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Xuanyuan Yu lightly smiled and nodded.

Cai Ruomei said slowly, "Eat first. I'll have Niu Mei come with me to get the ointment. You can get out of bed after eating, rest well, rub some medicine, and rest well for two days. "

Xuanyuan Yu nodded her head: "I'm fine already, I can get out of bed tomorrow."

"No, you have to rest. You can't go to the kitchen now, I won't let you do anything. You were too tired a few days ago, so you didn't listen to what I told you. Now you're very sick, so you have to rest well and get off the bed." "I don't want you to fall ill. You will be sick in a few days, so you must rest well and replenish your energy. I don't need these two days, just three days."

Xuanyuan Yu slightly smiled and nodded, "Many thanks Miss."

Cai Ruomo patted her shoulder and said, "Have a good rest." Then she and Niu Mei left the room together.

Niu Mei followed behind Cai Ruo Mu and said a few words, "Many thanks Miss."

Cai Ruo Mu's eyebrows fell. The corner of his mouth curled up into a faint smile: "Just do your job properly, that's all."

"Yes, miss." Niu Mei said affirmatively from behind.

Xuanyuan Yu was in the room, eating the dishes brought by the beef plum and the corners of her lips hooked up into a mocking smile. In this place, not to mention bearing with anger, even if he had to put up with others, he could still bear with it.

He had never thought that being a girl would be so tiring, and he was still able to do it well. It was a miracle.

After eating, she was truly hungry and had no time to care about other things. Regardless of whether she had harmed him or not, it was not the time for them to fall out. He still didn't have the ability to do so. Surviving now was the most important thing, and there was nothing better than living now.

He ate a box of food and drank some water before going to bed.

But as soon as I lay down on the bed, I couldn't sleep.

Now, Xuanyuan Yu had no choice but to admit that she had almost lost her sleep. He could not sleep every night. Such a life was truly painful. He could only get up.

Just got up. Put on your clothes. I saw them all come in.

Lucky for her, she walked over quickly. Looking at Xuanyuan Yu, she gave a faint smile. "You're not fully recovered yet. You need to rest well"?

Gu Qin sneered, "He's not the owner. How pretentious."

"Since when did it become your turn to speak?" Shou Mei sneered on the side.

Gu Qin coldly snorted, "We are all servants. "It's not up to you to speak."

Xiao Lian laughed coldly, "That's right, we are all servants. That's what a slave does. "Don't wait to find Aunt Qu again." As he spoke, he rolled up his sleeves.

Guqin took two steps back, looked at her unwillingly, then turned around and walked out.

Han Mei looked at Xuanyuan Yu and snorted, "Hmph, you're still sleeping? We're looking for a servant, not a master. " With that, he turned and left.

Xuanyuan Yu also did not mind.

I just need to get up and exercise. He looked at the soldiers on the other side of the wall as he walked out.

The corners of Xuanyuan Yu's mouth hooked up into a smile. After these few days, she could no longer say whether she was used to it or not. He was too lazy to think about it anymore. Now that it was like this, there was no point in thinking about it, was there?

Niu Mei came out, walked over to her and draped a piece of clothing over her shoulders. He pursed his lips and said slowly, "Sorry, I didn't do it on purpose."

Xuanyuan Yu pulled at the clothes on top of the bed and looked at her. Puzzled, she asked, "Why? I really don't know why you did that."

Niu Mei smiled bitterly. "I really don't want to, but sometimes I just can't take it anymore." He reached out his hand and grabbed the falling leaves. His expression was sad.

Xuanyuan Yu turned around and no longer looked at her. He also slowly spoke, "No one has no choice but to do so. To hurt someone for their own personal desires is similarly not worth sympathizing with." With that, he turned around and returned to the house.

Niu Mei gazed at her back, tears flowing uncontrollably. She was the one who hated him, but she shouldn't have hurt others. But what can I do? Some people can't understand other people's pain, not from their own point of view.

As he thought about it, he returned to the room and looked at Xuanyuan Yu who was about to lie down. He loudly yelled, "Yes, for her own selfish desires, it is wrong to harm others, but sometimes, when fate forces you to a certain point, you simply cannot do anything about it. It is just like how everyone is cursing a prostitute. But how many of those standing in the alleyway were willing to do so? If they weren't forced by fate to such a degree, who would do that? "Who doesn't want to have a better life and who doesn't want to be respected? But sometimes, fate has already been decided. If you don't go anywhere, you will just have to die." As he spoke, he covered his face and began to cry.

"Yes, some people are very pitiful. But if I don't go as a prostitute, I can choose to pick up trash, I can go as a waiter, and I can also survive. Fate is something we cannot choose, but the way to go is up to you. No one is forcing you to be a prostitute, not a prostitute. We can also live and choose another job, so what's wrong with that? "

"Hur hur." Niu Mei looked at her and smiled.

