng Sen came over from getting off work, Shen Ye consciously left.

A few days passed this way.

Shen Ye came over and sat down for a while every day, and Ye Ming didn’t ask them about their previous affairs anymore. He didn’t seem to care at all, which made Shen Ye breathe a sigh of relief.

Another weekend, when Shen Ye came over, Ye Ming took the initiative to talk to him. 

He said, “I’ll be discharged from the hospital tomorrow.”

Shen Ye was taken aback for a moment, “Oh… That’s great.”

Ye Ming couldn’t help laughing while looking at Shen Ye’s stunned look, and he whispered, “Come here.”

Shen Ye walked over and approached the hospital bed. 

Ye Ming looked up at him, suddenly grabbed Shen Ye’s tie, pulled his head down, and gently kissed him on the lips. Shen Ye’s pupils were shocked.

Shen Ye’s lips trembled. The kiss was very light and cold. He felt that he was afraid that he had lost his mind and gone crazy to have such a fantasy…

Ye Ming couldn’t help but laugh louder when he looked at Shen Ye’s appearance. He jokingly said in his ear, “I used to like you, right?”

Shen Ye’s eyes were complicated and painful, and he was unable to answer this question. 

Ye Ming said word for word, “Whatever you are feeling sorry for against me, I forgive you.”

Shen Ye’s eyes became more and more painful, unable to face the person he loved. If you remembered everything, you wouldn’t say such things. And I have no right to accept your affection, you’ll hate me in the end.

At this moment, Shen Ye even wanted to tell the truth despite everything, he couldn’t just enjoy this person’s kindness so selfishly and despicably.

But Ye Ming reached out his hand to cover Shen Ye’s lips, his eyes gentle and tolerant, “There’s no need to say anything for now.” 

If he doesn’t say it, I can still pretend that I don’t remember. In this short period of time, I will forget all my troubles and pretend that we are still fine.

But I know that this illusion is about to end, and there will always be an end to self-deception.

The purpose of my rebirth is revenge. There is nothing else, but I still want to tell you that I will never blame you, I will forgive you, and… I’m sorry I can’t accompany you.

I’m sorry for causing you so much pain. 

My beloved.

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I understand. 

No matter what happens in the future, at least for the moment I believe what you say, and you say you will forgive me.

For me, this is enough.

【Ding, Shen Ye’s blackening value is -2, the current blackening value is 0. 】

【The current world’s blackening value has been eliminated, please leave the world within 10 days. 】 

Ye Ming slowly let go of his hand and smiled, “You don’t need to come over tomorrow. I will be discharged from the hospital. If there is a chance in the future, let’s meet again.”

Shen Ye nodded and stared at Ye Ming with a very gentle expression: “Okay.”

Any words you have, any request, I will only say, “Yes.”

Ye Ming looked at Shen Ye and smiled. In the darkness, the look of absolute sorrow in his eyes flashed past. I really hope… time can stay forever, and I will never remember it. But if that’s the case, it wouldn’t necessarily be good either. 

【 888: You should be ready to leave. 】

【 Ye Ming: I know~】

【 888: How do you plan to leave this time? 】

【 Ye Ming: I have already thought about it, and I must leave with all my might! ^_^】 

It was rare for 888 not to taunt Ye Ming.

He knew that Ye Ming would not stay for any world, just as he would not choose the identity of this traverser. Everything, including 888 himself, was just a game that would pass for Ye Ming.

The real world was the only place he would stop at.

When they were together, 888 wanted to get rid of this trash every day and wanted to change to a more reliable and obedient host who would not mess around casually. But when they were about to separate, it wasn’t very joyful. It probably couldn’t see this trash die, and it couldn’t hear this trash and was a little bit unaccustomed. 

888 decided to wait for the end of this mission to sort out its data. It was afraid that it had been infected by the trash human’s emotions, like poison.

Ye Ming slept peacefully. When he got up, he took a rare and serious look at his appearance. He told 888 that even if he wanted to go, he must go beautifully.

Ye Ming didn’t wait for Zheng Sen to come over. He left the hospital alone early in the morning, and then took a taxi to another hospital.

Shen Dayao was in that hospital. 

Shen Dayao has been living in the hospital since he was released on bail. Shen Dayao actually got sick. After all, he wasn’t young anymore. After going through his son’s betrayal and various changes, he fell ill in prison in a flash

When Ye Ming passed by, Shen Dayao was asleep in the special ward. The man looked older and had more grey hair.

But Ye Ming did not have the slightest sympathy.

He walked over, took off Shen Dayao’s ventilator and smiled at him. The corners of his lips were slightly raised, “Long time no see.” 

Shen Dayao was awakened by Ye Ming’s actions, and when he saw Ye Ming appear in front of him. He made a sound of surprise and sneered, “It’s you!”

It was because of this person that Shen Ye betrayed him, and it was because of this person who caused him to fall to this point. Ye Ming’s face, which was unbelievably similar to Han Xu’s, haunted him like a demon!

“It’s me.” Ye Ming smiled slightly.

Shen Dayao looked at him with cold eyes and said, “Get out, who allowed you to come in!” 

Ye Ming shook his head and said lightly, “I haven’t seen you for ten years, and you still don’t like me. It’s a pity that I didn’t understand it earlier, and I expected to get your recognition.”

Shen Dayao’s pupils shrank, and his voice hesitated, “What do you mean?”

Ye Ming looked at him steadily, with a strange look in his eyes, “Although you don’t want to see me again, I have been thinking about coming back to see you. I am Han Xu… You didn’t forget, did you?”

Shen Dayao was horrified! “Impossible—” His voice suddenly became higher, but before he could finish speaking, Ye Ming covered his mouth tightly, and the final sound stopped abruptly, with a look of horror in his eyes. 

