"I was hurt by your family, I was hunted down by people around you, I escaped from death, how close you are to me, how kind you are to me, I am as dangerous as I am, I am in a state of anxiety all day long, and I am afraid of protecting you. For the innocent Xiu'er..."
After burning the ingots, Mo Lingwei threw the paper with many handwritings into the brazier one by one.
Her voice was clear and calm, as usual, but the slightly protracted vague tone betrayed her drunkenness. At this moment, she was not sober as in the daytime.
"These are the things I want to say to you. I didn't say it to you before. Now I want to say it to you again, but you can't hear it. I wrote it all down and burned it to you. I hope you can see it.
Shaojin, in fact, after I married you, I already forgave you, but I couldn't get over the hurdle in my heart. Later, you told me that you didn't marry me because of Shaoqing's death, but just because you wanted to be with me. Just together, I was completely relieved.
You said that I am willing to accept you only because of Jinlan's dying entrustment, but if my mind is firm enough, it is impossible for me to obey my own wishes at will.
That night, I was actually willing in my heart.
Shaojin, I have saved you, and you have saved me. You have done wrong things to me, and you have already made up for it. Fireflies are so beautiful, but life is too short.
The promises you made to me, that you want to marry me and protect me, you have fulfilled them all.
In this world, there are too many people who have been kind to me, but they have all been implicated by me. This is the case in this life. If there is an afterlife, let’s not meet again. I hope you can spend your life well and safely in another world. Have worldly happiness and joy.
I also want to tell you a good news: I am pregnant!
I don't know who this child will be like when he grows up. If you are still alive, you will definitely be a good father. You can care so much about Xiu'er and treat this child as your own. You will definitely regard this child more than your own fate. more important.
When she is born, I will tell her that you have been looking forward to her from the beginning.
…
Shaojin, I love you! "
After a long silence, the last sigh was like a lingering sound, blowing along the cold wind, pouring into the ears of Chu Yunyao and Bao'er, listening to it for no reason made people feel helpless and sad.
A happy person spends his whole life being healed by childhood, and an unfortunate person spends his whole life healing his childhood.
Mo Lingwei is precocious, no matter how well Su Wan conceals it, the little Mo Lingwei sees the sadness that is revealed inadvertently from time to time.
Her mother taught her to be firm, strong, self-respect, self-respect, and assertive.
She can remain calm in the face of life and death, face up to difficulties in adversity, be indomitable and unyielding, but in love, she shrinks back like a coward.
She was too afraid of repeating her mother's mistakes, and she didn't dare to pin her future happiness on a man's rhetoric and conscience.
Promises can go with the wind, and conscience can be eaten by dogs.
She never even planned to get involved in relationships. She originally thought that when she reached a certain age, she would follow the arrangement of her elders, marry into a well-established family, have children with her husband, treat each other with respect, treat her husband and teach her children, and live a mediocre life. this life.
The only time there was a deviation from the predetermined track of life was when she met Feng Shaojin.
She blocked all treason and longing, and when she delivered all her heart, what she got was deception and concealment.
How much trust there is, how much betrayal hurts!