Xuanyuan Yu was stunned for a moment. "What are you laughing at?"

"What are you laughing at? Should I laugh at you for being too innocent, or laugh at you for not having experienced the hardships of the human world? Yes, you're right. You can choose another job, or you can live without being a prostitute. But do you know? When you can't make money by picking up trash, when you can only choose that path to live, not even for yourself, just for your family. I only realized now how innocent you were. No one wanted to be an aunt, no one wanted to be a prostitute. But when fate forces you to do it, when there is no other choice, you have to do it, you can't cry yet, you have to do it with a smile, because you cry, you will lose customers too. Tears are worthless, only when you put up with them. He had to endure it. Endure everything, but only for the sake of survival. No matter how kind you are, you will be forced to become a devil. "

Xuanyuan Yu was stunned. She had felt what she had said very well, but it had turned out like this. Right now, she was also experiencing helplessness and was enduring it. Otherwise, how could the dignified young mistress of the Prime Minister's Estate be a maid here? Nothing can be solved by human hands. But he couldn't give up on himself just because of this. Could he watch himself get caught? Even if fate was full of misfortune, one must still live on tenaciously.

Xuanyuan Yu stepped forward and held her hand, "Tell me, what exactly do you want? Maybe I can help you. "

Niu Mei let go of her hand and smiled bitterly, "Help me? "Thank you for your kindness, but even you are unable to protect yourself, how can you help me?"

Xuanyuan Yu also wouldn't tell her now that she had so much money on her, but no matter what, she wasn't that great yet, and she didn't want to stir up too much trouble for herself. If she could, giving her some silver before she left would be all she could do. After all, she needed to survive. She wasn't some saint. Moreover, this person had betrayed him a few days ago. No matter what, he must not be impulsive. She no longer trusted anyone. Even if the person in front of her spoke to her, she was not sure when that person would betray her. As he thought of this, he said, "Although I can't help you, it would be good if I could share some of it with you."

Niu Mei smiled bitterly, "The human heart is bad, can it be cured?" He raised his head and looked at her with a helpless expression.

Xuanyuan Yu also looked straight at her. There was no cure for this.

He suddenly thought of something and touched the Mind Reading technique in his bosom. He had brought this book with him for a long time, but had yet to study it properly, even though his first uncle said that this book was very dangerous. On the contrary, his life had been taken. It would be better to give it a try, but the time was not right. After he leaves this place, he would have a chance to study it. Although this book didn't have an electric eye, she had a feeling that this book had a magical power. Perhaps after he had successfully practiced it, there would no longer be anyone in the world who could be afraid of him.

Niu Mei looked at her, not knowing what she was thinking. "Rest well." "Go take a bath, wash away all the sickness from my body, I will go to the Miss's place to sleep at night."

Xuanyuan Yu nodded her head. Niu Mei had already left.

It was already autumn. The weather had turned to a rustling autumn wind. The sky was full of fallen leaves. Withered Vines. The branches were dry. He suddenly thought of a poem. The old rattan tree. Little Bridge, Flowing Water. Old ways west wind thin horse. The sun was setting in the west, and the people who broke their intestines were on the horizon. This situation was very consistent with his state of mind.

He sat in the yard and watched the leaves fall. Add to that the chilly autumn wind. Listening to the footsteps outside. The footsteps of the soldiers were still unceasingly searching for him. He wanted nothing more than to flay his own skin and pull out his tendons. Suddenly, his heart settled down.

Ever since he came here, he felt like he could not sleep at night. He had been living in a state of nervousness all the time, but now he was suddenly less afraid. Could it be that he had experienced too much and his heart had fallen into despair?

Sigh, he heaved another long sigh. He then held the clothes in his hand and entered the house.

He lay down on the bed. For the first time, I felt at peace. So it turned out that people were extremely scared. The first thing he learned was calmness.

Soon, he heard someone coming in to eat. After a while, he heard the teasing voices of Shuangmei and Sanglian. noisy. The only few people in the room were those who remained silent. It was just that, from the beginning to the end, it was as if Diao Mei and Gu Qin had a grudge. However, Diao Mei always seemed to have a grudge with them. He heard the sound of Guqin running out. It was the sound of Tender Plum and Emptiness Lotus laughing again.

"You just like to tease her. "Haha."

"Who let that little hoof. Always looking for trouble and blabbering behind his back. She had even led Madame Qu astray. In the past, Madame Qu had been rather obedient. She had come over to argue with us over and over again over this little girl. Wasn't this courting death? He knew his wife didn't like him. "Still …"