Seeing her like this, Qin Wuyan felt a little more joy in his heart, raised his hand to pinch her chin, and asked in a low voice: "Do you love me?"
Zhuang Xiaoyu turned away: "You don't have to do this for me."
"Did the nurse tell you?"
"I overheard it by accident."
"What if my husband insists on doing this for you?" Qin Wuyan stared at her for an instant, wishing to reach her heart through her watery eyes.
Zhuang Xiaoyu felt more and more uncomfortable, "Ayan, I can't bear it."
Up to now, her family has been ruined, but she can't even find an outlet to hate anyone. She doesn't know who to hate, except herself, she really doesn't know who to hate.
Do you hate her father and brother? They treat her very well. They are so nice that they are afraid of falling when they hold them in their hands, and they are afraid of melting if they hold them in their mouths. Too sad.
Do you hate Ah Yan? For his own sake, he cut his flesh and bloodletted himself, and he did everything by himself, asking for his health, but he seemed to have done everything that a man in this world could do for himself.
She can hate only herself, but what's wrong with herself? If she could have predicted what would happen in the future, she would have killed herself long ago, and saved so much trouble later.
What about now?
She is not human inside and out, no matter what she does is right, no matter what she does, it is also wrong.
She can't afford these kindnesses and friendships, and she can't repay them.
It was this sentence that angered Qin Wuyan, and he suddenly hated it: "You can't bear it? Then what should I do so that you can bear it?
Could it be that you can bear it only if you push me to others? "
Zhuang Xiaoyu was a little confused, not knowing what he meant: "You, why do you say that?"
"Shouldn't you know?"
Zhuang Xiaoyu is not the kind of person who can keep everything in his heart, "Speak clearly, why should I push you to others?"
"Isn't it?" Qin Wuyan gritted his teeth, and said in a resentful tone: "After I blocked the knife for you, I fell into a coma with a fever and was unconscious for a few days. It wasn't the servant girl in this mansion who was in front of the bed. Serve me?
Didn't I take the handmaid's hand, didn't you see? Didn't you say nothing, let alone execute that maid. "
Thinking of this, Qin Wuyan still felt that his hands were dirty.
It's really strange. He didn't feel dirty when he crawled and rolled in the mud before, but now he just grabbed that woman's hand, and he felt that his whole body was dirty.
It seems that he is not without cleanliness, except for touching Zhuang Xiaoyu, he has cleanliness towards other women.
I don't know when I developed this habit unconsciously.
Qin Wuyan's palm wiped his clothes unconsciously, as if his palm was stained with some terrible filth.
Zhuang Xiaoyu finally understood why Qin Wuyan got so angry.
She lowered her head, and waited until Qin Wuyan's anger was over before she spoke softly: "At that time, I saw you were unconscious and focused on you, why did I notice these trivial things.
You also know that I'm not an overly smart person. If I care about these things, I won't care about anything else.
What's more, I also know that you are not conscious, and you keep calling me by my name, so I didn't take this matter to heart.
And at that time, Yu Sui had already kicked him out of the bedroom and scolded him.
After you wake up, I also forgot about it..."