Impossible… This is impossible… Han Xu died a long time ago!

He saw his body being buried with his own eyes. Han Xu died a long time ago!

Ye Ming lowered his head, stared into Shen Dayao’s eyes, and said slowly, “I thought it was impossible, but in this world, anything is possible, for example… I can survive and seek revenge from you personally.”

“You must have never thought this day would happen, right?” 

Shen Dayao’s body trembled slightly. He had never been afraid of anyone or anything in his life, but this time, unprecedented fear enveloped him, and despair floated onto his face.

He didn’t want to believe it, but he had to believe it. He looked into Ye Ming’s eyes, those eyes……

Looked so similar to Han Xu.

In the end, you still came back to seek revenge from me. 

Ye Ming sighed softly, a high look appeared in his eyes, and he whispered, “Although I would love to hear you apologize to me, now is not the right time. So, it’s fine… Just apologise to my parents after you go down, okay?”

When he said this, his voice softened, and a sharp knife appeared in his hand, slowly inserting itself into Shen Dayao’s throat.

Shen Dayao’s old and seriously ill body suddenly trembled, the blood surged in his throat, he made a grunting sound, and his eyes were cracking, but Ye Ming held him firmly, staring into his eyes for an instant, watching him die. Until he finally stopped moving.

Until the moment of his death, Shen Dayao couldn’t believe that such a hasty end would be his end. 

Ye Ming looked indifferently at the bloodstained hospital bed and pulled the knife out of Shen Dayao’s neck.

Shen Ye was sitting in the office. He knew that today was the day when Ye Ming was discharged from the hospital.

Zheng Sen should pick him up, so he doesn’t need to worry. Even though Ye Ming kissed him yesterday… Shen Ye didn’t dare to expect more, but he still thought… At least they will have a chance to meet in the future.

In this way, it was actually the best ending. 

He just doesn’t know why, but he kept feeling a little uneasy today. Even while he was reviewing the documents, he kept making mistakes again and again. Shen Ye was about to leave work early because he was overthinking. It was at that moment. The assistant ran into the room in a panic.

Shen Ye looked at the assistant’s expression, and there was a thump in his heart, and a bad premonition suddenly hit his scalp.

The assistant said, “Shen, President Shen… you… better go to the hospital.”

Half an hour later, Shen Ye stood in the hospital. 

The police have already arrived, and the scene is surrounded.

But Shen Ye could still see everything inside clearly from the open door. On the bloody hospital bed, his father had his eyes opened, showing horrified and incredulous eyes until he died. And the other person he loved deeply… was sitting peacefully on the sofa next to him, leaning weakly, blood stained his clothes, and the knife fell at his feet.

All these bright reds dyed his world.

Shen Ye stood there, unable to move. He suddenly felt very cold. The chill was deep in his heart. He also thought that the ending was actually good… Reality slapped him cruelly in the face, not giving him any chance to deceive himself. 

All the cruellest things were uncovered in front of him.

At this moment, he suddenly remembered the last words Ye Ming said to him yesterday, that last kiss.

He finally understood that Ye Ming had already remembered everything.

The reason why he pretended not to remember was probably that it was the last affection, pity, and farewell for him…because he was about to take his other close relative to die together, he knew… He would be sad. 

Ye Ming, he knew everything……

But he couldn’t even see through such an obvious thing.

Shen Ye’s body shook slightly. He reached out his hand to get support from the wall, staggered his gaze, and did not dare to look inside again.

His father’s eyes were staring at him, and he seemed to be still reprimanding him, you unfilial bastard… And Ye Ming smiled calmly as if telling him, I’m sorry, I love you. 

If this was the ending, living was probably the real hell.

The assistant stood aside, and he couldn’t bear to look at the scene inside. He looked at Shen Ye worriedly, lest he couldn’t handle it.

But to his surprise, Shen Ye did not fall.

He cooperated with the police very calmly to make a statement and calmly arranged a funeral for the two of them. 

Shen Ye didn’t return home until all the dust had settled.

But when he closed his eyes, the faces of Ye Ming and his father were still there, one smiling at him and the other with a hideous expression. The last scene was frozen as their appearance forever.

A year later, Shen Ye came out of the psychiatrist’s clinic.

It was already an intense winter outside, and the cold wind was biting. 

The cold wind was scraping on his face like a knife, and the pain was so hot that Shen Ye frowned slightly. He hadn’t slept well for a long, long time. He could only fall asleep with sleeping pills, but the effect was getting worse and worse.

Because the weather was too cold, there weren’t many pedestrians on the street.

Shen Ye was walking slowly, his expression a little dazed, when suddenly a young man wearing a coat and scarf walked by in a hurry. The side of his face was very similar to Ye Ming. Shen Ye was taken aback for a moment, then suddenly ran back a few steps and grabbed a hold on the man.

The young man walked like usual, but he didn’t expect that someone would suddenly grab his wrist as if to crush his bones with force. He thought he had encountered a psychopath and yelled loudly, “Hey, what are you doing? Let go of me!” 

Shen Ye looked into his eyes, and after a few seconds, he let go of his hand without saying a word.

No.

It’s not him.

The young man walked a few steps cautiously and then whispered that he was sick and left quickly. 

Shen Ye stood still for a long time.

He knew that that person wouldn’t come back, and even if there was a chance to be reborn again, he would not come back.

He stayed where he was, alone.

Waiting for someone who will never come back. 

The author has something to say: lalala I finally finished writing this ~\~

The stupid author will take a day or two off to sort out the plot, and then started to return to the real world!

The real world is not abused, the sweet HE finale is so sweet!

***The stupid author miscalculated the blackening value, fixed the bug__ 

The translator has something to say: Happy Valentine’s Day!! Hope you have a good read