Jiang Xiaoxi has always wanted to find a feeling of home.
And this feeling is exactly what she lacked most in previous years.
The "feeling of home" that I have never experienced is reflected in the heat curling up on a plate of green vegetables and tomato eggs with a posture of falling from the sky or even being caught off guard.
Some things, it seems that it is difficult to get, but they appear so inadvertently.
However, after inadvertent appearance, it is fleeting, which is difficult to grasp.
Jiang Xiaoxi held Su Rui from behind. The hot aroma of soup noodles had completely surrounded her, and the whole person had been immersed in such an atmosphere.
She hugged very tightly, very hard, as if she was afraid. She was afraid that if she let go a little, the atmosphere would be shattered, and the person in front of her would never be seen again.
Su Rui let Jiang Xiaoxi hold him for a minute, and then said, "well, we should have dinner, or the noodles will be soaked."
"OK." Jiang Xiaoxi nodded, and then reluctantly released Su Rui.
Now she can't tell what kind of feelings she has for Su Rui. It seems that trust and dependence coexist, and it also seems that friendship is on top of lovers' dissatisfaction.
In short, Jiang Xiaoxi's heart has no particularly accurate and clear judgment on this, and she doesn't want to have any judgment.
It seems good to become an ostrich in such a muddle.
Don't think about anything you can't figure out.
Jiang Xiaoxi came to the table and sat down. She picked up her chopsticks and drank the soup in tomato and egg noodles. The reddish soup was delicious and sweet. Jiang Xiaoxi closed her eyes and burst into tears.
"That's nice." Jiang Xiaoxi, with red eyes, wiped his tears and said, "it's good, it's good."
Su Rui smiled and picked up two small vegetables and put them in Jiang Xiaoxi's bowl: "don't sigh, a bowl of noodles will move you like this. If I make you a man Han feast another day, you won't lie on the ground and cry?"
"Then I don't cry on the ground, I cry on the bed, OK?" Jiang Xiaoxi rubbed his red eyes, showed a smile, and asked.
This sentence made Su Rui's breath a little faster: "eat, eat, forget so much, and lie on the bed, really..."
"Well, good, eat." Jiang Xiaoxi ate several mouthfuls of noodles in succession, and her face was filled with satisfaction. Then she looked at the clock hanging on the wall. It was almost half past ten, and she smiled: "this is the best breakfast I have eaten recently, and it is also the best sleep I have ever had."
Sometimes, people's satisfaction is actually very simple and easy to achieve.
However, for most people, the most unfortunate thing is that you can meet many things that make you satisfied, but it is difficult to meet the person who makes you feel satisfied from the inside out.
Perhaps, sometimes, such a person is around, but you can't catch it for various reasons.
Perhaps, Jiang Xiaoxi, who is eating noodles at the moment, will feel some regret.
Why do you happen to appear at such a moment when I have decided to go down the road without turning back?
However, the reason why Jiang Xiaoxi didn't think clearly about the relationship between herself and Su Rui may be that she didn't dare to think at all.
This kind of thing, the more you think about it, the more you fall into it, the more difficult it is to extricate yourself.
Cherish the present.
At least, Jiang Xiaoxi finished the meal very seriously, and he ate up every piece of noodles, even not a drop of noodle soup.
"So satisfied." Jiang Xiaoxi patted his stomach and said with some emotion.
Her action is quite playful and cute, which is in sharp contrast to Jiang Xiaoxi's sexy appearance on weekdays. On the surface, it seems to be somewhat contrary, but in fact, such loveliness seems to be Jiang Xiaoxi's temperament in his bones, but it has never been shown.
Su Rui is the only man who has seen Jiang Xiaoxi show this temperament.
People, along the way, how many real things should be hidden, put on a false mask, to flatter, to climb, to lose themselves.
"Keep it, I'll come." Jiang Xiaoxi just stretched out and saw that Su Rui was going to clean up the dishes, so he rushed to do it.
At this time, her cell phone rang.
When I saw the call, it was Bai Qinchuan.
After about ten hours, this guy finally called back.
Jiang Xiaoxi sneered and didn't answer immediately.
Can it be said that Mr. Bai didn't look at his mobile phone in these ten hours?
Obviously impossible!
Just don't want to call back! Or it doesn't matter whether you call back or not!
"You'd better take it and see what Bai Qinchuan will say." Su Rui said.
"Well, give him a vaccination." Jiang Xiaoxi nodded and then pressed the answer button: "Why are you returning my call now?"
