Chapter 137

Shuiqingyan got the bixue Yuanyang pendant she wanted, and I got the soul of my life. I swore in my heart that I would be good to Qingcheng for a lifetime, and let her live a happier life than the second prince and concubine. For a lifetime, only her wife.

On April 15, the day before my wedding, I drew a picture for her as a wedding gift. Who would have thought that the moment I opened the cover, what I saw was a pair of shiny blinkers.

Her eyes are very red and swollen, like a dry sea.

My smile also solidified in the face, the original, everything is just my fantasy.

"I have nothing against you. Why do you want to harm me?" When she asked, I was speechless.

"Don't let me see you again."

I was kicked out of the house by her. On my wedding night, I was drunk, but the next day I found myself in a strange place, sleeping with a strange woman.

"I'm kind to save you, but you are..." the woman cried. I didn't know how to deal with it and ran away in a hurry.

When the woman came back three days later, when I went to Shuifu for the second time, my father-in-law shuiguoyi handed me an imperial edict, which asked me to work as a Fu Yin in the Fu Yin Yamen.

"Don't let me hear the grievances of Qingcheng." My father-in-law's words, which seemed to be instructive and threatening, frustrated my self-esteem. I marry shuiqingcheng, not to be an official.

Since then, my ears have always been haunted by lingering words. Everyone is talking about me, because a woman got the official position.

I have no intention to be an official. My heart lies in shuiqingcheng. The emperor gives me a mansion and there are many dowries in Qingcheng. I have no worries about food and clothing. For me, an official position is just a decoration.

I put all my thoughts on Qingcheng, but she is like a stone, which can't be broken, broken or covered.

A year later, before the end of January, I got a shocking news.

I saw a woman in a room with no family. She was sallow.

"Master, although it is premature, but very healthy." The midwife looked at me with a smile, "she said, as long as you see the baby, you will." The midwife made a gesture asking for money.

"I also know something about big families." The midwife's look disgusted me. "It's not easy for a girl to have a son for you."

I secretly placed Qian's mother and son, but I never went to see them.

I spent year after year in the guerrilla war with Qingcheng.

"Qingcheng, I bought this when I was in the lower court today. It matches your clothes very well."

"Qingcheng, the sun is good today. I'll take you out to relax."

"Qingcheng, I heard that you like chestnut cake. I bought it again today, so I bought it easily."

"Qingcheng, peach blossom is in bloom. Go out and have a look when you have time."

"Happy birthday, Qingcheng."

Qingcheng is like a piece of wood. I have never seen her smile.

My heart, in year after year in the broken.

Until that year, I saw a woman holding an oil paper umbrella, step by step from under the bridge. For a moment, I thought Qingcheng was covered by me.

"Ouch." The woman suddenly twisted her foot.

This is the second woman in my life. She has a nice name, Xueqing. When the snow is clear, it will be warm soon. When it is warm, the peach blossom will bloom soon.

I will never touch wine in my life.

I and snow fine's fault, then also in a drink. Afterwards, she begged me to take her back to the mansion. I didn't dare to let Qingcheng know that I had done something stupid.

For Xueqing, I love her, but I can't give her my love. All I can give is a lifetime of food and clothing, just like Qian.

When I first saw shuiqingcheng, my heart was given to shuiqingcheng. However, the heart is fragile, always broken.

Until that day, I took Xueqing to Huixing lake and saw Qingcheng, which is also in Huixing lake.

She is beautiful, and no one can match her with a little makeup. I saw her smile, in front of today's second prince, that smile hurt my eyes.

I broke into her room half drunk.

"My sincerity to you is really not worth a dime?" My attitude scared everyone.

"I have no money, no status, can't give you the vanity of the second prince, so you don't give me any chance to practice." I stood in front of her, looking at her expression from surprise to disdain, my heart was completely broken.

In five years, she didn't get a cent.

"Send the master back." She drove me away as usual.

"Go away!" I called everyone back. "This is our room. It's your room and mine. Why should I leave?"

"You drink too much." She will never give me a smile.

