Chapter 200

?? In my distant memory, I was often pushed to the ground, beaten and scolded.

"You're a loser. Your mother is a slut. You're born of a slut. You're also a slut."

"Bitches don't deserve to be called Zi Gui, bitches should be called tortoises!"

"Green turtle, little turtle, son is a little turtle!"

I don't understand why people scold my mother, why they scold me for being a tortoise, why they often bully me.

I don't know who my mother is? Is it the old lady who has been supporting me but scolds me or the Qian family who wants to take me to see my father once a few months?

Finally one day, I know who my mother is.

That day, I met Qian once in a few months. She dressed very neatly. She solemnly told me that she was my mother and that she would take me to my father.

"Don't be ungrateful at that time. Don't forget who raised Zhang Zigui. I have no credit, but I also have hard work. If you dare to forget Wang Zigui, you will look good."

"How dare you bite me. I've already inquired about it. The eldest lady of Zhang's family can't have a baby. It's the best time to bring her son home. He's the eldest son of Zhang's family. Besides, I have letters here. Look at them. You dare to move me to make you look good. "

"You heartless bitch, I've been raising your son for so many years, and you should be so indifferent. Don't blame me for being cruel at that time!"

"Cruel? How dare you discredit the rich? Think about your old baby! Also, my son is with you. You never give him a warm embrace. Do you think he will remember you? After that, I was the only one in his life. "

"Qian, you are so shameless. If you don't give me good benefits, I'll send the list of the people you've served in these years to Mr. Zhang."

"Then you send it. I'll see how long you can live after you send it!"

I ran into their quarrel, I was afraid that they would know and hid secretly. At that time, I didn't know what this conversation meant.

The first time I saw my aunt was in Zhang's house. She came back with her mother.

Because I'm a little slut in a mean life. Everyone hates me. From childhood to adulthood, no one has ever laughed at me, even though I've become a young master of the Zhang family. It's a luxury to get other people's smile.

Only aunt, that smile is like a flower, gorgeous incomparable, in my heart petals in full bloom. Maybe my aunt, unlike others, didn't think I was a little bitch.

However, I was wrong. My aunt, like other people, has a cold face, even a cold face, which is more frightening than Wang Po.

"The Emperor himself orders to take care of the funeral of qianhubo. All the officials have their families. If there is gossip, it will be the end!"

The flowers in my heart are withering.

I quietly picked up the hairpin that fell on the ground.

It was the trip to Cuiyun temple that I got to know my aunt again. My mother wanted to become a monk. She took me to Cuiyun temple.

As Qian said, I look forward to a warm embrace.

Because I often see Wang Po holding her son. At that time, the smile on Wang Po's face could overflow with honey. At that time, I lived with Wang Po. I once thought that Wang Po was my mother.

This wrong idea was completely destroyed on the day when Wang Po was skinned by her aunt.

Wang Po personally powdered my childhood expectations. At the moment when I cried for Wang Po's words, Wang Po and I were just strangers. I used three heads to repay Wang Po's kindness. As for the fact that Wang Po was skinned alive by her aunt, I only think that she skinned a dog alive, just as she raised me as a dog.

Besides, on the day of going to Cuiyun temple, my aunt was very unhappy. Even though she said that her aunt was blind, her eyes were still frightening.

The reason why I put my aunt in my heart again is that the embrace, warm, steady, safe, real want to make me cry.

When the carriage was about to fall, I thought I was going to die. I thought I would never listen to words like "bitches". I thought my life was over.

It was my aunt who held me firmly in her arms and comforted me softly: "don't be afraid."

I can clearly smell the fragrance of my aunt. My aunt's voice is so gentle. My aunt's arms are so strong. From this moment on, I know that no one cares about me. I know that I still have my aunt.

On the main hall of Cuiyun temple, I followed my aunt carefully, walked through the puzzling red bean Road, and held my aunt's hand tightly, so that I could hide my inner tension. I am a despised person, and Buddha certainly despises me. I'm afraid that Buddha will punish me.

"The young master is a person of filial piety, and it's more complicated to worship Buddha. If the girl wants to go into the backyard, she can go in ahead of time. After the young master's Buddhist ceremony, I will send the young master to the backyard. "

The cruel faced nun asked her aunt to see her mother first. I was very scared. The people in the temple are like monsters and demons. I'm afraid of them.

I subconsciously grasped my aunt's hand tightly, and then hid behind her“ Zi Gui is young and has never seen the world. I'm afraid it will cause trouble to the nun. Kuang's mother has not been filial for three years, so I should be with Zi Gui to show my respect to the Buddha. Please prepare for the next ceremony. " My aunt's voice was flat and quiet, but it fell into my heart like a stone. She didn't leave me. She's holding my hand, I'm holding her hand. I really realized the world and the reason why I lived in the last five years. It was that night when my aunt skinned her“ Leftovers, as long as you can't eat them, you'll give them to him. "“ Young master Zi Gui was born in a humble family, and was taught by slaves. "“ In the slave's mind, the young master Zi Gui is a dog. He can live. I've never given my son the maternal love of the young master, and I've never given my son the maternal love of the young master. " I have never been distressed to see Wang Po skinned alive as a dog. My aunt said, "our son GUI is the only heir of qianhubo's family. He has a noble status. He was humiliated and humiliated by humble slaves. According to the rules, those two children should be killed." My aunt said, "I don't see what two things are kneeling here. They dare to ride the son of Uncle Qianhu under their body and fight each other. They even slander and satirize the son of Uncle Qianhu. They are not worthy of giving Zhangzi shoes!" Aunt also said: "tell everyone that this is the end of bullying the son of qianhubo. Let all of them give Miss Zhang a long memory. If someone speaks foul language in the future, Miss Zhang will let them live and die!" On this day, my previous world outlook collapsed, and my aunt established a new world outlook for me with her blood. At the same time, I fully understand that in this world, if there is one person who really loves me, that person only has an aunt. My aunt was beaten by the emperor, and I was taken to her yard by grandma Hua. My aunt, Yu Niang, came to see me every day. She would talk to me with a smile. She also told me that my aunt would ask my husband to learn how to read. In this way, I would become a powerful person who can write poems and essays like my father. When I came back from my great grandfather's house, my aunt asked me“ Zi Gui, what do you call me today? " I said, "aunt." She's not my fourth aunt. She's my aunt. Like my only cousin, she is my only aunt.