CH 158

“Ai, it’s all my fault. I shouldn’t have said those words, then you wouldn’t have killed him. What should I do now? Will they suspect you? If you are arrested, will I also be arrested? I don’t want to go to prison. I don’t want to the police after me. I’m scared.”

His jiejie doesn’t want him to be arrested. She doesn’t want to be chased by the police. She is so gentle and timid. How can he implicate his jiejie?

“If only I had known you earlier.”

He smiled at Su Qing, sad and open-minded, clear and gentle.

He held out his hand. Su Qing thought he had been convinced.

But he looked up at the snowflakes.

The white snow, crystal clear and pure, is a colour he will never have in his life.

“It’s beautiful.” Chen Ai said softly.

He turned around and jumped down.

“Chen Ai!” Su Qing rushed forward in fright, but he could only watch as he fell into the snow.

His tears suddenly fell down, drop by drop, unstoppable.

He tried to save him, but he couldn’t.

He can’t save him and he can’t save himself.

He stood alone in the heavy snow, as if he were alone in the world.

Mei Ruo let the camera slowly increase the distance of the shot, expanding his loneliness and sadness.

Chen Ai is dead, but Su Qing is not dead yet. Su Qing has finished crying, wiped away his tears, and laughed like everyday before.

He decided to save himself. While he could not save Chen Ai, he is able to save himself. He would not let himself be led onto the path that others incited him towards.

This scene was shot smoothly. When Shen Qingshu and Bai Xuege were called to review their performance just now. The end result surprised them, they had to admit that with the addition of the snow, it became more shocking and beautiful.

They are both very satisfied, and Mei Ruo is also very satisfied.

“But you dare to add your own lines,” Mei Ruo smiled and looked at Bai Xuege. “How daring of you.”

“Not good?” Shen Qingshu voiced hurriedly, “I think adding this sentence in that scene is an improvement, Don’t you like it?”

“Not that,” Mei Ruo said, “I’m just curious how he dared to add lines privately. After all, he always seems to be afraid of me. Unexpectedly, it’s you.”

“Not bad.” Mei Ruo looked at him, “It fits well.”

Shen Qingshu smiled, “Thank you.”

Bai Xuege also breathed a sigh of relief and whispered to Shen Qingshu, “That was awesome!”

Shen Qingshu touched shoulders with him in pride.

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After this scene is shot, Bai Xuege will be completely finished. Shen Qingshu is the last one to leave the crew, but no matter how reluctant he was, there would be a day when the filming was over, so he hugged Bai Xuege and softly said, “Goodbye.”

“It’s all right. I’ll play the male lead for your next production.

Shen Qingshu was instantly amused by him, “You, the male lead?”

“Otherwise? Is it still a supporting male lead? I’ve already played a supporting male lead for you once, yet you want me to do it again.”

“That’s true. Then you wait for the notification of my next production.” Shen Qingshu said with a laugh.

“En.” Bai Xuege smiled, waved at him, and got in his nanny car.

Bai Xuege was finished, and Cui Hao was also finished.

In the last two days before New Year’s Day, everyone was finished, and Shen Qingshu himself was also done.

This movie was filmed for three months, and finally came to an end at the beginning of the new year.

Shen Qingshu looked at the empty set and saw the workers cleaning up the machines. His first film was finally finished.

He suddenly felt very happy and sad. It seemed that he had waited so long and finally waited for this day to come. It felt as if this day had come too soon and he was not ready.

Although he has been preparing for a long time, he still feels that he is not ready.

Shen Qingshu is happy and sad, fulfilled yet reluctant. He browsed the machines he used, the scenes he took, and thought about those scenes. After Han Cheng came, he hugged him, crying and laughing while hiding in his arms.

Han Cheng gently touched his head. “What’s wrong?”

Shen Qingshu hugged him and said, “I’m happy.”

“Are you happy?” Han Cheng rubbed his hair. “You’re crying, yet you say you are happy.” 

“That’s because I feel reluctant.” He raised his head and looked at Han Cheng with red eyes, “It’s the first movie I’m responsible for, I’m reluctant to part.”

“Every film has its end, just like when you write a novel, there will always be an end.”

“I know, so I am happy, fulfilled and reluctant.”

He hugged Han Cheng again, hugged him tightly, and rubbed his shoulder. “It’s so troublesome to be a producer.”

He whispered, “I have to be responsible for a lot of things. I get up earlier than anyone else and go to bed later than anyone else. I have to worry about everything. It’s so tiring.”

“But?” Han Cheng prompted.

“But…” Shen Qingshu hugged him harder, “but I was also very happy. Everyone worked hard to achieve the same goal. Everyone was very serious, and I was also very serious. Each of my characters have found the best actors, and everyone wanted to make the movie a success. So I was very happy and wanted to work hard with everyone.”

Han Cheng knew this already.

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Every time he came to visit, Shen Qingshu was smiling. Even if he had trouble, he was very active in discussing with Zhou Mian to solve it.

He wanted to do a good job in this film. Everything was carefully thought through. He saw this and believed that the audience would see it too in the future.

“Congratulations on finishing filming.” He rubbed Shen Qingshu’s hair again, “Congratulations to the end of the shooting and you being able to go home.”

Shen Qingshu, hearing the words, looked up at him. His mouth was slightly squeezed, his eyes radiated a smile, yet he acted aggrieved. “Why don’t you kiss me?”

He said, “Shouldn’t you be kissing me? You should kiss me now.”

Han Cheng couldn’t help laughing. He looked at Shen Qingshu. Shen Qingshu’s eyes held a hint of blame and were full of love.

Han Cheng raised his hand to hold his face, kissed him heavily on the lips, then continued to kiss him.

Shen Qingshu chuckled and hooked his neck and met his lips, kissing him again and again.

He hugged Han Cheng tightly, and couldn’t help being coquettish with him, with his eyes bent like crescent moons.

Although he was still reluctant and sad, he could finally go home. It was good that he could go home again.

He tilted his head, closed his eyes and leaned in the crook of Han Cheng’s neck.

TN: remember this title? I like that it appeared again xD