When Zhuang Xiaoyu was told by Qin Wuyan, she felt more guilty and blamed herself, and said in a low voice: "I didn't intend to ignore you, I just, I just felt..."
"I think what I said just now made you too sad, right?" Qin Wuyan has always been good at attacking the mind, so he simply expressed all the feelings in Zhuang Xiaoyu's heart: "You think your father is seriously ill, and his health is getting worse every day. , panicked with worry.
You think it's unnatural for me to ask you to rest for a few more days, don't you? "
Zhuang Xiaoyu didn't say anything, it was a tacit agreement.
Qin Wuyan said again: "If I just say a few words and you think I'm not humane, then, what your father did to me, do you think it's humane?
I am afraid that I will never forget it in my life. I just separated from you after listening to your words, and I was caught by your second brother and Min Shuisheng, and I was pressed on the top of the Forbidden Mountain. Min Mansion.
I was almost humiliated to death by Min Shuisheng. When I fell to the bottom of the cliff, I broke my legs. I survived by eating poison, eating snake meat raw and living a life of raw hair and blood...
As long as you really think about these encounters for me, you won't think that what I just said is too much. "
Qin Wuyan sat beside the bed, his whole body was like a piece of ice sculpture, his eyes fixed on Zhuang Xiaoyu were full of solemnity and pain.
The memories seemed to be sealed up, and they were finally forgotten, and now they have to uncover these scars by themselves, and cut them out for Zhuang Xiaoyu to see.
Those bloody pasts were branded with hot memories, Qin Wuyan clenched his teeth, as if waiting for Zhuang Xiaoyu's attitude.
An attitude that can think about it for him.
Sure enough, Zhuang Xiaoyu took the initiative to stick out his hand from under the quilt and grabbed Qin Wuyan's cuff: "Ah Yan, I just... just thought that my father was in too much pain..."
Qin Wuyan held her finger backhand: "I know."
"I'm sorry, I don't know how to make it up to you. I, I knew what happened to you back then, and my heart was pierced by a knife."
One side is her husband, and the other side is her best relative.
Zhuang Xiaoyu felt that she was being torn in two all the time, and she didn't know how to mediate all this, and how to calm it all down.
She even hated herself sometimes, as if she had caused it all by herself.
But there is no medicine for regret in this world, let alone, she doesn't know how to regret it.
Qin Wuyan patted her on the back reassuringly, leaned closer, and hugged her into his arms: "Be good, don't think too much, take a good rest for a few days.
When you recover completely, I won't stop you if you want to take care of your father.
If you don't get well, if you pass the illness on to your father, the loss outweighs the gain, huh? "
Zhuang Xiaoyu nodded, paused for a moment, and said again: "When I get better, I want to go to Qingyu Temple and pray for my father."
Qin Wuyan's body stiffened for a moment.
Zhuang Xiaoyu said again: "I haven't been to Qingyu Temple for a long time. The last time I went was a few years ago in autumn and winter, when the maple leaves turned red and fell..."
Qin Wuyan opened his mouth slowly: "I still remember that two monks, one fat and one thin, said that I was destined to kill, and that I was destined to be a lonely family in this life and not end well.
At the foot of Qingyu Temple Mountain, wild dogs were ferocious and almost killed us.
As your personal bodyguard, I managed to protect you with great difficulty, but I was whipped by the two young masters of the priest's mansion and scolded me for being useless..."
In his past, although there was sweetness with Zhuang Xiaoyu, there were more of them, which were unbearable!