Chapter 164

I live in the water family of a medical family. My mother is the most beautiful woman in the capital, and she is also a famous beauty in the world. I was born with endless love.

As soon as I remember, I knew that I was the future second prince and concubine.

Because my mother and today's Princess Qiao are handkerchiefs, and they meet to be in laws in the future. Therefore, it took bixue Yuanyang as a keepsake and publicized the world.

I have a mother's face, unparalleled in the world. I'm serious about everything that mammy teaches. I'm like a canary, shuttling between the palace and Shuifu, learning all kinds of skills that the second princess should know.

When I was eight years old, I met my fiance, today's second prince, Yunye, for the first time in private.

However, I saw him playing in the garden hand in hand with another woman.

I didn't have any anger. When he saw me, he took the girl to me and said, "Miss Shui, this is Princess emerald. I want to marry her in the future."

I looked at the provocative face, and then saluted them calmly: "I've seen the second prince, I've seen the Emerald Princess."

"Don't you mind?" He looked at me with a smile.

"The minister's daughter has no right to ask about the second prince's affairs. The minister's daughter still has something to do. She left first." According to the rules, I salute, retire and leave. Everywhere, I don't show the manners that a lady should have.

When I was ten years old, I was in the palace and saw with my own eyes Yunye, my fiance, kiss Princess feicui on the forehead. Unfortunately, he found me again.

"Shuiqingcheng, I don't like you. I want to marry feicui." His eyes stabbed me in the eye. I don't know what I've been pursuing and what I'm living for in the past ten years.

"Mother, I don't want to marry the second prince." I handed my mother the bixue Yuanyang pendant.

"Cheng'er, I can't decide your marriage to the second prince." My mother refused my request.

At the age of 12, Yunye was already higher than me. I was left in the palace by concubine Qiao. It didn't work. I saw Yunye and Princess feicui again.

The shape of their kissing on the wall stung my eyes. It's not because of how much love I have for the second prince.

"Stop!"

When I turned to go, cloud night called me.

As if I didn't hear you, I closed my eyes just to get out of here. I am determined not to marry the second prince. I must return bixue Yuanyang Pei to my mother.

Bang, I hit a wall of human flesh and fell to the ground. I'm sorry. I should have taken the rain with me.

"You wood, what are you doing walking so fast?" His tone was still full of disdain.

I got up, brushed the soil on my body and saluted him: "I've seen the second prince. I have something to do with my daughter. I'm leaving now."

He took my arm and said, "now, you know, I don't like you."

Mammy said that even the fiance should be guarded against men and women. I knocked down the hand that he grasped my arm: "second prince, please respect yourself."

"It's said that you recite some rules every day and want to marry me every day. Sooner or later, we will be husband and wife." He was two years older than me, but he was a head taller than me. "It's just a hand. What's the matter?"

"That's not true." I said justly, "although I have an engagement with the second prince, it's just an engagement. The engagement may not count one day. It's not sure who the second prince will marry at that time."

"Give you a chance." He took out the blue snow mandarin duck on his waist and said, "since you have such an idea, you must not marry me. We'd better get rid of this shackle. Since then, I have nothing to do with marrying you. "

"Well, tomorrow morning, we'll go to see the lady."

Cloud night seems to be a little surprised, my attitude is a little surprised, and my face is no longer disdainful and ruffian.

The next day, in the Yuxin palace, Chenshi, I reported to the imperial concubine as promised, but it made the imperial concubine angry, and even implicated my mother to go to the palace to make amends.

Yunye didn't go. I don't know why he didn't keep the appointment.

It's another year to see him again. It's at the birthday party of Princess Taichang in Anyang. He played with feicui Qin Xiao and put me in a joke.

This time, I completely understand that my goal of living for more than ten years is a big joke. I can be the first lady of Shuifu, but I can't be the prince and concubine of Yunye.

For the first time, I lost my manners in front of people.

I stood in front of him drunk: "why not, why not? It's you who say you want to get rid of the shackles, and it's you who don't keep the appointment, hypocrite, downright liar. "

Everyone seemed to be shocked by my behavior until I left Princess mansion too long with a staggering stomach, and no one came after me.

Dizzy, I entered the thousand water Pavilion, the pavilion that changed my Canary's fate, gave me a pleasure that I had never experienced in 13 years, and it was also the source of my pain.

"Silent West Tower, wind like silk, silk heartbroken. At a loss in February, peach blossom, open fragrance

I have no idea what I'm doing.

The scenery of qianshuige is picturesque. I dance in the wind and laugh in the peach blossom. The propriety mother never allowed me to laugh like this, not to drink, not to stay outside the boudoir, not to go out without a veil. But today, my veil has gone with the wind and has not come back. When I woke up from my drunken dream, I heard Yu an say that I met the people of qianshuige, who sent me back. I sat back in my Canary life, in front of the eldest lady of the water family, the future second prince. Until the beginning of summer, the whole government was a sensation, because this year's QianShui pavilion was hung with my portrait, which was exactly the scene of that day. Peach blossoms were floating in the sky, and women were drunk and dancing“ The face is filled with peach blossom, the dance is like the posture of fairy e, the drunken speech is full of learning and knowledge, and the brilliance is hard to hide. " This is a poem review from qianshuige“ My host said that although she is young, she can be the first beauty in the capital, and after hairpin, I'm afraid she will be one of the four beauties of the new generation. " The comments of QianShui pavilion have made me famous ever since, and everyone was shocked. In the summer when I was 14 years old, I met Yunye in front of qianshuige“ Although you and I are not in love, it is not in vain to know each other. If it were not for the bixue Yuanyang Pei, I would not humiliate you many times. " His attitude is no longer as frivolous as it used to be. With a smile and reasonable manner, he is really a modest gentleman, which is in line with the rumor“ I apologize for my previous behavior. " His eyes were serious. "Maybe we can be friends. If you are in trouble in the future, you can come to me."“ The second prince is serious. The courtiers don't want to be here. They don't feel that anything is humiliating. " I still behave, "thank you for the second prince's kindness, my daughter has nothing to do with the help of the second prince." My heart is dead. Fourteen years of rules and regulations have taken my anger away. I only have an empty shell. If I don't meet him, maybe in the future, I will accept Zhang Jing earlier. But in my heart, there is a trace of obsession. That day, I bought a bamboo stick from qianshuige and engraved a line on it: retreat without seeking fame is like escaping from the world, and you can become an immortal if you are pure and have few desires. I have the heart to escape from the world and leave home. I hate the appearance of hypocrisy and prosperity in Beijing. I want to be free and live according to my heart. In many couplets, I see this sentence: hanging outside the Hun know nothing, do not envy pot other day. It is this sentence of congenial spleen and stomach, my eyes henceforth have the pursuit of things. Ding Yuanhao, I thought he was just a general, but I didn't think about him. He was not only a good poet, but also a powerful writer. After being suppressed by the rules for 14 years, I finally broke my dogma and began to write to him. We agreed to exchange letters at Huixing lake. In the Pavilion by the lake, we stopped to deliver the message. I was deeply attracted by him, by his bold views, by his immediate posture, by his ruffian laughter. Finally, the thing I was most afraid of happened. Mother sent someone to guard my yard and smashed a box of letters in my face: "I'm not ashamed!"