Chapter 130

Don't wronged yourself.

Isn't this the words I used to comfort myself when I fled the capital?

However, can you really not let yourself be wronged without wanting to be wronged?

It is precisely because she doesn't want to aggrieve herself and marry a man she doesn't love that Qin Yueran "fled" from the capital to Ninghai thousands of miles away. However, there will always be so many disappointments in life. She is not completely free. Can she really leave the family that gave birth to her and raised her completely?

The more I stayed in such a so-called upper circle for a long time, the more I understood the hidden rules, and the less I could raise any resistance.

No one supports, no one understands. Qin Yueran doesn't know how long his runaway marriage will last. Everyone thinks that the man he is going to marry or will eventually marry is so dazzling. Everyone thinks that this will be an absolutely matching beauty, but who knows his pain? Even if he is excellent and he doesn't like it, will he really be happy if he is so rigidly combined?

Qin Yueran wants to pursue his own happiness, not just show it to others - that way, he really owes himself too much.

Although she looks beautiful on the surface, with long sleeves and good dancing, she is the famous Queen of communication in Ninghai. However, when all the guests leave, when all the noise recedes, and in the dead of night, she will always stay on her own roof, quietly drink a glass of red wine, stay for a while, and then let her fingers dance on the keys.

This piano can be said to be his best friend except Xia Qing. Qin Yueran expressed the whispers from the bottom of the girls' hearts through the sound of the piano.

After leaving for nearly two years, Qin Yueran didn't dare to go back. She was afraid that she would encounter all kinds of forced marriage after she went back. However, unless she completely disappeared, she still couldn't get rid of the control of the family by staying in Ninghai. In the eyes of those people, the interests of the family are always above everything else.

In front of the so-called overall situation, no one really cares about their own happiness.

Two years of time, for a young woman, it is really as precious as gold. She could have done many meaningful things and talked about a love that can be remembered for life, even if it is sad and beautiful. But Qin Yueran can only force himself to hold on, hold on... Until he can't hold on.

"Wedding in a dream" is one of the most frequently played songs in the past two years.

Whenever this song is played, Qin Yueran will have less hope for his wedding, more disappointment in reality, and feel that his life will be more bleak.

But what can it be? She simply can't be strong enough to ignore the family. Moreover, if her selfishness brings undue losses to the family, it's not what she wants to see.

Qin Yueran didn't want to compromise, but reality forced her to compromise. She was very strong and didn't want to surrender, but she would eventually raise her hands.

This is not the result she wants. She doesn't even know how long she can hold on.

This long road, so helpless.

When you are sad, no one can comfort you. You can only squat down and hug yourself.

Therefore, after hearing Su Rui say that "don't hurt yourself", Qin Yueran suddenly felt a sour nose and wet eyes.

Over the years, no one has ever said such a thing to himself.

It sounds like a warm sense of tacit understanding.

Don't aggrieve yourself. Qin Yueran really feels aggrieved - why can't he control his own destiny?

Many times, she even imagined that if she was not born in the Qin family in the capital, did not have such a seemingly prominent identity, and was just a daughter of an ordinary family, could she have a non utilitarian love and a spotless wedding?

However, there is no if.

In this world, there is not only the law of conservation of energy, but also the dynamic conservation of happiness. This road seems to be born to be doomed. If you get something, you must lose something.

Can this conservation be broken?

When he raised his head again and looked at Su Rui, Qin Yueran had a different taste in his eyes.

Looking at Qin Yueran with reddish eyes, Su Rui gently held her shoulder and said seriously, "you will eventually have your own wedding, believe me."

"Well." Qin Yueran nodded, sniffled, and smiled, "I hope you're not bragging. If you can't cash in at that time, I'll settle with you."

Qin Yueran found that he naturally said this sentence, and there was no sense of estrangement between him and Su Rui, as if he had known an old friend for many years.

However, this sentence finally seems a little ambiguous and intimate.

"Well, if you can't get married and become an old girl, come to me. It's a big deal that I wronged myself and took you back." Su Rui patted his chest and said.

"Get out, I will wronged you if I marry you next? This must be your blessing for several lives?" Qin Yueran smiled more happily. Such a smile looked so bright and moving under the moonlight and starlight.

