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I immediately turned stiff, this voice was clearly Yi Xudong. I chuckled dryly. Fortunately, I didn't intend to continue this topic. "Come to the company tomorrow morning. I need you to organize some materials. You'll need to use them when you meet up with the society the day after tomorrow."

He must tell Yi Xudong about this matter in detail tomorrow.

Yi Xudong nodded and indicated for me to come in. I saw Yu Ziqing sitting on the sofa at the side and became even more nervous.

"Xu Dong ~" Yu Ziqing's voice was still very sweet, and her tone even carried a bit of a spoiled tone.

It was a pity that Yi Xudong did not understand his feelings and indifferently said: "Don't make me say it a second time."

Yu Ziqing glared at me in anger and walked away on her high heels.

"Sit." Yi Xudong raised his head and smiled at me, as though he was a completely different person from before.

I sat on the sofa at the side and thought for a while before opening my mouth again, "President Yi, I don't think I am suitable to be your secretary. As for your money, "I said, clenching the hem of my shirt." I will gather all of them and return them to you as soon as possible. "

Yi Xudong looked at me in surprise, and I lowered my head.

My thoughts were simple and consistent.

I only want to be a young lady in Yin Zun's place. I don't have that kind of thought, and I don't have the ability to accept other people's feelings. Emotions are superfluous and extravagant to me.

I have been with Yin Zun for so many years, and have seen so many things, perhaps because I have long been indifferent to their feelings. I even feel that living alone is not bad, that one person won't have to worry about eating until their family is full. Emotions are too fickle for me to handle.

Especially something like being involved in someone else's relationship is something I absolutely cannot do.

Yi Xudong sighed, and said half-injured and half-helpless: "little bluegrass, since you don't want to follow me, of course I won't force you. But why must you keep your distance from me? Even if you can't be a couple, you can still be friends. "

Seeing that I did not agree, Yi Xudong's voice actually carried a bit of a pleading tone, "little bluegrass … Don't worry, I won't do anything over the top. Aren't you going to save your friend? Didn't you want to pay me back? "Then stay."

My heart was also in turmoil. On one hand, I don't have the heart to reject Yi Xudong's actions anymore. If he was here to perform, then his acting skills will definitely make those so-called fresh meat in entertainment circle feel ashamed.

On the other hand, I really need money. Mo Mo's condition still requires a large amount of money and the money that I owe Yi Xudong is not something that I can repay in a short amount of time. If I had been on an equal footing, I could have flatly refused his request, but now. Am I qualified?

After struggling for a long time, I lightly nodded my head.

Yi Xudong's expression immediately relaxed, and a smile once again appeared on his face. "That's good."

I took the information and turned my back to him, emphasizing once again, "President Yi, right now, we are only a relationship between the creditor and the debtor. No matter how much we have, it would just be a relationship of employment.

It would lighten my guilt not to look at his face.

Yi Xudong was silent for a moment, then asked: "little bluegrass, could it be that we are not friends?"

I hesitated and nodded. "Yes."

I heard his low laugh and he said, "little bluegrass, although you are hesitating, but since you said we are friends, I am very happy."

"As for the future …" He walked behind me, even closer to me, but still maintaining some distance, probably because he was afraid that I would run away. Leave it to the future. "At least for now, don't think too much about it."

After saying that, without waiting for my reply, she has already returned to her seat.

I stood still for a moment, sighed heavily, and went back to my seat to work.

Even if he said he wouldn't think about it, how could he not think about it? I've always been an insecure person. I carefully thought about where I should go next, afraid that if I took the wrong step, I would lose everything.

A proud son of heaven like Yi Xudong would never understand such feelings, nor would he understand a winner like Jin Zicheng, they seemed to always be at ease and at ease.

They would probably never understand the pain. Being pointed at by their own father as a money-loser when they were teenagers and running away from home and being beaten up was something they could only silently endure.

Such a life was like being in an abyss, living in a world of darkness. Even that light seemed so weak and distant.

It wasn't like he didn't want to find a person to nestle close to him for warmth, curled up together like two animals, and could even lick each other's wounds if they were injured.

However, if the other party left, it would only push the remaining party deeper into the abyss.

I didn't dare to try, I didn't want to be hurt, I didn't want to lose the only light I had.

I'd rather never have it.

But when he said that, Jin Zicheng's face involuntarily appeared in his mind. His smiling eyes, his displeased expression, the slight rush of his breath as he kissed me, the sense of relief as he picked me up.

Why was he always thinking of him these days? I patted my head, trying to get rid of the idea.

When he turned around and saw his slightly red face and messy hair in the mirror, even he couldn't help but laugh.