The servant was carrying soup and porridge upstairs, and was startled when she saw Mo Lingwei with disheveled hair, and was about to ask her where to take the child, when Mo Lingwei was so thin that only a handful of bones remained. On her body, the soup and porridge on the plate were scattered all over the floor.

Mo Lingwei didn't seem to notice it, and went downstairs quickly, not even noticing that one of the cotton shoes on her feet had escaped.

The servant had never seen Mo Lingwei like this before, she was so frightened to death, she hurried to the guest room and knocked on the door desperately before even tidying up the scattered things on the ground.

Feng Shaojin was fed some sleeping pills by Feng Yichen, and he was sleeping drowsily, and the high fever on his body subsided a little.

"Young Marshal, something went wrong, and the Young Madam ran out with the child in her arms."

The sound of knocking on the door vigorously and the servant's panicked shouts came into his mind indistinctly. Feng Shaojin struggled to open his eyes, sat up with his arms propped up, lifted the quilt, and opened the door.

The servant hurriedly said it again, Feng Shaojin hurried downstairs before he finished listening.

There was a guard standing at the door, and it was impossible for the guard to let her out.

Therefore, she must still be in another courtyard.

Feng Shaojin searched around, and finally found her in the backyard. Mo Lingwei was just putting Xiu'er in the piled high snow, and covered the child with the snow.

When Feng Shaojin approached, he saw that most of Xiu'er's body was buried in the snow by Mo Lingwei, only his head and chest were still exposed.

Her slender and soft fingers were flushed red from the snow, she was only wearing a cotton shoe, and the other foot was only wearing socks...

Mo Lingwei is a standard lady, she can deal with big things calmly, and has never appeared outside the bedroom with disheveled clothes.

It was probably the first time in his life that such a distressed appearance appeared in the backyard and in the sight of servants.

Feng Shaojin pulled her back: "Ling Wei, what are you doing?"

"The fever can't go down, it can't go down!" Mo Lingwei's nerves, which had been tense for days, were under the greatest pressure. At this moment, they suddenly broke, and she broke down and cried, "It's been three days, it's already gone!" It's been three days, and Xiu'er still hasn't woken up, and the fever on his body hasn't subsided, so he can't wake up from time to time?"

Feng Shaojin hugged her: "No, Ling Wei, you go back to your room first and put on your shoes..."

"Feng Shaojin!" Mo Lingwei's suppressed anger and resentment broke out in an instant, her nails desperately grabbed Feng Shaojin's face and neck, and shouted hoarsely: "What did I do wrong?" , To get this kind of retribution, to meet you?

All my life, I have followed the rules, followed the etiquette, never dared to make mistakes, and lived carefully, for fear of repeating the mistakes my mother made.

The only thing that did not abide by the etiquette is that I was influenced by Western thinking, met you before marriage, and agreed to try to date you in your pledge and oath.

During this period of dating, I have always abided by my duty and never dared to go beyond the threshold.

I have saved so many people, and I have killed others, but I have never deliberately done anything harmful to nature, nor have I ever bullied others.

Why?

Why did I end up like this?

It's fine if I die, why make Xiu'er suffer like this?

I shouldn't have saved you in the first place. The one thing I regret most in my life is saving you. If I let you die at the gunpoint of the Japanese, how good would it be?

It's not like losing my own life, the reputation of the Mo family, and Xiu'er in the end...

He is just a child over three years old, why should he be implicated by me? "