I don't know why, I always feel uneasy and uncomfortable.
Maybe it's because before, I hung up the phone first, Liu man has been there silently watching, until I finally hung up the phone, he slowly took back the phone.
It can be said that she hung up my phone for the first time in more than a year. She didn't expect to be hung up. It was such an uncomfortable feeling.
Before the original Liu man has been like this, will worry about the feeling of gain and loss? No wonder she seems so insecure.
But seeing Liu man hang up the phone, I still have a sense of loss in my heart. I don't know when he hung up just now. Judging from the time of hang up, it's almost in amu, not long after he came in.
Suddenly, Ouyang Zhijun's face and a Mu's face overlap.
For a moment, I felt that the string in my head was broken. Maybe Liu Ma misunderstood the relationship between me and amu?
But I think about it, there is no excessive action between myself and amu, and there is no excessive topic, just the usual greetings and concerns between old friends.
Or is it because a Mu's face looks like Ouyang Zijun's? Will let me involuntarily want to be close to him, perhaps in his body, I can find the shadow of Ouyang Zhijun.
But I'm used to seeing a Mu's face that looks like Ouyang Zhijun, although they don't have any relationship, and even come from two completely different places.
but because as like as two peas of two people, we still have time together. So after seeing habits, even if he is very similar to Ouyang Zhi's monarch, I will not treat her as Ouyang Zi Jun.
However, I feel that Liu man, perhaps because of this reason, is not happy. After all, he has never taken the initiative to hang up my phone, even without the slightest reason or any sign. He hung up directly, even without a "goodbye".
Thinking of this, while amu went out to load water, I quickly called Liu manxia to know what she thought at this moment.
I always thought that a girl like Liu man would never take the initiative to leave or even hang up the phone. At least he never did.
But all of his actions today, this time today, and all of his words made me flustered.
After seeing Liu Ma's behavior today, I no longer feel confident that he will never leave me, no matter what I do to hurt him.
Like I can't help but feel that my deception may make her be on guard against me, and even don't believe me any more, or may directly break up and leave.
The waiting process is always long and painful. I listen to the voice of the video broadcast over and over again, waiting for the other party's response. However, it has been ringing there, but it has not been picked up as I expected, and I have not heard the sweet voice I expected to hear. It is hard to avoid some loss in my tone.
The man's strong sixth sense told me, Liu man must be, what happened? I must be unhappy.
If his mobile phone is powered off or mute, then he won't take the initiative to hang up my phone. If it's the problem of turning off the mobile phone, he will tell me in advance that he won't hang up directly without any omen.
Hurt me unremitting, again and again after dialing, as if I was tortured, General Liu man, finally connected to my video.
Looking at Liu man with red eyes, I don't know what kind of feeling I had at that time. It was very complicated, with a trace of deep heartache and a trace of heavy self blame.
"What's the matter, you fool? Did you think about something just now? Because of amu? " I asked directly, because I always feel that this matter has an inevitable connection with amu.
"Yes." Walk slowly nodded, concise said, eyes are still red, but already no trace of tears, tears in the eyes, stubborn in the eye circles, constantly surging, that is, life and death will not fall down.
"You fool, why do I have an ordinary friend relationship with him? When I went to Yunnan, I brought her out by the way. He is also a niece of a good friend of mine." I opened my mouth and explained that I wanted to try to ease Liu man's unhappiness.
"I can hear that there is no greasy or special relationship between the two of you. I'm not sad because there is any improper relationship between the two of you, or because I want to do more. It's just because of his face, which is exactly like Ouyang Zhijun's face." Liu man opened his mouth and said, giving you a look close to collapse, you can see his inner feeling of worrying about gain and loss.
"You fool, I don't think of him as Ouyang Zhijun. I just think of him as grandma and my friend, just like a little sister. Ouyang Zhijun is a unique existence in my heart. But he is my past, and you are my present and future. " I said directly, full of helpless words.When I heard Liu man's words, I didn't feel surprised at all, because when I first saw amu, I also had the illusion that he was Ouyang Zijun.
Therefore, Liu man's various wishful thinking in my heart has become two reasons, either because of the relationship between me and amu, or because of amu's face.
But amu as an ignorant third party, he did not know the existence of Ouyang Zijun, also did not know his own existence, with another person in the world, very like, almost like God.
That's because I have been used to a Mu's face, and I will never confuse her with Ouyang Zijun, because Ouyang Zhijun has its unique characteristics. Although the two people are very similar in spirit, there is still a slight difference between them when they look at it carefully.
In contrast, Ouyang Zhijun will have a strong feeling, which may be due to her long-term living environment, while amu will have a little girl's feeling, which may be long-term immersed in his father's love. After all, one is a child who grew up in an orphanage, and the other is a child who enjoys his father's favor. In the direction of growth, there are still differences It's different.
"Do you know how flustered I was when I saw his face? The deep danger in my heart, the sense of crisis, the uneasiness and fear. I'm afraid he'll take you away from me. " I slowly said, her tears can no longer restrain the slide down, wet her face.
Looking at him, there are two crystal tears on his plain little face. My heart is like being cut one knife after another with a knife.
Ouyang Zijun has already been unknowingly forgotten by me, replaced by Liu man, the girl who makes me sad and helpless.
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