Su Rui continued to play Wujian and said, "it's said that good and evil depend on each other. Who knows, maybe you're a broom star."

"You are the broom star. Since I was a child, a feng shui master in the capital has counted my fate, saying that I am a rare Wangfu fate." When Qin Yueran said this, he couldn't help feeling a little gloomy: "later, this comment somehow spread out, that is, with this sentence, I would get involved in these things."

"Can you believe the fortune teller's words?"

"Not a fortune teller, but a feng shui master." Qin Yueran corrected.

"In my opinion, they are no different from liars."

"The master has a high reputation in the capital, and many people are very superstitious about him." Qin Yueran was in a better mood, chuckled and said, "if they know you say that about their idol, it is estimated that they will form a group to beat you."

"Then I'll take you and beat him up first. Isn't this a mistake?"

"You said, you must help me out at that time." Qin Yueran heard the words and laughed. She didn't take Su Rui's words seriously.

"OK, when I finish this fight, don't be moved and promise each other."

"Make a promise with you? Am I losing? Let Xia Qing hear this, and don't know how to deal with you."

"As I said, she and I are innocent."

"I believe you are innocent of her, but she is not innocent of you." Qin Yueran seemed to mean something.

"Cut, I'd rather believe that there are ghosts in the world than women's broken mouth."

"It's really old-fashioned and boring."

After fighting for a few words, the two people suddenly became silent. For a time, the atmosphere was a little dull.

"Why don't you talk?"

"Why don't you talk?"

After a short silence, the two said this sentence almost at the same time. They looked at each other in surprise, and both of them laughed.

"Do you mind if I try your piano?" Su Rui suddenly said.

"Of course not. Can you play the piano?" Qin Yueran looked at Su Rui with some curiosity in his heart, but Su Rui did seem a little excited when he first saw this piano just now.

"Sloppy."

Su Rui said, and he was already sitting in front of the piano.

In the eyes of women, once a man can play the piano, he will have some different temperament.

Qin Yueran seldom sees men playing the piano. She doesn't believe it. Su Rui, who kicked the second young master of the white family half an hour ago and spit blood in public, can play this instrument?

For such a person with a six-star top secret identity, he should like to play, shouldn't it be guns?

However, Qin Yueran didn't expect that once Su Rui's fingers were placed on the keys, these fingers seemed to have a smart individual life!

After gently trying a few tones, Su Rui's expression seemed to be unprecedented focused.

Slender fingers, like flowing clouds and water, stroked the keys, and the natural notes were spread like mercury.

At this moment, the notes and melody seem to complement the stars in the sky, making this rare night full of a different atmosphere.

It's very bright, rare and unforgettable.

Qin Yueran stood on one side and looked at his eyebrows, his expression, and the movement of his fingers. He was a little crazy.

Different from the clear spring and flowing water he just played, Su Rui's Melody shows an atmosphere, which also contains a hint of sadness. Although it is not strong, it can be clearly felt.

Sometimes excited, sometimes smooth, after a sudden stop, there will be a waterfall of mercury pouring to the ground. Being able to play such a melody is no longer a simple skill category, but can only be achieved by pouring the strongest and most sincere feelings.

Qin Yueran seemed to see a lone wolf through the melody.

Blood and smoke, loneliness and desolation, haggard and hope.

Through the sound of the piano, Qin Yueran seemed to feel a lot of emotions and see a lot of things. What kind of suffering has this man experienced? Can you play such a touching tune?

Qin Yueran felt his heart ache faintly. At this moment, the man playing the piano was so distressing.

She didn't know what he had really experienced before, but she could clearly feel that emotion, once wandering, once helpless, once sad, but she didn't stop giving birth to endless hope for life.

The melody stopped slowly, and the notes stopped flowing, but there was a trace of quiet beauty under the night sky.

The name of this song is - "we have no tomorrow".

"Su Rui, I suddenly want to hug you."

When Su Rui played the closing tune, Qin Yueran suddenly said.

Su Rui turned around in surprise. The latter turned out to be in tears.

"OK."

Su Rui stood up, wiped the tears on Qin Yueran's face with his two hands, and then gently hugged her in his arms.

But Qin Yueran held Su Rui tighter with his backhand.

This simple hug is not about ambiguity or feelings, but about mourning for the past and hoping for life.

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