"Too much?" I can clearly hear my heart in inch by inch of fragmentation, "shuiqingcheng, you tell me, how can I cover you hot."

"Stay away from me!" Her eyes were cold.

I fell the wine jar in my hand, and the whole house was shocked by my anger. After ten years of reading the books of sages and sages, self-restraint is the most basic requirement. I never got angry. The scenes of Huixing Lake stimulate my brain. Step by step, she approaches shuiqingcheng and has a panoramic view of the panic on her face“ Zhang Jing, you dare to touch me, let me go, go away, go away Late for nearly five years of wedding night, in her cry, I spent in anger. From then on, she regarded me as a snake and a scorpion and avoided me. She knew that one day, the doctor told me that she was pregnant with me and her baby. I think my world is happy, I began to double her good, she is every two days, will go to the star lake. I followed her for a few days. She rented a boat and floated in the lake by herself. An hour later, she went back to her home. It was not like an appointment, but like sending her own time. I'm looking forward to the birth of our child. I hope my daughter is as beautiful as she is. However, Xueqing is also pregnant. She asked me to take her back to the government, and I tried every means to get rid of her. Until that day, I saw the second prince come down from the boat shop she rented in Huixing lake. I wanted to question her, but I was afraid that she would be far away from me. I was careful, but I couldn't get her back. I opened my eyes and looked at me. That night, when I went back, she unexpectedly waited for me to have dinner“ I want to have a concubine. " When I said this, she put down her chopsticks and got up to leave the table“ She's pregnant I continued. She didn't say a word and went out“ I have to bring her back. " I stood up and tried to find something different from her, but her back was calm“ No way. " She refused, I thought in my heart, maybe there is an inch of her own place in her heart“ Shame. " She added two words and went away. The hope in my heart turned into foam instantly. After she went out, she was so angry that I asked Dr. Hu of Desheng hospital to come to see her. Unexpectedly, there were two children in Qingcheng's stomach“ Madame is not alone now. You should be careful in the future. "“ Why be careful, for two lives that shouldn't exist? " I sent Dr. Hu back, but I heard her sarcasm“ Hum I tossed my sleeves and didn't go back for a few days. When I went back, I told her when to have a concubine“ No way. " She has a firm attitude“ Unless I die, I will accept this concubine. " I dropped a word and didn't look back. I took Xueqing back to the mansion, but she went back to her mother's home. My heart slightly flustered, is preparing to go to Shuifu to have a look, but received the news that the child is gone. This is a bolt from the blue, my heart, from then on. I will always remember her attitude and her words“ What a cruel young lady. "“ Even in spite of the obstruction, he insisted on offering incense. When the child was gone, he did not shed tears. " Before entering the gate of Shuifu, I heard the voice of two servant girls who went out in a low voice“ Go back. " I was so angry that I didn't go to see Qingcheng. I try to forget shuiqingcheng, and try to paralyze myself with Xueqing. All my attempts are completely lost when I see Qingcheng. Looking at her thin bones, I feel pain all over“ I, I only ask you one thing today. You, you answer me truthfully. I believe whatever you say. " I believe in her, as long as she denies, the child is not her fault“ They shouldn't have been in this world! " Her words extinguished all my renewed hopes. If one day, my emperor knows my real talent and learning, will he give me a new position, let me put aside the aura of Shuifu, let me say goodbye to the past thoroughly, let me start again, let Qingcheng have a chance to know me again? Eighteen villages, repose the dream of a new start, but also buried my dream. My easy trust, Ma Shilang's betrayal, let all this into a whirlpool. Qingyan helps me, but I reveal Qingyan's identity in front of Ma Shilang. The emperor's investigation will definitely involve Qingyan. This girl, who is different from five years ago, has finally grown up. The only way to break all the clues here is to let her. The man behind Qingyan doesn't allow Qingyan to be exposed, and the ten-year book of sages also allows me to do something about Ma Shilang. I am willing to hang myself. I believe that huaizhushi is a wise man who will bite his teeth. Qingcheng and I, after all, is a dream, a dream hard to remember. Next life, I wish I was born in a rich family, and I could reach her.