C47

After staying in the hospital for another day, I bought a plane ticket and flew back to Han Cheng.

Yi Xudong did not leave with me, I have not seen him ever since I was kidnapped, I do not even know which hospital he is staying at, and how serious his injuries are, I am truly thankful when he helped me. As a young miss, my body and face are the most important thing, if I lose all these, I no longer have the money to eat.

Looking back, there isn't anyone worth worrying about. It is just a pity that if I were to die this time, I wouldn't be able to compare to the fact that I was the one who was stabbed. As for what I had imagined, what I had thought I had missed, I had lost in the journey.

So it's strange to say people.

I took a taxi to the hospital first. Mo Mo looked a little more energetic, but when I sat beside her, even if I didn't say anything, there was a rare sense of dependency on her.

Mo Mo could tell that I was in a bad mood, but she just sat by my side and didn't ask anything. She only used her hands to lightly caress my back and tried to comfort me with this method.

It was already late in the morning. The sun was waning and the afterglow was warm. I raised my head to look at Mo Mo, and asked: "Mo Mo, tell me, is it better to live, or die?"

"If you had asked me before, I might have told you that it would be better if you were dead." Mo Mo laughed lightly: "But after this experience, I feel that it's good to be alive. I've only seen how hard life is before, and especially with our identities, we don't live like people. But when you think about it carefully, is that all we have left in our lives? "

"In the past, I didn't have much hope. If it was just a day, then it would be a day, but now it's different. I want to live, I have so much to do, so many things to look at, and I still have people to worry about, and people to remember me. Died now? "Too bad."

"If I say it, I won't be afraid of your jokes," Mo Mo laughed and said, "I want to find someone to marry and live a peaceful life after leaving Yin Zun one day. "If no one wants me, then I will live by myself. If my conditions are better, I will adopt a child, raise her, and teach her how to be a person. Then, my life can be considered complete."

Mo Mo's expression was very gentle, and also filled with longing. I was genuinely happy for her.

But me?

I felt tired.

Until now, I still haven't found any form of motivation, so nothing is meaningful to me. In a place like Yin Zun's, every breath of air I breathe, seems to have been mixed with sand and turned into a disgusting turbid air. And how clean can I be when I am soaked in foul air like this?

I have always felt that I have a bottom line. I am not willing to sell myself, not willing to destroy the families of others, I am doing my best to protect the last area of the Pure Land just for the sake of leaving Yin Zun one day. I can pat my chest and say without a shred of shame, I am a clean person.

But it was really tiring.

If only I could leave, I thought, if only I could.

If I could leave, perhaps, I would have a new life, and I would be able to turn my back on the past and change my face, like someone else.

The thought spread through my mind like tenacious weeds, sprouting quickly.

Perhaps … What if I succeed? As if possessed, I let the thought run through my mind.

At night, I went to Yin Zun.

When Sister Yun saw me, she immediately welcomed me happily. After changing from the enmity I had towards me before, I couldn't help but be puzzled. But then, I heard Sister Yun say, "Qing He, you're finally here! I'm afraid you won't come today! Quickly, quickly, dress up properly. Young Master Jin is in the private room, I want to see you by name! "

Jin Zicheng? I frowned. Actually, when I went back to think about what happened that day, I didn't hate him. After all, business is important. I've seen many people more vicious than him before. However, I felt very uncomfortable inside. I originally had a change in my opinion of him, but in the end, there was nothing left.

If it was based on my own thoughts, I would not want to go see him, but this is Yin Zun, I am not here, but the young miss.

Therefore, I nodded my head and smiled. "Alright, I understand."