Chapter 167

I was taken aback by the doctor's words.

"Really, great, great!"

Looking at Zhang Jing laughing in the room, my heart may be loose for a moment.

I feel my belly. There's an unexpected life here. I know that a woman can never escape the dream of being a mother, and the father of a child is not so hateful. I want to be quiet and think about the next thing.

I went to Huixing lake and rented a boat on it.

Looking at Ding Yuanhao in the pavilion every day, my heart is sour and astringent. I feel the flesh and blood in my stomach. My heart is hard to let go. Thinking about Zhang Jing is full of bitterness.

What I didn't expect was that it was Yunye who told the truth.

"I heard that my wife is very happy. Congratulations, madam. Mr. Zhang is a man, but he has gone all over the national medical service for his future child. Even the female doctors joke that they would rather marry Zhang Jing than the prince. "

"The second prince is a nobleman. How can he compare with the second prince?"

"Lord Zhang has been putting his wife on the top of his heart for five years, which is much more intimate than those busy princes. If I were my wife, I would choose Zhang Jing with all my heart. Now you will soon be a family of three, which is really enviable. "

"A family of three." Listen to cloud night say so, I am a little dazed.

"Mr. Zhang went to the Star Palace office and asked for his name after a few days."

"Star Palace department?"

"Yes, the old man of the Star Palace department gave three names, one is Zhang Yao, one is Zhang Zhen, and the other is Zhang Xi."

"Zhang Yao, Zhang Zhen, Zhang Xi."

"But Zhang Da's popularity is bad. He said that the old man from the Star Palace department was perfunctory. He just changed it into Zhang Yixin, Zhang Yiyi, or Zhang Xinyi."

"Wholeheartedly."

"What did the old man say about the same ship in ten years and the same pillow in a hundred years. What to say is that it's better to be happy than to keep the garlic that doesn't blossom. People have to look forward, and those who can't go back can't go back. So I gave them three names. "

The second prince said a lot that day.

I looked at Ding Yuanhao in the pavilion. After all, he left with a hat.

Ding Yuanhao is always a unique existence in my heart. No one can replace him or remove him. At the moment of turning around and leaving, Ding Yuanhao locked the door in his heart.

Obsession for five years, finally because of the arrival of children, slowly buried in the bottom of my heart.

I want to make peace with Zhang Jingyan, give my baby a warm home, give Zhang Jingyan an opportunity, and give myself an opportunity to get out of the prison.

As the person in the Star Palace said, some people, some things, to cherish, I have missed Ding Yuanhao, do not want to Miss Zhang Jing. Even if he has no senior officials or family background, this life is him.

I wait for him to come back for dinner and tell him that I want to give my child a warm home.

All the wonderful hopes turned into bubbles.

"I want to have concubines," he said

I heard the voices of disillusionment in my head. I want to cry, but my pride tells me that I can't cry in front of him.

I left the table.

"She's pregnant."

I froze in the same place. I think of the words of cloud night.

"Mr. Zhang is a man. For his future child, he has gone all over the national medical department. Even the female doctors are joking that they would rather marry Zhang Jing than the prince."

"But Zhang Da's popularity is bad. He said that the old man from the Star Palace department was perfunctory. He just changed it into Zhang Yixin and Zhang Yiyi."

He added, "I have to bring her back."

Nail deep into the meat, I tried not to shed tears, abnormal attitude and firm: "never think." I found that I was so stupid as soon as I spoke.

I thought that everything Zhang Jing did was for me, but I never thought that everything he did was for the woman outside. What wholeheartedly, what really love me, are all lies.

In order to save face, I vomited two words: "shame."

He didn't love me, and my self-esteem didn't allow him to know that I had a little identity with him.

I can't help but go away.

I moved the fetal Qi, because Zhang Jing wanted to take a concubine, I actually moved the fetal Qi.

Seven mammy said that I have two little lives in my stomach. I heard Zhang Jing's footsteps entering the door, and I couldn't help saying sarcastically: "why be careful, for two lives that shouldn't exist?"

Seven mammy looked at my eyes to cry, knew I was right and wrong, and sighed.

Zhang Jing left and didn't come back for several days.

When I came back again, he informed me of the specific time and arrangement for concubines.

"No way."

My pride doesn't allow me to bow in front of Zhang Jing.

"Unless I die, I will accept this concubine," he said

I try to look at the sky, trying to force tears in my eyes, however, in vain. I received a post from Shuifu. I didn't want to see him in red or drink my new aunt's tea. I went back to Shuifu. I went to Guoyuan temple in order to avoid him and ask someone to come back to pick me up. As soon as I go, my child, my hope for a new life, is shattered. I hate, I hate the second aunt who proposed to go to Guoyuan temple, I hate Zhang Jing, I hate shuiqingyan who made me to this stage, I hate myself more, because I didn't protect my children. He came, not to comfort me when I lost my child, not to worry about my deteriorating body, but to doubt me“ They shouldn't have been in this world! " No one understands my feelings when I say this. I no longer have any hope for the world and my life“ I also asked my elder sister to wait for her good news alive. I'll take it as an apology from my younger sister. I'm five years late, elder sister. I'm sorry. " The change of Qingyan makes me feel like a joke. I still don't understand why my mother didn't want Qingyan to marry into the royal family. It's hard to figure out why Qingyan is hiding himself. I'm always the one who's been hoodwinked, and the stupidest one is always myself. Zhang Jing died, but he left a letter and a painting. He said in the letter, "next life, may I be born in a rich family, and reach out to you." He wrote an inscription on the painting: graceful and graceful, heartbroken after a day's absence“ Am I wrong? " I asked seven mammy feebly. Tears wantonly climbed up my cheek. Looking at the painting, I remember that scene. At Guoyuan temple, although he was embarrassed, he had a pair of firm instants. My heart, with the death of the child, Zhang Jing's death, has become lifeless. Qingyan is cruel and ruthless. She cleans up Zhang's house. The means make me look sideways. I instantly feel that this sister is very strange“ I've never hidden it. They forced me to do it. I also want to live with Mei, but when the tree is big and the wind blows, I have some bad ideas. As time goes by, I become what I am now. " Qingyan calm words, but let my heart keep twisting. I know how deep the courtyard of Shuifu is. I immediately want to ask myself what I have done in the past five years except to hurt Zhang Jing's heart with hatred and regard my sister as the air! I completely cried, crying heartbroken. I know that giving Zigui to Qingyan is the best choice. Qingyan will educate Zigui well and grow up. I believe in her. At Cuiyun temple, I am determined to become a monk. In this world, nothing can shake my heart. Shuiqingcheng's heart is dead, completely dead“ For the sake of his elder sister, young master Ding Er gets drunk all day long. For the sake of young master Ding Er, his elder sister has the heart of juechen. Big sister, maybe you can go back to the past. " After all, Qingyan doesn't understand what death is. This sentence insults me, Ding Yuanhao and Zhang Jing. The Buddhist beads in my hand were torn off by me, and I drove her away mercilessly: "go away."“ I'm willing to confess everything to the emperor and return my elder sister's innocence. Please give her a chance to apologize. " As expected, she went to the palace and cleared me. The emperor's imperial edict publicized the world. However, these are not what I care about. I cut off the last earthly fetter with tears. Qingyan, the elder sister doesn't care about any fame or what happened five years ago. The elder sister's heart is dead. The moment when the child is gone, the moment when she sees the painting, and the moment when she reads, "in the next life, may I be born in a rich family and reach out to you.". To retreat without seeking fame is like avoiding the world. To be pure and lustless can become an immortal. The last string of tears fall, from this earth, no water Qingcheng, only Cuiyun Temple heart.