Chapter 341

In the army, I've always been a man. It's hard to see me when I'm in tears. The military doctor can't help but feel a little moved.

The military doctor thought that I was crying because he had no chance to shed his sweat in the army again. He felt sorry and desperate, so he began to comfort me.

"Child, there are always many ways in life for us to choose. As a soldier, this is not your only choice. Besides, you just have high blood pressure on the plane. This is not an incurable problem. You just need to go home and take good care of yourself." The military doctor touched my head, just as he was treating a promising younger generation, and he comforted me with a kind face.

And the words of the military doctor undoubtedly ignited the light in my heart.

"Can I come back here again as long as I'm cured?" I said excitedly that I could not calm the obsession in my heart.

"Well, the country is short of ambitious young people like you. As long as you keep fit and cure the disease, the army will welcome you back at any time!" The military doctor excitedly said that it's rare to see that children have such a courage to devote themselves to the army. It's hard to avoid the feeling of seeing the flowers of the motherland.

After a day's rest in the army, what was waiting for me was the notice to send me home.

Although the high sounding notice said that I would go home to recuperate for a period of time, who would know how long this period of time is? Do you want me to wait until this time next year for the country to recruit again?

Looking at the cold notice in front of me, I didn't know what I was thinking in my heart, so I felt that my heart was full of bitterness and despair.

I don't know whether military doctors are good at deceiving me or just like this. They say that I can come back at any time, as long as I have a good body, but my goal is to be a paratrooper.

I enjoy the feeling of extreme sports in the air. When I look up and look down, I look at the small dots below and slowly materialize them in front of my eyes. Nothing is more attractive and alluring than this.

I yearn for the feeling of being free and unrestrained in the sky.

But now when I find that I want to be more and more far away from what I like because of my body, I feel that my heart is so weak, just like I suddenly found myself some time ago, the feeling of memory fragmentation.

I don't know how to tell Kunge about it. After all, before they came into the army again, they had prepared so many things for themselves. What would they think if they told them that they were sent back again because of their own health?

Will you worry about my body again any problems? Some time ago, they have been so busy that they don't want to make them worry about themselves any more. But if they are perfunctory, they can definitely see it. With their current financial and material resources, it's not easy to investigate why I don't want to send them back!

But I really don't want to make them worry too much. I just want to let grandfather farmer know about this.

Because I believe grandfather Nong will have a way to cure me.

When it comes to agriculture, I also think that I once promised him to study with him, inherit his mantle, and inherit his medical skills. But until now, I still haven't finished this thing well. After all, there have been too many things recently, but this is not an excuse for my laziness.

But in my heart, the obsession of being a soldier was so complete that I wanted to let go of my study, just to feel the sudden obsession of breaking my obsession.

Now that all the notices in the army have been given, I have no reason to stay here.

So, the day has already packed their own little luggage.

I went out with the people who went out to buy. With the notice and my fantasy about the army, I slowly walked on the journey home.

I don't know how they will think when they are sent back home. At that time, they just wanted to be a soldier, but they didn't think they would be sent back so soon. The reason is even more shameful.

But my heart has already made up my mind that I must cure my illness, return to the motherland again, stand on the helicopter bravely and jump down.

Feeling the kind of heart, instantly got the feeling of release, whole body, as if in the clouds.

Thinking of this feeling, this desire, my heart was filled with general, full of strength, just to cure my illness.

Back home, I undoubtedly attracted everyone's attention. They thought that for at least two years, they couldn't see me or contact me. They didn't expect that it was only one day. I appeared in front of them again with my luggage.

How can this not surprise them? Because I certainly won't ask to come back on my own initiative, so there's only one reason. What's wrong with those sent back? Or is there a problem that hasn't been solved?Brother Kun, brother Ning and Lin Hui are all around me, trying to find out.

In the whole process, only Xu Qiang was still sitting there quietly, staring at me, but he didn't show any excessive surprise or surprise, just waiting for my explanation.

I have no choice but to admit it.

"It's embarrassing that I was sent back. It's embarrassing, right? I also feel that, as for the reasons, I don't want to say any more. I feel that this is a shame in my life and a stain on me. I feel that I stand on the helicopter again. Even if my whole body is washed, I feel that my whole heart is purified and happy, but I still can't forget the scene when I stepped on the helicopter for the first time I bowed my head and said with a look of depression. I had never felt powerless and depressed.

"In the end what happened, what things to say, we solve together, what you can't solve, as long as you speak out bravely, we will all accompany you." Xu Qiang looked at me and said slowly, comforting me, using his eyes to indicate that I am relieved, in any case, they will accompany me with this feeling, let me feel the real satisfaction of my life.

Seeing them, my tears suddenly came down. Although it is said that men have tears, I really cried twice today, just because of the feeling in my heart and the depression that I can't send out, I am desperate.

"Do you know? I became a deserter for the first time in my life, when I was standing on the helicopter. After our training today, we wanted to exercise some basic skills, so the instructor took us on the helicopter to teach us some basic knowledge about paratroopers. As a result, when I was on the plane, my whole body was stiff and my blood pressure was elevated. But I never know that I have acrophobia, and I'm not reliable. I just don't know why I suddenly look like this. But when I feel that if I have a hole, I will definitely put it in. When I was a deserter for the first time in my life, I felt so humiliated. " I looked at brother Kun, brother Ning, Lin Hui, Xu Qiang, looking at a large number of people in the room, said aloud, roaring, the words in the code is collapse.

"Did you go to see a doctor later? What does the military doctor say? " Ning elder brother opens mouth to ask a way, worry of looking at me, it is very obvious that this is a physical condition, not my mental quality problem!

Because they firmly believe that my psychological quality has never been a problem, can see the blow, at least from the appearance is no problem.

"The military doctor said that there is no big problem. As long as we pay attention to it and take care of our body, it's OK. It's just that the blood pressure is on the high side. When he upgraded last time, he would feel his heart rate is accelerating and abnormal." I opened my mouth very slowly and said that the general doctor told me the same thing.

"The military doctors have said that. It shouldn't be a big problem. Do you want to go back to the army after you take care of yourself?" Xu Qiang said with a sigh of relief, looking at the serious look in my eyes, without any sense of joking, quietly waiting for my reply.

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