Far away in the school side of me, is still in a long chagrin, do not understand why just a hot brain agreed to Liu man she, a month's agreement.
Yes, just now I didn't know what I was doing. I was so impulsive.
Maybe inexplicably, I felt that Liu man at that time was especially like Ouyang Zhijun, so that I had the illusion that she was stubborn and stubborn, like Ouyang Zhijun, so that I saw the shadow of the dead Ouyang Zijun on him just now.
Maybe he only knew that he was the substitute of Ouyang Zhijun, so he was fearless and didn't mind at all. He even agreed to his one month agreement with a happy face!
I don't know. If you know what I thought of Liu man at that time, you know, I just regarded her as a substitute for my predecessor. Would he be so calm and indifferent to himself?
I guess it's impossible.
But as a heart only Ouyang Zijun, I don't want to let myself touch any feelings, although Ouyang Zijun has died.
So what I urgently want to do now is to let the hooligans thoroughly hate me and no longer have any good feelings within a month.
But it seems that everything is more and more out of my expectation, more and more out of my control, out of my expectation.
I don't like the feeling at all.
Everything I do has always been purposeful and planned. I control all my affairs completely in my own expectation, so that I can control the overall situation, so that I won't be caught off guard when there is any unexpected phenomenon.
So when I feel that I have gradually deviated from my control in the matter of Liu man, I feel strange and uncomfortable.
When I was just talking about him, Liu man had already sent me a message.
"Wang Haoyu, thank you for giving me this opportunity today. All things, give me an accurate answer in a month, OK Liu man said, with a trace of begging.
"Well, I promised you I would do it, at least this month, but I can't give you what you want." I reply slowly, absent-minded.
I wonder how to make it hate me successfully. What kind of man does she hate most?
"Liu man, can I change what you like about me? I really don't want to Then, I replied, for the first time, I said to a girl so seriously that I didn't even refuse with any emotion. Even when I was facing Xu Feifei, I didn't refuse so much.
I don't know what it is for? Maybe I just worry about myself. I will take her as Ouyang Zijun's shadow and cooperate with him. I think I like him too. In the end, I lose both of them!
I also worry that I will really like him in the end. After all, he is an excellent girl, and there are many people who pursue her.
It is said that she is a high-quality stock. How can her eyes become blind like this?
"I'm not a person worthy of liking. When I say it, I have this one in my heart. You can never compare with Ouyang Zijun. What's more, she has passed away, so she occupies a fixed position in my heart and can never move away. They all say that the first love is a cinnabar mole on a man's chest, so it can never be erased." I'm direct and resolute. Once again, the respondent said, I naturally know that my words may really hurt Liu man, but this is the result I want.
"No matter how fixed it is, it is a dead person and can never do anything to you. And I am a living, I believe I will slowly push her out of your heart Liu man regardless, fearless said, stubborn and stubborn.
"And I don't know what I like, what I like? But I just like it. What do you want me to do? " Liu man then replied, which was an answer to my question just now. There was a trace of weakness in her words.
Therefore, this topic will be settled in our silence, because I don't know how to persuade her. I am also a person deeply involved in it, but the object is not her, but Ouyang Zijun.
So I don't have any standpoint and viewpoint. I can say that I am in it now.
In the following week, although Liu man would send messages to himself every day, just like a normal boyfriend and girlfriend, he would deliberately avoid those sensitive topics.
I don't know what he thinks in his heart, but I want to be the kind of person he works for, and I don't want to watch her waste time with me.
Besides, since Ouyang Zijun went, my eyes are only learning.
So, I began to slowly away from her, alienated her.
Perhaps he has also felt that I am alienated from her, but he is still stubborn and stubborn and refuses to give up. He selfishly grasps that point and hopes to get my attention.This feeling makes me feel very heavy, so that I can hardly breathe. Although Xu Feifei used to pester me, I can refuse him indifferently, and even look at him without any desire to respond.
Although Xu Feifei is also enthusiastic, I don't know where the whole body's vitality comes from. I feel that I can never use it up.
At that time, Xu Feifei was all pervasive all day. Except for class time, he basically followed me every day, even if I had never given her any hope.
However, at that time, I did not have any sense of guilt for her.
"Liu man, what is the insistence that makes you insist? I have been so indifferent to you, do you want to insist on so humble I said helplessly.
My heart is also true, do not want to see Liu man here, mud foot deep.
From the first time I went out with her in the same department for activities, I knew how popular she was, and later I found that he was a very excellent girl, simple and terrible.
So I can't cheat him. I don't want him to continue to show too much feelings for himself. I can't help but feel a little scared when I look at him, so clingy day after day.
I always feel like I'm cheating an ignorant girl.
A great man once said that to fall in love not for the purpose of marriage is to play hooligans! Now, is he cheating his feelings and playing hooligans with him?
One month's agreement, I really can't do it.
"But I just like you. It's your business to accept or not. It's my business that I'm willing to care about." Liu man obstinately said, and regardless of the words behind, turned and left.
For him, I really can't help, also can't persuade, even don't know what kind of method to let her completely die.
Back to the dormitory, picked up the mobile phone, only to find that after leaving, she had sent a message to herself.
"My feelings, so hard for you to accept, let you feel full of burden? Even if you can't stand it for a month, am I so bad? " Liu man said, the humbleness in his words stung me.
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