Even if I know, I have thought of Ouyang Zijun, Liu man's mind, although extremely shaken, extremely tangled, but finally very firm.
Just because his mind has been echoing that sentence, that scene.
"My answer is like the hands in front of you. As long as I don't let go, you are not allowed to let go. Then once you let go, you will never find it back." This is their initial commitment and the best oath.
And Liu man also deeply remembers that he once promised her things, no matter what he experienced, since he has promised to accept his life, no matter what will happen in the future, no matter what he will experience in the future, as long as he has worked hard, even if in the end, he may have no harvest, no regrets.
And it can be regarded as a faithful account.
Originally, Liu manxia, as if she knew nothing and nothing had happened, lived in the lies I had woven for her. However, I ignored how curious a woman he was.
And his curiosity will drive him, constantly hit the wall, and then once again ready to go, even if it is broken, no regrets.
At least he will always be like this with me. He will never be afraid of being hurt. No matter how I hurt him, he will always be with me firmly.
So often, see him like this, I will be very distressed for her this silly woman, silly girl.
But the inner entanglement, whether it's my inner entanglement or Liu man's inner entanglement, is like a net, tightly entangled in our two hearts, almost suffocating.
Finally, we decided to make everything clear between us. We didn't want to let ourselves live in the lies I gave him.
At the beginning, I was going to sleep, so I received Liu man's video again. There was always some faint uneasiness in my heart, but I still took it up and waited for what he wanted to say.
But also strive to pull up a smile on his face, let him look as much as possible, not too worried about my situation.
However, in fact, she has already known everything. It's just that I, working hard alone, want to maintain my dignity.
"Haoyu, don't hide it from me. Why can't you tell me something directly?" Liu Ma looked at me, eyes clear and direct mouth said, open to the point, did not give me any chance to lie.
"You called brother Kun, and he told you?" I asked, English with a little incredible, I thought brother Kun would not tell him about me.
I thought that someone like brother Kun would hide something from me, but I didn't expect that she would tell Liu man everything. This is what I didn't expect.
"Yes, yes." I silently nodded, stuffy feeling can feel her now, at this moment, the heart of depression, but still have to work hard to control their emotions.
"Now that you know all about it, do you have anything else to ask?" Helplessly shook his head, finally admitted the fact, said, confessed everything.
"Now that you have remembered everything, why don't you tell me? Is it because I'm worried that I'll be cranky when I know? " Liu man said, staring at me tightly, don't want to miss any of my reaction, want to judge from my reaction what is the real idea in my heart?
"Yes, since you understand, why should I say it? I don't want any factors to hurt you, and I don't think it's Fair for you, so before I can't deal with my own affairs properly, I don't want you to follow me in the dilemma and struggle all the time. " I opened my mouth directly and said that since she had understood everything, she had no need to cover it up.
And I also understand that all this will be what we two have to go through together.
But I didn't expect that all this would come so fast, so suddenly, even I didn't prepare for it at all.
I said, a little nervous in my heart, I was afraid that Liu man, who had learned the result, would directly throw away.
Although I know that there is Ouyang Zijun in my heart, and I have never let go of it, I also deeply understand that now, Liu man, not Ouyang Zijun, is the one who lives and accompanies me, and I sincerely understand that she plays an important role in my heart.
So I don't want to forget Ouyang Zijun, but I don't want to hurt Liu man. Everything is not only me, but also her.
"I know what you think in your heart, but have you ever thought that your wishful thinking will only make me think more wildly, because I have never thought that you will think of Ouyang Zijun. This is because of your previous illness and then an accident, so you completely forget him, completely forget him, this makes you happy Sad, let you pain, even, has always occupied an important position in your heartLiu man said, his heart is beating a drum, I don't know what choice they will face after finishing all this, but if they don't say it, there will always be a knot in their heart, there will always be a barrier, they can't get through.
Although Liu man didn't want to admit Ouyang Zijun's unusual position in my heart, I have to admit that all this is true.
However, Liu man can also feel how I feel about her. After all, getting along with each other is not deceptive. The heart to heart communication between people is always the most real.
And he can also feel the importance of him to me. Compared with Ouyang Zijun, although he does not know how much and how little he has, he also occupies a position in my heart.
This is also the reason why it gives him the courage and motivation to persist. It's also because he can see the light of hope implied in this piece of emotion that seems to have little hope.
And the distance between me and him is just Ouyang Zijun. If we cross over, we can be happy all the time, and finally join hands to get married.
If we can't cross it, then we can only be like isolated individuals after all. After we are together, we still have a strange knot in our heart, a gap that we can't cross all the time.
Fortunately, Liu man finally chose to face with me. I didn't let him cooperate with my performance and let me sing alone. Instead, I chose two people to tangle together.
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