Chapter 1955

Xiaolan's cold tone made it difficult for Kudo Xinyi to accept that the girl who had been gentle to him had been pushed far away by his self righteousness.

Next, Kudo Shinichi said the whole thing, including being threatened by Xiaozhi to leave the detective firm, but he added a little rhetoric in it.

At that time, Xiaozhi was worried that Xiaolan would be implicated by Kudo Xinyi, so she drove Kudo Xinyi out of the detective office. However, from Kudo Xinyi's mouth, it became that Xiaozhi liked Xiaolan, so she drove him away after recognizing his identity.

Kudo Shinichi also knows that he can't explain now and can't return the mistakes he made before. He hid his identity for fear of implicating Xiaolan, but later he lived in Xiaolan's house.

Moreover, he also took advantage of Maori xiaowulang, so he had no reason to explain the matter, so he could only shift the seriousness of the matter to other aspects, hoping to let Xiaolan focus on other issues, so Xiaozhi took the pot.

But he doesn't know. The reason why Xiaolan knows his identity is because Xiaozhi said his things, and Xiaolan is not an idiot. After Conan moved out in a hurry last time, Xiaozhi didn't deliberately approach her.

It is obvious that Kudo Shinichi is shifting the focus of the problem, and does not hesitate to sprinkle dirty water on Xiaozhi, which makes Xiaolan feel angry. The angry flame is burning on Xiaolan's chest.

"Shut up, are you still lying to me?"

"Do you really think I'm easy to cheat? Xiao Zhi liked me at that time, and I know it very well, but I didn't respond to him because of your relationship."

"Do you know how sorry I was for Xiao Zhi?"

"In order to wait for you, I ignored Xiao Zhi's guilt and hurt Xiao Zhi's heart. He almost died in order to save me. Do you know, and you?"

"All you know is that the pursuer left me there alone and didn't care about me at all."

"No matter what reason Xiaozhi asked you to move out of my house, at least he didn't deliberately approach me in the back, and even deliberately distanced himself from me."

"In my most dangerous and helpless time, it's not you who accompany me, but Xiao Zhi. Just because of you, I have lost him now. Do you know how sad I am?"

The anger in her heart made Xiaolan unexpectedly strong. At this time, she was as strong as Fei Yingli in the court.

Kudo Shinichi was also pressed step by step by Xiaolan's strong words, and even the courage to refute disappeared in an instant. Xiaolan's words reminded Kudo Shinichi of the past.

He found that as like as two peas in his own memory, he never took notice of Xiaolan's feelings, and he would skim the case once he met the case.

Even at Xiaolan's most dangerous time, he was afraid to appear in front of Xiaolan for fear of revealing his identity. His current achievements are indeed promising compared with most of his peers.

But this can't be the reason for him to ignore Xiaolan. Doesn't anyone want Xiaolan? Without his existence, Xiaolan could fill the drawers with love letters every day, and what qualifications would he have for Xiaolan to wait for him so silently?

Although I understand this, I can't deny that he likes Xiaolan. Shinichi Kudo really likes Xiaolan and wants to marry Xiaolan in the future. At present, Xiaolan has been disappointed with him.

In other words, he pushed Xiaolan away, with inflated vanity, ridiculous face, boring self-esteem and self righteous psychology.

Vanity, face, self-esteem, like these are not shameful, as long as it is a person, everyone has to face these three problems, but also have the ability.

Vanity is no problem at all. When everyone has vanity, if you have the ability, it's OK to show it occasionally. As long as it's not too much, others will think you're joking.

There's nothing wrong with loving face, but it also depends on who you face. Xiaolan is the childhood sweetheart of Kudo Xinyi. They grew up together. Who doesn't know some embarrassing things about each other and what face can be said.

As for self-esteem, that's even more true. Self-esteem can also be said to be the bottom line of people. Strong self-esteem is both a good and a bad thing. Although Kudo Shinichi is boasted by the media, can you put it aside?

Despite his false reputation, Kudo Shinichi is a smarter student. What's the use of his fame now? There is neither a stable job nor a super high income. What's more, in the face of the girl you like, confessing first will hurt his self-esteem?

Xiao Lan can't compare with him at all. She has a good character, not to mention her appearance. She has all-round housework and studies. She's not a school bully, but she's also one of the top figures in the whole school.

Find a man on the street and ask this question. Others can treat you as an idiot. Confession is a normal thing. Whether men or women have such rights. Confession depends on ability and courage, which has nothing to do with self-esteem.

If you have the ability, others will naturally like you. At this time, you have a little courage to show that if you succeed, everyone will be happy. Even if you are rejected, you can't say you're bad, but it's just inappropriate.

So what Kudo Shinichi cares about is nothing to Xiaolan. Xiaolan can be said to be one of the people who know him best. There's no need to pretend in front of familiar people. How tired it is.

"I don't want to wait as silly as before, and I don't want to hurt Xiaozhi because of you."

"I missed too much for you. Now I just want to hold the person who really cares about me and really loves me."

"And you are not the one I want to save." When she said this, Xiaolan found that she didn't have any sadness, but only regretted that she didn't wake up early, thus hurting the person who really loved him.