When saying this, Jiang Xiaoxi himself did not hold much hope for it.
Sometimes, if the heart is cold, it is difficult to reheat.
When Jiang Xiaoxi needed Bai Qinchuan most, when her life was almost at stake, Bai Qinchuan was skipping and did not answer the phone.
Since I didn't answer the phone at the most critical time, there's no need to call back in the future.
If Su Rui hadn't let shaofeihu and the special soldiers of the capital military region arrive in time, Jiang Xiaoxi would be suffering from inhuman torture and would be completely destroyed in his life.
That is, Jiang Xiaoxi still has his unfinished goal, otherwise, Bai Qinchuan's contact information would have been completely blacked out.
"Oh... Well, I had supper with some friends last night and drank too much. Now I just woke up and saw my mobile phone." Bai Qinchuan said.
Although he still gave a reason, this reason now seems to be too blunt and perfunctory, and almost full of loopholes.
There is no sincerity at all. Make up excuses, make up a decent one, and be distracted, OK?
Jiang Xiaoxi was not angry, but was silent for a moment.
Sometimes, when you don't even want to be angry with someone, you really don't care.
Don't hope, so you won't be disappointed.
"Nothing." There was silence for more than ten seconds, said Jiang Xiaoxi.
In her silence for more than ten seconds, Bai Qinchuan did not have any urging.
"Is it really all right?" Bai Qinchuan said, "if it's all right, I'll hang up first. I drank too much last night, and my head is still dizzy now. I'll take a nap."
This sentence made Jiang Xiaoxi shake his head: "OK, go to bed."
She originally wanted to give Bai Qinchuan a preventive injection, but now it seems that there is no need at all. Bai Qinchuan is too lazy to perfunctory her.
Both of them have not been married in a real sense, and they have come to this stage. In fact, it is also very sad.
After hanging up, Jiang Xiaoxi told Su Rui, "you heard that Bai Qinchuan is such a person. It doesn't matter whether you tell him or not."
Su Rui nodded, then put his hands on Jiang Xiaoxi's shoulders and said, "you haven't got married in the real sense yet. It's actually too late to get away."
"No, it's too late." Jiang Xiaoxi rejected Su Rui's proposal.
But when she refused, there was a hint of sadness in her eyes.
"Bai Qinchuan is like this. Do you still want to marry him?" Su Rui asked again.
"Can I marry you without marrying him?" Jiang Xiaoxi suddenly smiled, his eyes sad, and asked Su Rui a question that made him obviously a little overwhelmed.
"Well, don't tease you." Jiang Xiaoxi said to Su Rui, "in fact, I really can't turn back. One step forward may be a cliff, but if later, I will definitely fall into the abyss."
Su Rui thought carefully about what Jiang Xiaoxi said, as if it was really such a truth.
"But if the Bai family did this, I think you need to tell Bai Qinchuan in advance." Su Rui thought briefly and said, "if you do this, it will be good for your life after you finally marry into the Bai family. Daytime Zhu and Bai Keqing won't have too much conflict."
"Forget it, regardless of him, in fact, whether Bai Qinchuan's opinion is or not, it doesn't matter to me at all." Jiang Xiaoxi said, lowering his head and looking at the empty bowl on the table, his eyes drooped: "I'm actually quite satisfied, really."
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Su Rui didn't tangle with the Jiang Xiaoxi about Bai Qinchuan anymore. After all, these two people really didn't have any feelings now. They couldn't have a result at all.
After dinner, the two simply talked about the next plan, and then drove to the national security headquarters.
Those university presidents involved in this matter have arrived in the capital. At this time, they are all waiting in the conference room, and their faces are very serious.
As for the black students who participated in this matter, they were all locked up in the interrogation room of Guoan.
The elite agents of Guoan went to battle in person to deal with these black people who were not even novices. It was really easy to clean them up and obey them all. Everyone gave a detailed account of all their criminal records.
If they don't give an account, they may hold out for a while longer. However, these blacks think that the Chinese side will shoot them. They are all in a panic. They are like pouring beans out of a bamboo barrel, for fear that they will say less.
At this time, the door of the conference room opened and Zhang Xiaoshen, Su Rui and shaofeihu came in together.
It is reasonable to say that shaofeihu should not appear on the scene at such a meeting and should be solved by Guoan. However, due to the relationship between Su Rui and shaofeihu, this matter has become a joint case between Guoan and the capital military region.
Zhang Xiaoshen glanced coldly at the university presidents present and said, "didn't I ask all the top presidents to come? Why is there a school with a vice president?"